10,000 Kisses
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by: Suzanne
copyright: 1998-99
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Chapter Nine 10,000 Kisses

Rachel kept staring at me wondering who in the hell the neighbors I was talking about were. "Well, remember that I said it was Kevin who helped me today?" Suzanne asked. "Of course" Rachel said, "how could I FORGET that?" with a laugh. "Well, tell me damnit! Don't leave here in suspense!" Rach said, hoping that it WAS Donnie that she saw outside near Kevin's truck. "THE BACKSTREET BOYS!!!!!!!!!" Suzanne yelled loud enough for the whole neighborhood to hear her. Realizing this, she lowered her voice and looked around the room as if the guys had heard her. "You have got to be kidding me" Rachel said, though she was dying to ask Suz about Donnie. "Uh, Suz?" Rachel said with question in her eyes. "Yes?" Suz replied looking at Rachel knowing she wanted to ask her something. "I might be imagining this but by any chance, Donnie Wahlberg wasn't just standing outside with you guys, was he?" Rachel asked Suzanne. She gave a hearty laugh, choking out only one word, "Yes!" "Yes?" Rachel asked in disbelief, "you are kidding me? I thought I was seeing things!" "No, you weren't seeing things! Apparently, he hangs around the boys alot...but I don't know about the other guys" She said. "Other guys?" Rachel said while trying to hide her smile, knowing very well who Suzanne was referring to. "Oh, don't play that game with me...you darn well know I am talking about Joe, Jordan, Danny and Jon...oh, and Mark too!" Suzanne answered. Rachel looked away sheepishly but she couldn't hold it in any longer and started laughing so hard that tears where falling down her face. Pretty soon, Suzanne joined her.

Meanwhile, over at the guys house Val and Donnie had left to go to the basketball court while Nick and Brian were trying to dig out of Kevin the rest of the story about Suzanne. "So, Kevy" Nick said in a whiny voice, "tell us the rest of the story, PLEASE?????" "Rest of what story?" he replied knowing that they guys knew him so well that they could tell he wasn't telling the whole truth. Brian noticed that Kevin was deep in thought. How can I tell these guys the pain that Suzanne has been through Kevin thought to himself. Slowly, he looked over at Brian and Nick who both noticed the look of pain in his eyes. "We know that you need to talk about this" Brian said, "we can see the pain in your eyes." "What did you do, ask her out and she shot you down?" Nick joked. Brian glared at Nick with a warning to stop the joking. "Sorry, Kev, I shouldn't have said that" Nick whispered. "Ok, you want to know the whole story?" Kevin asked. "YES!" Both Nick and Brian said at the same time. "Ok, here goes..." Kevin started and for the next 20 minutes explained everything that had happened when Kevin stopped to help Suzanne and what she had cried about in his truck. Wow was all that Nick and Brian said the whole time. "No girl deserves that" Brian said and Nick agreed. "How the hell can someone treat a girl that way?" Nick asked angrily. "I don't know" is all that Kevin said. "I really don't know" he repeated. "Sure, she might not look like Kate Moss" Kevin said, "but who in the hell would want to? That girl looks like she is going to die soon!" Nick and Brian laughed. "If I haven't told you already, we have plans tonight with Suzanne and her friend Rachel" Kevin said. "Ok, so what are we doing?" Nick asked. "Well, I think it would be nice to grab something to eat nearby and then just chill out either here or at her house...I would like to get to know her better" Kevin stated. "Oh, would you?" Brian asking teasingly which caused Kevin to blush. "Oh, shut up, Frick!" Kevin yelled. "Someone likes Suzanne!" Nick said looking at Brian who was laughing at Kevin's blushing. "Man, you are 26 years old and you still blush!" Brian said. Kevin got mad and walked out of the room to his bedroom. Nick and Brian looked at each other surprised. "Frack, did we overdo it?" Brian asked. "I don't know" Nick replied looking towards Kevin's bedroom, "he seems to really like her but he never used to get that mad about other girls we teased him about." "Yeah, I know...I wonder why this is really bothering him?" Brian wondered out loud. Back in Kevin's room, Kev had put on his favorite Prince CD and laid down on his bed rethinking the past afternoon. Did he really like her that much? Kevin wondered. I have only know her for a couple of hours...how can you begin to like someone in that amount of time? Kevin realized that this was the most he has ever liked someone since Beth. Oh, god, Beth...why did I have to think about her? Why can't I let go of her? She was right...we were too young to get married. So, why can't I let go? Why? Kevin kept thinking to himself but knowing the answer and not wanting to admit it. Just then, someone knocked on his door. "Come in" Kevin said. "Hey" Brian replied, "Are you going to call Suzanne to tell her what is going on?" "Oh, shit...I forgot to get her number" Kevin realized. "I guess I will have to go over to her house" He continued. "I will be right back" Kevin said walking down the hallway and out the front door while forgetting to close the front door on the way out. Nick noticed this and commented that Kevin must really be in love in HE left the front door open. Brian just laughed halfhearted remembering the expression on Kevin's face when he had opened his bedroom door. Brian knew that Kevin had been thinking about Beth again.

