That broke my heart into pieces. I knew who Amanda was, and I knew what she did to him. I got up and walked to my bunk. I didn't know what to do. I did like him, I felt something I haven't felt before with him. But he hate's me now.

Days went by and we did a couple of concerts. We finally went into my hometown. I would see my boyfriend. I walked around aimlessly, not paying attention to where I was going. My head pictured of what I could've had with Aj if I haven't been such a bitch.

"Oh Josh I love it when play with my hair, it makes me so hot! But why do we have to be here? I don't like the BSB that much. We could go back to my place!" A women's voice suggested. What I heard next was nothing I have inspected.

"My girlfriend is one of the members of the opening act. Once she gets big I can get everything we could want, then I will drop her ass." My eyes went wide, I knew who that was. That was my boyfriend! I walked to where the voices were from and there they were, making out right in front of me.

"Josh?" I whispered. He whipped around and saw me there, confusion in my eyes.

"Oh my god, Lauren it's not what you think!" At first I was hurt, then I was mad.

"Then what is it? You used me Josh, how could you! I did everything I could for you, and this is how it's going to be? You know what, I don't need you. Go to hell and fuck your fake girlfriend because you and me are through!" I screamed and ran off, he didn't even go after me. I ran into my dressing room and put my face in my hands. I didn't even cry. There was a knock on the door and I thought it was Josh.

"Go away Josh!" I yelled. There was a silence.

"It's not Josh, it's Aj." I looked at the door. I called for him to come in. He did and looked at me.

"Are you ok?" He asked me, it's the first time we have talked since the last incident. "I saw what happened." I looked at the floor.

"Yeah, I'm ok." He lifted my head and his hand stroked my cheek.

"I guess we both gave to deal with a broken heart."