*The next day *
Kat was sitting in her room, staring at a picture of her and Brian that they took about 3 years ago.
"I was so happy back then, I didn't have hardly any worries, I had great friends, I was happy." Kat whispered. "Until about one year ago, my whole world crumbled in front of me. My mom died, my dad was diagnosed with Cancer, and I met HIM, I met Jason, the man that made me feel I was worth nothing, and I couldn't get anyone better. And I believed him, maybe I still do. If I didn't, why can't I bring myself to tell the one man I am in love with, that I love him. That I want to be his, that I want to spend the rest of my life in his arms, and never let go. Why can't I tell Brian that? It's because I don't deserve him, I don't deserve anyone. Then what is this life for anyway, if all I deserve is hate? I thought that every life deserved a love, but when will I get mine?"
Kat wiped away the tears the dared to spill out and walked over to her window. Brian lived right next door and she could see right into his room through her window. She smiled when she saw him laying on his bed, listening to music.
"He deserves everything he ever wanted. He deserves someone that can make him happy, not me. I can't do anything for him, I can't make him happy." She said to herself and that's when Brian looked out the window towards her house and saw Kat. He smiled at her and waved. Kat put on a fake smile, but was not aware of the tears that were streaming down her face. Brian did though. A look of concern crossed his face and he mouthed "I'm coming over." Kat was ready to protest, but it was to late Brian was coming over.