Chapter 10 10,000 Kisses

As Kevin was walking down the walkway towards the street, AJ and Howie were pulling into the driveway. "Hey Train," AJ yelled from the window of the jeep. Howie asked, "Where're ya goin?" "Across the street. I will be right back," Kevin replied. "Across the street?" AJ said turning to look at Brian in the doorway of the house. Brian turned and walked back into the house with AJ and Howie following him. "Yo, Frick, why is he going across the street?" Howie wondered. "Uh, he is going to talk to someone," Brian said hesitantly. "Well, who then?" AJ demanded, "geez, stop making us ask questions" while looking over the rim of his sunglasses. Nick finally answered, "Oh, this girl named Suzanne. He met her when her car broke down on some highway around here." "Yeah," Brian continued, "and she had a little tiny mishap too." AJ and Howie looked over at him in wonder. Laughing, AJ asked, "What the hell did Kevin do? Try to kiss her?" "No!" Nick said, "it seems that she was a bit frightened when Kevin approached her because she didn't know that he had stopped." "And she has been sitting the in sun so long," Brian interjected, "that when she jumped up out of surprise, it was a little too fast and she fainted. Kevin managed to catch her before she hit the ground." "Thank god. Kevin to the rescue as always," Howie said, "but is she alright?" "Yeah, she seems to be fine but is just a tad embarrassed about what happened," Nick said. "But she also just happens to live across the street. Kevin didn't know until he pulled into our street." "Wow, that is amazing!" AJ said, "anyway, why is he going to talk to her?" "Well," Brain started, "he invited Suzanne and her best friend, Rachel, over to hang with us tonight." "Well, isn't that just like Kevin to grab the first girl that comes along this summer!" AJ said. Brian looked at him and said "No, that is YOU AJ!" "Who me???" AJ asked innocently trying not to laugh. Suddenly they all burst into laughter. In between laughs, AJ managed to ask why Kevin did ask Suzanne to come over. "Well," Nick said looking over at Brian, "let's tell you, uh, exactly what did happen when Kevin went to help." "Ok," Howie said proceeding to get comfortable on the couch.

Meanwhile, Kevin walked across the street to Suzanne's house. He could hear Suzanne and Rachel laughing about something and they had Aaron Carter's CD blaring from the CD player. He noticed Suzanne was singing along to "Ain't that Cute" bringing a smile to his face. At least she was feeling better, he thought. Kevin knocked on the front door. He heard a voice, whom he assumed to be Rachel's, yell "I'll get it!" Just then, the door flew open and Rachel almost fell down. Kevin caught a beautiful girl for the second time that day. "Oh, sorry," Rachel said, "I didn't realize that I opened the door that fast!" giving no indication that she even knew who he was just like Suzanne didn't. "Can I help you?" Rachel asked knowing full well who the guy was standing in front of her. "Um, can I talk to Suzanne?" he asked reluctantly. "Sure, by the way, I am Rachel and you must be Kevin," Rachel said. "Yes, I am and nice to meet you Rachel and how did you know who I was?" Kevin replied. "Nice to meet you too and thank you so much for helping Suzanne. I know that she hasn't been exactly very happy on this trip and her car breaking down only made it worse until you came to help her. Oh, and I recognized you because I saw you drop Suzanne off earlier," Rachel said with a twinkle in her eye. Oh was all that Kevin had managed to squeeze out, wondering if Suzanne had told her about their conversation, when Rachel yelled (at the top of her lungs LOL), "Suz, you've got COMPANY!!!" Suz came running out of the living room. When she saw Kevin, a flicker of delight was evident in her eyes for a second but quickly gone. Suzanne was scared to get too happy about things because they never worked out for her. Kevin realized that Suzanne was hesitant around guys but he was starting to fall for her even though he only knew her after a few hours. "Uh, I just wanted to tell you guys that we were just going to get something to eat tonight and then hang out so we can get to know each other. Donnie and Val are coming and I believe that Donnie is bringing some friends of his. Also, I think so other friends of mine are coming over and you can meet the rest of the guys I live with," Kevin said. "COOL!" Rachel said, "What time?" "Um, how about 7 and Rach, you can bring Larry if he can make it, ok?" Kevin said looking at Suzanne. "Ok," Suz said, "7 it is! We will be over then, ok?" "Sure thing!" Kevin said running down the walkway and across to his house. "Man, is that guy fine or what?" Rachel said. "RACHEL! You do have a boyfriend...hands off!" Suz said laughingly. "Well, I can look but can't touch right?" Rachel said teasingly. Both of them starting laughing so hard that tears were running down their cheeks!

