He took my hand, sitting gingerly on the bed, its mattress dipping with his weight. He was silent, and I wasn't sure why. Embarrassment? Surely not, he'd been a part of this from the start and it had been *his* challenge that had led me up the stairs and into Nick's arms.
I sighed as Nick rolled away from me and I felt a strange emptiness within when he was no longer joined with me. His body no longer sheltered me and I was suddenly chilled at the breeze that floated through the open doors.
"Cold?" Kevin saw the goosebumps as a shiver wracked my body and he pulled me closer.
I couldn't answer. Cold? Maybe, but a larger part of me was beginning to react to what I'd just done and I had no idea what to do next.
"Be right back," Nick padded to the open doors, pulling them closed against the cool evening breeze. A light rain had begun to fall and the dampness was settling in. He seemed to sense that Kevin and I needed some time and quietly disappeared.
"What's wrong?" Kevin asked, tucking my head beneath his chin.
I couldn't for the life of me put it into words.
"You were so beautiful. Both of you." His hands were stroking me softly, calming me with his touch.
"I've never-"
"I know. But damn, Rebecca Dawn, just seeing you again and watching you watching *us* tonight..."
The close way he held me and the raw desire in his voice was enough to break through my reticence. Lifting my face to his, I kissed him.
He sighed against my mouth, moving his lips leisurely over mine and I wrapped my arms around him. In spite of being thoroughly loved by Nick just minutes before, I was more than ready to be with Kevin, too. While somewhere in the back my mind I was terribly disturbed by this, my immediate needs held more urgency. Pushing him to his back, I tugged at his boxers that had been forgotten in the heat of the earlier moment. He lifted his hips to help me as I pulled them off and tossed them aside.
For the longest moment, I just sat and looked at him. He met my eyes with confidence and made no move to rush things, and I loved him for this. He was lean and oh so different from Nick. The difference in age was apparent. Kevin's features were so well-defined whereas Nick--- oh, hell. Enough with the comparisons, I was stalling and I knew it.
With one last look into his eyes, I bent forward and took him in my mouth. His hips pressed up against me and it was all I could do to keep my balance. Tangling his fingers in my hair, he wrapped his hands about my head to hold me in place. As if there was any other place I'd rather be at that moment in time. Moving my mouth slowly over his hard flesh, I found a steady rhythm as I wrapped one hand firmly around the base of his erection.
He was close to losing control and as he groaned my name I pulled away. I could see the frustration in his eyes and when I moved to sit astride him I felt him shiver with need as he closed his eyes.
"Kevin," I whispered, not moving. "Kevin, look at me."
He opened his eyes and I took him in my hand, lowering myself slowly onto him until I was filled to near bursting. We cried out together at the sensation as I slowly adjusted to his size. I don't think I could have moved on my own but his hands were there to guide me, lifting me away only to let me sink onto him again seconds later.
Every time our hips met was bliss. Faster we moved as we neared the zenith and suddenly Nick was there behind me, pressing hot moist kisses along my neck and pressing his erection against my back. The three of us rocked together and the only sounds in the room were those of flesh meeting flesh and the nonsense sounds that lovers make.
Kevin was so close, and I needed to come so badly and then Nick was there. He held me close, one hand wrapped about my chest for balance, teasing the nipple on my right breast, the other hand buried in the dampness between my legs. It was beyond description; Kevin moving within me, Nick's fingers circling my clit over and over and so it began. I could feel the tingling begin in my toes and slowly move upward and I reached behind me.
I wrapped my fingers around Nick's erection and God, they both made it so easy for me. All I had to do was hold on and enjoy the ride, for as they moved in tandem behind me and beneath me, I felt the beginning of the end. Kevin pulsed within me as Nick pushed me closer and closer and as he moved against my back, I pumped him toward oblivion.
Almost. I was almost there.
And then it happened. I shuddered one last time as Nick pinched my clit between his fingers. As I came, Kevin exploded within me as Nick spilled himself against my back with a shout. Collapsing into a sticky, tangled heap, we fought to regain control of our senses.
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