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SO TIRED


I am so tired of me
I yearn for a way to be free
Of this living husk
This shell of hell
A way to leave and see

I am so tired of myself
Wish I could be put on the shelf
I hate this world
This life this state
Can't find a way break myself

I am so tired of this life
Nothing but pain and strife
No where to turn
When nothing harms
Not fire or flame or knife

I am so tired of being in my head
A way to quiet the moans of the dead
Silence too loud
It drives me nuts
Need the noise of life instead

I am so tired of what I am
A fraud, fake, a hopeless sham
I can't find me
Cause I've never seen it
A notion that seems forever damned

this has been copywritten by Dammuth Knight 2000

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