Meanwhile, just as Kevin burst through his front door, Brian and Nick had finished the story about Suzanne. "Man, Kevin, are you noble or what? It is just so damn sickening sometimes" AJ said looking over at him. "So, you told him what happened?" Kevin asked Brian. "Yes, I hope you don't mind," Brian replied. "No, I don't...I just want you guys to make sure that Suzanne has a good time tonight We are going to grab something to eat and then chill out here," Kevin said really seriously. "I can't believe that guys would treat her that mean," Howie said sadly. "I know...Guys can be such jerks sometimes, including me!" AJ said surprising himself. All the guys looked over at him but didn't say anything. "Ok," Kevin said, "I am going to get a shower...we are meeting tonight at 7pm so be ready!" "Oh Train," Howie said, "uh, does Suzanne know who we are?" "I don't think so, D" Kevin said, "she gave no indication and neither did her friend when I just met her." "Ok, we were just wondering," Howie said. Kevin sprinted off to his bedroom and when they finally heard the shower go on, Brian started to tell the guys what was on his mind about Kevin...

Chapter 11 10,000 Kisses

Brian continued to fill AJ, Howie, and Nick in on what he had heard or seen from Kevin's room. "Wow," was all that Howie managed to say, "he was actually listening to Prince?" "You know what that means, don't you?" Brian asked the guys. "Yes" was the only response he received. "So, he has been thinking about Beth, huh?" AJ said. "Well, I think he really likes Suzanne, even though he just met her...considering he kinda feels protective of her because of what happened," Brian said slowly. Nick interjected, "And he keeps thinking of Beth and getting hurt again, right?" Yeah, well we are just going to have to change that, aren't we?" Howie finally commented, "He really needs someone and since we actually have TIME to devote to a relationship, now is the best time." "On that note, you guys know about Joy, right?" Brian said, "Well, we are officially a couple!" "Hey, Frick, Congrats," Howie said, then he continued, "You know Kathy? Well, I finally asked her out." "Well, Congrats to you too, D!" AJ said. Kevin walked out of the bathroom asking, "Congrats for what? One day without Nintendo, Frack?" "Dude, it sure took you long enough in there. What the hell were you doing?" AJ stated sprinting towards the bathroom yelling "It's my turn now!" With that, he shut the door and was gone. "So, what were you talking about, Howie?" Kevin asked. "Brian is going out with Joy now and I finally asked Kathy out on a date," he answered. "Oh, wow," Kevin replied, "good for you guys...you deserve it after these last few months (referring to their world tour and Brian's heart surgery), you definitely need some loving!" "Yeah, well, so do you, Train," Nick said suddenly teasing Kevin. "Yeah, I know," Kevin answered surprising all of them. "Whoa, did I hear what I just thought I did?" AJ yelled as he walked out of the bathroom in a towel, "FINALLY!!!" "So, who was the one that knocked some sense into him?" he continued. "I think HER name is Suzanne, huh?" Howie said. "HUH!!??" was all that Kevin said staring dumbfounded at the guys.

