Can not see
can not feel
everything around
is so unreal
Like stepping through a mirror
everything changed
nothing is quite right
but it all seems the same
The sky is still blue
but not like it used to be
not how it should look
not the way it is to me
Everything is changing
colors are all fading
something rearranging
some sort of cosmic shading
Can not see myself
for I have gone all black
or maybe it is all white
can't remember how to get back
See the doorway of my entrance
it isn't quite the same
a doorway to the strange realm
Think I am not sane
Nothing is quite right here
it is all upside down
now to see the ceiling
I have to look down
But it is still ever changing
never ever the same
I used to be a proud child
now hang my head in shame
I see a mirror here now
and when I look I see
the same face I always have
But it is not me
upside down
inside out
always full of anger
always full of doubt
the proud one
the strong knight
the powerful mage
a becoming sight
filled with shame
filled with pride
full of darkness
in which I hide
I look again
and all is well
wondering now
if I was in Hell
Looking down
an empty plate
what the hell
probably just something I ate
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