i want to live my life from the inside out....money and meat mean nothing to me, it's the heart mind and spirit that attract me.
i want to live on the edge...the edge of creativity, imagination....i want to learn more and more everyday......i would like to speak with out using my vocal chords, hear without needing my ears....i want to touch someone.....
i want unity, loyalty.....truth....i want more music in my life, and less clatter.....rhythm....i would like to continue with an artistic career and feel the satisfaction that comes with each thing i create.....
i guess , i want to be home....wherever that may be......it drives me crazy when i have no one to share this insanity with.......
i want to be appreciated, and if not appreciated in the honest sense, at least not be judged, boxed up, and thrown into a catagorical cupboard somewhere....
i want to be loved for who i am at this moment, not what i can become...or what i have been.....
i want to drool, i want to make you sweat...i want to lay on a grassy knoll and make love...i want to sail the sea in a merchant ship...hear the creaking, feel the salt on my lips...rocking to the rhythm of the earth...
i want to spoon feed a man a never ending slice of mind pie.....i want respect, loyalty of the spirit.....
and most of all, i want to be adored for the special girl that i am...treated like a princess, treating like a prince....
i would do anything for love....as
long as it was appreciated and pure.
lilly
