I just found out about AJ and his depression and I am distraught. It didn't hit me until later because I missed the TRL which they told the news. All I can say is, on the off-chance that he reads it which is pretty unlikely but I feel that I should say it, AJ, get well as soon as you can. If nothing else can give you solace just know this: we, the fans, love you. It may seem impossible that people you don't know love you but it's true. We hurt because you hurt and nothing would make us happier than your happiness. So now, as you recover, we all just wanted you to know that we're praying for you to get better. To quote a great song "It's not that I can't live without you, It's just that I don't even want to try."
