Sitting in a state of boredom
freedom of the mind in utter dispair
like some great beast has taken from my life
my energy or air
I wait for things to happen
What else can I do
I am always waiting
My boredom is complete and true
I long for the ways of the magi
the torments of the night hag's fires
for chivalry of knights and the depths of demons
for the succubi's desires
To draw my sword and use my mind
to walk the path of a forgotten hero
to rid the world of demonic kind
or bring earth's population to zero
To soar on Dragon's wings
For elven wine and elven songs
To face the dire battle
and right the vicious wrongs
Why can't I do what I can see
Why can't I do what I can feel
If I close my eyes long enough
It all seems real
I want to face the dark lord
and betray the light
I want to rule over all
and chase Satan into the night
I want to face the darkest pits of hell
I want to rise above and go beyond
I want to be remembered
I poetry and song
But alas I am not there
I sit here at the computer
Here in this chair.
There is no god for me.
Unless the earth is hell.
Boredom is the worst of all torments
In which any demon might dwell.
Take me into the fantasy
please make it real
I would kill or die for such
I would shed my own blood for the deal
To be a gallant hero
To be the betrayer and a dark lord
To finely pluck the threads of life
and every so often sever the cord
Whose decision was it to not let it happen
Who decided on order instead of chaos
Why should I heed their decision
Just because society would be cross
I would fight a god or demon
I would destroy all and make them burn
Because it would be something to do
For entertainment does my soul yearn
I need it
want it
loathe it
love it
hold it
destroy it
Come to all and let me fight you
Come to me and let me woo you with my words
Come let me make you part of me
Come soar with me on the wings of birds
But the candles light soon burns out
The incense will die down
all that will be left
will be this sad frown
The lights will go off
the computer will die
and back into reality
I will slowly cry
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