Surfacing
03.98 - grammy nominated in the
best pop album catagory01. Building a Mystery
02. I Love You
03. Sweet Surrender
04. Adia
05. Do What You Have to Do
06. Witness
07. Angel
08. Black and White
09. Full of Grace
10. Last Dance
Building A Mystery
03.98 - grammy nominated and winner in the
best female pop vocal catagoryYou come out at night
that's when the energy comes
and the dark side's light
and the vampires roam
you strut your rasta wear
and your suicide poem
and a cross from a faith
that died before Jesus came
you're building a mysteryYou live in a church
where you sleep with voodoo dolls
and you won't give up the search
for the ghosts in the halls
you wear sandals in the snow
and a smile that won't wash away
can you look out the window
without your shadow getting in the way
oh you're so beautiful
with an edge and a charm
but so careful
when I'm in your arms'Cause you're working
building a mystery
holding on and holding it in
yeah you're working
building a mystery
and choosing so carefullyYou woke up screaming aloud
a prayer from your secret god
you feed off our fears
and hold back your tearsGive us a tantrum
and a know it all grin
just when we need one
when the evening's thinOh you're a beautiful
a beautiful fucked up man
you're setting up your
razor wire shrine
I Love You
I have a smile
stretched from ear to ear
to see you walking down the roadWe meet at the lights
I stare for a while
the world around disappearsJust you and me
on this island of hope
a breath between us could be miles
Let me surround you
my sea to your shore
let me be the calm you seekOh and every time I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
and you just walk awayAnd I forgot
to tell you
I love you
and the night's
too long
and cold here
without you
I grieve in my condition
for I cannot find the words to say I need you soOh and every time I'm close to you
there's too much I can't say
and you just walk awayAnd I forgot
to tell you
I love you
and the night's
too long
and cold here
without you
Sweet Surrender
It doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I've left behind me
is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
from where I can't return
where every step I took in faith
betrayed me
and led me from my homeAnd sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to giveYou take me in
no questions asked
you strip away the ugliness
that surrounds me
are you an angel
am I already that gone
I only hope
that I won't disappoint you
when I'm down here
on my knees
And sweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to giveSweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to giveAnd I don't understand
by the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fallI miss the little things
I miss everything (about you)It doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I left behind me
is a cold roomAnd sweet
sweet
sweet surrender
is all that I have to give
Adia
03.99 - grammy nominated in the
best female pop vocal catagoryAdia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong'Cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to, honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter
does it matter?Adia I thought that we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray
Ipull you from your tower
I'll take away your pain
show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe
that we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
'cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?
Do What You Have To Do
What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...And I have the sense to recognize that
I don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognizeThat I don't know how
to let you go
I don't know how
to let you goA glowing ember
burning hot
burning slow
deep within I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only youI know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
and I have sense to recognize but
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
Witness
Make me a witness
take me out
out of darkness
out of doubtI won't weigh you down
with good intention
won't make fire out of clay
or other inventionsWill we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come
while we're waitingEveryone is waiting
And when we're done
soul searching
as we carried the weight
and died for a cause
is misery
made beautiful
right before our eyes
will mercy be revealed
or blind us where we standWill we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come while we're waiting
everyone is waiting
Angel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonightIn the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort thereSo tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my kneesIn the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
Black & White
Unravel me
a distant cord
on the outside is forgotten
a constant needTo get along
and the animal awakens
and all I feel is black and whiteThe road is long
the memory slides
to the whole of my undoing
put aside
I put away
I push it back to get through each day
and all I feel is black and white
and I'm wound up small and tight
and I don't know who I amEverybody loves you when you're easy
everybody hates when you're a bore
everyone is waiting for your entrance so
don't disappoint themUnravel me
untie this chord
the very center of our union
is caving in
I can't endure
I am the archive of our failureAnd all I feel is black and white
and I'm wound up small and tight
and I don't know who I amEverybody loves you when you're easy
everybody hates when you're a bore
everyone is waiting for your entrance so
don't disappoint themEverybody loves you when you're easy so
don't disappoint themDon't disappoint them...
Full of Grace
The winter here's cold, and bitter
it's chilled us to the bone
we haven't seen the sun for weeks
to long too far from home
I feel just like I'm sinking
and I claw for solid ground
I'm pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
oh darkness I feel like letting goIf all of the strength and all of the courage
come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
full of grace
full of grace
my loveSo it's better this way, I said
having seen this place before
where everything we said and did
hurts us all the more
its just that we stayed, too long
in the same old sickly skin
I'm pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
oh darkness I feel like letting goIf all of the strength
and all of the courage
come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
full of grace
full of grace
my love
Last Dance
03.98 - grammy nominated and winner in the
best pop instrumental catagory