I once was wanted,
by my lover's tender heart,
now I am hated,
for our love was torn apart.
I once was thought about,
every single night,
now I am despised,
because all we did was fight.
We were in love once,
but that was long ago,
it wasn't until our final months,
that we felt all this woe.
I will love again,
God has promised me so,
but I still remember when,
I could never let you go.

I made a big mistake,
that grew up from my past.
I always said, "I love you,"
but that didn't make our love last.
We went on a little longer,
but then it all came to an end.
I was more like a father,
than a loving boyfriend.
I have always been sorry,
for everything that I had done,
but it looks like I have failed,
and my anger had won.

When I go home now,
every single day,
I sit beside my bed,
and begin to pray.
After I am done,
I curse my stubborn head,
for I know that I can never,
bring back our love from the dead.
I screwed it up,
and I blamed you.
I never should have done that,
and that's why we're through.
I wish that I could live life over,
and change a thing or two,
because never in my life,
did I ever want to hit you.