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Oh Look!  Know what this page means?  It means that I'm finally adding my cyber friends to my RL HP!
WOW
So, pretty soon I won't have a need for my cyber HP... it will be... OBSOLETE!

For those that understand the separation of RL and cyber life, you have your real friends and your cyber friends.
Sometimes some of them might cross over into your real life.  Others stay in your cyber life, but still have an big impact on you.
Then sometimes it gets confusing.
Like where certain friends belong.  Say you have real friends that you talk to online... that's normal.  Then there are cyber friends that you start to talk to in your real life, like on the phone, then others that you actually meet.  That's when it really starts to get confusing.
You have your best friends.  Real and Cyber.
Like for me, my RL best friends are probably Tat and Jeremiah.
Then my cyber best friends are Carrie (Polly) and Sam.
So, what happens when one of those cyber friends crosses into your real life?
What is their status?
That's confusing... and it kind of messes up the relationship because you're not totally sure where they fit in.

Anyway, so to the point... that's what this page is, to recognize those people that I talk to online that have an effect on me..
So here we go.

Above all, there is mygoosh... Polly.

Polly has more of an effect on me than anyone else I've ever talked to online.
I totally trust her with everything.  She's one of those that will never cross into my real life because she believes in a strong separation between the two.
But, she still has a very influential effect on it.
I talk to her about everything.. tell her things that I don't even tell a lot of my real friends...
She introduced me to probably one of the greatest musicals I've ever heard, The Secret Garden, and she's totally changed the way I look at the goose, and the moose.  heheheheh... I can't look at a goose without yelling out, "goooooooooooosh!"
She's taught me a lot about myself, and changed the way I look at a lot of things, and the way I let people affect me.
I love her with my whole heart, and I hope she knows that.

Then there is one of the most confusing of my "cyber friends," Sam.

Confusing, because I don't know if she really qualifies as a cyber friend anymore...
See, I met Sam in person for the first time in March... we've been speaking to eachother online since around September of 1998, and I recently spent a whole day with her.  So, I think that would make her a real friend, yet she's still one of my cyber friends.  I don't really know where to put her, or how I feel about our friendship once that line has been crossed.
I mean, she was/is one of my best friends online,  we totally trust each other, and we're really close,
but then, when together, in person, it's different.  It's like I know her, but I don't.  
That makes things very weird.
So, when I talk to her on the computer, she's my best friend, but in person, she's just... another person?
I'm still trying to figure that all out.

Ahhh... right now everyone's probably saying, "what about me? what about me?"
Well,  I just didn't have the time right now cos I wanted to get this darn thing up!
But, I'll get to you later.
Promise :)