It's hard to be content..I never was the perfect girl. More like the outcast. I like to be alone, even though it's hard to be alone here. My poetry and work comes only from the things I've experienced or images I've had. All of it is a part of me. It is my work, and I love it. I don't meet up with people's expectations, I never try to. Well, not anymore. I am worth more to no one, but myself. Ever get that feeling? It's true. If no one else is going to look after you, then who will?
I'd like to think of myself as an artist, if you don't like what I have to say, just grin and bear it. These things, they happen to real people. I'm an artist because I imitate life.
I play musical instruments. The guitar, a little bass, a little piano, and I sing. My influences are..heh...you ready for the list?..thought you were...:
Ani Difranco, Tori Amos, Nine Inch Nails, Deftones, Billie Holliday, Louis Armstrong, Harry Conick Jr., the Doors, Pink Floyd, the Beatles, Creadence Clearwater Revival, Led Zeppelin, KISS, Duran Duran, Eve's Plum, The Boss, Billy Joel, the Eagles, Mazzy Starr, the Smiths, the Cure, the Shroud, Faith and the Muse, Bach, Beethoven, Mozart, Fleetwood Mac, Chicago, Three Dog Night, Joan Baez, Janis Joplin, Snubnose, Cradle of Filth, Crystal Method, My Drug Hell, Echo & the Bunny Men, Sleater-Kinney, Pond, Baboon, Mansun, That Dog, Crown Heights, Lazlo Bane, the Hazies, Bloodhound Gang, Roomful of Blues, M.O.T.O, Fluf, Spookey Ruben, Cool for August, Souxie and the Banshees, My Dying Bride, Delerium, Takako Minekawa, System of a Down, the Eight Bucks Experiment, Conquest One, Our Lady Peace, Love Spit Love, Spacehog, Dave Navarro, Tom Petty and the Hearbreakers, David Bowie, TOOL, Rage Against the Machine, Korn, Skinny Puppy, Morphine, Page & Plant, Pearl Jam, Sarah Mchlaughlan, the Dave Mathews Band, Dead Can Dance, XIAN Death, the Cranberries, Stabbing Westward, the Steve Miller Band, Madonna, Eric Clapton, Metallica (the old stuff), Jimi Hendrix, Chopin, Brahms, Verdi, Patsy Cline, Sonny and Cher, Santana, America, The Rascals, Sinatra, Nat King Cole, Benny Goodman, Otis Redding, Edwin Starr, and Tommy James & the Shondells...
Pretty good eh? Oh well, anyways, I enjoy writing, music, painting, reading, and sleeping, when i can...
I don't like assholes, so don't bother emailing me if you fit into this category...
I've had my fair share of life, or so it seems. I know there's a lot more out there for me though. And I'm ready to take my turn.
Here's something I thought maybe you'd like to read:
Life is not always as it seems..it always seems it's forgotten me...and the shadows grow long with worry...as I walk and walk...never looking back to see the stream of thoughts that I let drift behind me...and the people I've forgot...
The love feels far past torn and the hate is just inborn..indepth within our minds...everyone I've loved I've lost...and I'd rather have never loved at all...the pain is not worth it..but I must like it because I always come back for more....
I'm sorry my words are meaningless...I'm sorry my sex is divine...It's not my fault you love me for what I can do with my hips...and not for what I can do with my mind...I'm all alone in my thoughts and it's always cold here...
~fin~
Yeah, I know it's wierd.. but oh well. Anyways, I'm gonna say hi to my friends now... Marsie, Nipps, Benny, Gracie, Nikki, Muriel, Jacob, Lakisha,...Josh, drew, kiki, Julie cracker :), RauL, umm..i can't think of anyone else..i'm goin blank haha...
Jason T. Foley, you're my role model and absolute hero!!!
I'd also like to say "Fah-Q" to a few people: Josh White, Evan, Darren, ::sigh:: and a few other people, that i'm not gonna say for fear of my life....heh.. ;)
I'd also like to say "I love you" to Jesse, the love of my life..hehe..hope you see this Boo.. >^,,^<
anyways...here's a quote: "Dip me in honey and throw me to the Lesbians!"- I'm sure some wise woman said that once...heh anyways..
later
This is Tina, my troubled teen. She's fourteen, listens to Switchblade Symphony, cuts Geography class, and smokes cloves when no adults are around. Cute huh?...don't worry honey, i'll still love you...::kiss::...