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TITLE: Realistic Dreams

AUTHOR: CB Files

GENRE: MSR

SPOILERS: none

RATING: G

SUMMARY: Mulder experiences one of the most fantastic dreams of his life....but is it really just a dream?

AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is for Rotem so she will quit griping about all my angst-filled stories and let me write my character-death fics IN PEACE!!

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REALISTIC DREAMS

ST. ANDREW'S CATHOLIC CHURCH
NOVEMBER 21, 2003
12:00 PM

It was so perfect.

I look out into the pews and find my mother and sister sitting together in the first row. Never in my life would I have thought I would be able to see this happen. Guess that what's make's this such a wonderful fantasy. My attention turns to the left side of the room and I see my future mother-in-law smiling brightly as tears of joy stream down her face. Sometimes I wonder how she was able to survive everything life has thrown her way. I smile back at her before making eye contact with the man sitting beside her. Her oldest son and my soon-to-be brother-in-law.

He doesn't smile but instead looks at me with a respect I never thought was possible. We've never been close or good buddies or anything but, because of his sister, we have come to an equal understanding. Next to him sits his lovely wife and their two, giggling children. It's overwhelming to think that I'll be accepting these people as part of my own family today.

Behind mine and my future wife's families sits our closest friends and colleagues. Though they are rather small in number, the love they give us is more than a thousand friends could show.

I glance to my left to find my brother-in-law grinning at me and then at my sister. Of course, I know exactly what they're grinning about because if it wasn't for them I probably wouldn't be experiencing a dream like this right now. If only it hadn't taken so long for our reunion...

Suddenly the music starts and I see my 5 and 7-year-old nieces walking hand-in-hand down the aisle, leaving flower petals in their wake. The littler one, who looks just like her mother with long, wavy, black hair and big blue eyes, gets excited and begins pegging some of the guests who find it absolutely adorable. Once they get to the altar, their baskets empty, they quickly scurry to my sister's side full of pride and "little-girl" giggles.

The air seems to rush out of my lungs as I watch the congregation rise and turn to face the doors. The bridal anthem begins and my angel comes into sight.

I can't believe this is actually happening.

She is dressed in a traditional white gown complete with veil and train. Her shoulder-length hair is shiny and sets off her eyes perfectly. But it's not her clothes or hair that shows her true beauty.

It's her smile.

There were so many times I thought I'd never again be able to see that smile. But now, today, that smile and the woman who wears it will be mine to cherish until death do we part.

My heart speeds up triple time as she is guided down the aisle towards me, my face feeling as though it will break if my own smile gets any bigger. If someone had told me five years ago, that I would be about to marry the most wonderful woman I've ever met in my life I would laugh outright in their face. But things are different now.

The man giving her away, our former boss and a man I now trust with my life, grins warmly at me as he places her hand in mine.  "Take good care of her. She's one of the best."

"Thank you, sir."

My bride and I share one more smile before turning to face the priest. He goes through the traditional wedding vows and when he asks if there is anyone who feels we should not be married I get completely petrified. I know my dream is fixing to end.

However, the priest notices my anxiousness and lays a hand on my shoulder. "It's okay, my son. It's just part of the proceedings."

I try to smile reassuringly up at him that "I'm fine" when I hear my bride whisper "He has a tendency to be paranoid, Father," to which he (and the people around us) find humorous.

The rest of the ceremony went on without a hitch and the next thing I knew...

"Do you, Fox William Mulder, take this woman as your lawfully wedded wife; to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love, honor, and cherish, for as long as you both shall live?"

I, once again, turn to face her with a slight smirk on my face as I gaze down into her tear-filled, blue eyes. "I do."

She awards me with that smile and the droplets fall freely down her face.

"And do you, Dana Katherine Scully, take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband; to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and obey for as long as you both shall live?"

"I do."

I feel warm moisture flowing down my face and she reaches her hand up to wipe the tears away.

"I love you, Mulder."

"I love you, too, Scully."

I can hear the church erupt in "awe's" mixed with laughter over the fact that we still call each other by our last names.

The priest looks to the Best Man.  "Do you have the rings?"

He digs into his jacket pocket and pulls out a small, grey, velvet box containing the 2 wedding bands.

"With this ring, I thee wed..."

After we exchange rings, the priest smiles warmly at us.  "I now pronounce you, husband and wife."

Then, finally the moment I've been waiting my whole life for...

"You may kiss the bride."

THE END!

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