Expecting the Painr

I used to be abandoned, with nothing left inside
I used to be put down, with no place to hide
I used to be abused till my heart was almost bleeding
In my mind I kept thinking, I had no purpose, no reason
There were some guys who said they cared
They said they loved me and would always be there
But time passed by and they got tired of me
They left without looking back to see me crying
Throughout my life, I had been trapped,
Not knowing where I'd be
The pain just kept pouring down
The tears, the anger.. destroying me
I'd look in the mirror to see nothing special
For I was what they said, left, cheated on, pushed away
And I've been carrying it in my heart
Through the years, the months, the days
But then one day out of the blue, someone came
He didn't leave, cheat, push away, put me down
He said you loved me and he were always around
He saw the best in me that no other could see
I thought it was just another trick
So I pushed him away...
...when he still loved me