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Hello everyone.... and welcome to my home page...
I'd like to personally thank-you for taking the time to visit my home page and reading this... First of I'd like to say that Yes, I am a Christian, and God is #1 in my life.... I have had a lot of hard times in life with friends and hard choices, so if anyone is having a hard time with people, then I do ask you to e-mail me at the address on the bottom of this web site, and I shall try my best to help you. The most greatest place on the world would be Circle Square Ranch which is located all through out Canada.... However, I attend the one at Halkirk, Alberta. There are so many people there who are so touched by God... the activities and the time everyone spends there is just phenomenal. I have been attending this Christian camp for 5 years now and I really do owe a HUGE THANKS to them, and this is why I'd like to share this all with you... You see… 5 years ago I was someone who always got picked on, who was always last to be picked for gym teams, someone who just never fit in no matter how hard I tried and tried. Once I started attending camp I realized that it didn't matter what others thought of me, because this is the way God made me so this is who I'm going to be… I was going to be myself and not someone I wanted myself to be, or even worse, what someone else wanted me to be. There was a lot of pressure in my town and a lot of people started doing drugs… they would ask and ask me if I wanted some… and every time I was asked I'd turn them down… Now, I consider myself a strong Christian who has realized what is the right path to take… and whenever I'm in doubt I just turn to God and pray to him that he will help me choose the right path… So far I'm doing great…and I will continue to do even better now that God is in my life!!!

Now, I suppose you'd like to know a little about me… Well: I'm 18 years old. I have blonde hair blue eyes and I'm about 5'6 ish… (Which you can see on my picture) I have recently lost my only Grandfather (The only one I have met) to cancer. This was very hard to accept that he was gone in just three short weeks after being diagnosed, but now I realize I was being selfish because my Grandfather was in a lot of pain most of his life… Now he doesn't have to suffer anymore…. And I just thanked God for letting my say my good-byes after he was gone… plus for the time I got to spend with him… Also, for the first time hearing my Grandfather say I Love You Alisha…That was the best feeling there was... it brought tears to my eyes... This experience made a huge impact in my life and taught me not to take my life forgranted. I will NEVER forget you Grandpa……. I LOVE YOU GRANDPA!!!! Also recently my father has been diagnosed with semi-noma cancer and is gonig through chemo. He is doing wonderful and has had two blasts of chemo and has learned that you have to go into this possitive or you won't win. He is going in for surgery sometime in January to take out some lympnods... so I will keep praying for him each day for God to heal and touch his life. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO SAY A HUGE HELLO TO TODD DEPAGIE WHO IS IN QUEBEC RIGHT NOW!!! I MISS YOU LOTS AND HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON!!!

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POEMS

In Loving Memory of my Auny Donna

The pain in my heart has finally ended.

For my Aunt has now decended.

The struggles through her life.

For she was my Uncles wife.

Her spirit will slowly rest.

God put her to her test.

She loved each and everyone in her own special way.

Fighting and every day.

I'll ALWAYS remember her warming smile.

Though she may be away thousand of miles.

She had God's great grace.

And an angels Amazing face.

The caring in her eyes.

Which twinkle like stars up in the skys.

It was ALWAYS worth while.

Just to see her smile.

My aunt was very special to me.

And I know she ALWAYS will be.

I think of all the good memories in my heart.

I know we'll NEVER part...

*.....I lost my Aunt on January 30, 1997 due to smoking......It breaks hearts when someone dies and when it's because of smoking it hurts twice as bad.....*

You Must Trust in The Lord

You must trust in the Lord if you want to be free,

You must trust in the Lord for he died for thee.

You must trust in the Lord he's the best secret keeper to be,

You must trust in the Lord for there is no special key.

You must trust in the Lord when you are down,

You must trust in the Lord even though he doesn't make a sound.

You must trust in the Lord for only you can call upon him,

You must trust in the Lord for he'll never be dim.

You must trust in the Lord for he will lend a hand,

You must trust in the Lord for he has made this wonderful land.

You must trust in the Lord for he will always be there,

You must trust in the Lord for his good thoughts he'll share.

You must trust in the Lord if you want to be free,

You must trust in the Lord for he died for thee.

*..... I wrote this poem after my life changed on August 23, 1997! Thanks Circle Square.....*

Well it's been another heart touching experience at camp. Everyone seemed to be touched by the Lord and come closer to sharing the Joy. I'd like to thank Bernie and Bernice for the great times at camp and puting on another great and wonderful time at Circle Square Ranch in Halkirk, Alberta. You guys ROCK!!!!

THE SURGURY

HERE I SIT SCARD AS HELL,

GOD PLEASE MAKE EVERYTHING GO WELL.

ALL I DO IS HOPE AND PRAY,

SO OUT OF DANGER I WILL TRUELY STAY.

OH WHEN WILL THIS PAIN EVER END,

MY MOUTH IS GOING TO TAKE SO LONG TO MEND.

I AM FORCED TO HAVE THIS DONE,

AND HOW MUCH I FEAR, IT WILL GO ON.

SO DRY YOUR TEARS GOOD-BYE,

WITH EVERY DEEP GROAN AND SIGH.

FOR THIS ISN'T THE END OF LIFE,

ONLY A SIMPLE FEW CUTS WITH A KNIFE.

A COUPLE STITCHES WILL SHOW IN THE MIRROR,

AND A SWOLLEN FACE MAY APEAR.

BUT SMILE AND SAY,

THIS IS JUST A BAD DAY.

AND NEVER AGAIN SHALL HELL VISIT YOU,

FOR GOD AND ETERNAL LIFE SHALL BE WITH YOU THROUGH.

I WROTE THIS JUST TWO DAYS BEFORE MY SURGURY TO HAVE MY WISDOM TEETH REMOVED. OCT 20, 1998 THIS POEM WAS WROTE, AND ON OCT. 22, 1998 I WILL HAVE MY SURGURY!!! PLEASE WISH ME LUCK!!!

Well I've had my surgury and it was that bad...... it was actually quite different then I was expecting....

 

 

 

 

Favorite Links

Angelfire - Easiest Free Home Pages
Circle Square Ranch - A great place where kids/teens can learn and grow in God
Disney - A place I like to go when I'm down
Todd - One of my Buds web page
MinЧla¥er³ - Cyber Web Page Of A Angelfire Web Page
Tavis's Home Page (A guy at my school and a bud of mine)
Free e-mail site

Email: lisa-dawn@usa.net