Back at the girl's house, they were so happy that they were bouncing around like Mexican jumping beans! "Oh My GOD, Oh My GOD, I am going to meet Donnie Wahlberg!!!!!!!" Rachel kept shouting over and over again. "Hey, cool it, Rach!" Suzanne said while laughing at her friend's excitement. But all of a sudden, Suzanne's mood changed and she became very quiet and withdrawn. She didn't want Rachel to catch on that she was nervous. Suz really liked Kevin and had a newfound respect for him after helping her the way he did especially when she was sobbing on his shoulder! She knew that she would love to go out with him but probably never would have the guts to ask him. Rachel noticed Suz sitting there staring into space. She knew that look well - it meant that she was nervous or upset about something. "What's wrong," Rachel asked gently with a concerned look. Tears welled up in Suzanne's eyes. Rachel went over and gave Suzanne a hug. "Tell me," Rachel said. "I'm scared," Suz finally said after a few minutes, "I really like Kevin but I am scared about going over there tonight." "Why?" Rachel asked. "Well, don't you think he only asked me to come over out of pity?" Suzanne asked. Rachel couldn't believe what Suzanne just said! She didn't even realize that Kevin liked her! Rachel could see it the minute his eyes lite up when Suzanne came to the door earlier in the evening. That guy definitely needed some loving and Rachel was sure the other guys would agree with her. Rachel hugged Suzanne again and said, "Don't worry, I don't think you need to worry, believe me! We are going to have fun tonight," Rachel said jumping up from the couch. "Ok," Suzanne replied weakly, not sounding very enthusiastic at all. "Ok...well, let's shower and dress," Rach said as she sprinted up the steps pulling Suzanne behind her. After both girls showered, they began to get dressed. It was almost 6pm and they had to be over Kevin's at 7pm. "Hey, Rach?" Suz said, "what are you wearing?" "Well, of course, my jeans-the good ones-and I think my sheer maroon shirt with the black tanktop," Rachel said as she pulled the clothes out of her closet, "What are you wearing, Suz?" "I don't know. Can you help me? I want to look GOOD!" Suz shouted gleefully. "Sure, ok, let me see what you have got! Coming through," Rachel said playfully jumping up and heading towards Suzanne’s bedroom. Suz ran after her. Shortly, Rachel was rummaging through the drawers and closet in Suzanne’s room. "Here we go," she said, pulling out Suzanne’s trademark shimmery black leggings and gold knit sweater. "Your gold earrings would complete this wonderful ensemble along with your black slip on shoes. "What about my hair," Suzanne asked. "Well, lets get you dressed, then we can deal with that," Rach replied. Soon, Suz was all dressed looking very beautiful but not overdressed. "Oh, wow, you might give the guys a heart attack!" Rachel yelled while reaching for their cosmetic bag. "Now, a little makeup for both of us and then your hair, ok?" Rach said. Within five minutes, both girls were done with the makeup and it was time for Rachel to do Suzanne’s hair. "Now your hair!" Rachel said as she stared at Suzanne contemplating what to do with Suzanne’s long hair. Hmm, Rachel thought, she has a lot of curl left so I think I will just gel it and leave it down. Rachel spritzed Suz’s hair with gel and worked her fingers through the curls. "Ok, all done!" Rachel said proudly walking Suzanne over to the mirror. Suzanne looked at herself in amazement. "You did a wonderful job, Rachel," Suzanne said turning to hug her, "You are a great friend!" "Well, thanks, but we have got to go. it is five of seven now!" Rachel said grabbing Suzanne’s hand and pulling her down the stairs and out the front door. Off they went across the street. "Hey," Suz said suddenly while stopping abruptly, "What the hell are all these cars doing here? I thought it was only Kevin and his friends?" "I don’t know, maybe more came over, lets go!" Rachel said. Up to the front door they went and rang the doorbell. Inside they heard someone shout, "I’ll get it!" and just then, the door swung open. Rachel and Suzanne stared at the person in front of them and then looked at each other in surprise.

Chapter 12 10,000 Kisses

Suzanne and Rachel continued to stare at each other finally bursting out into laughter. They couldn’t believe that Jordan Knight was standing in front of them. "What is so funny," Jordan asked with a hurt look. "Nothing," Suzanne said. "I’m Rachel," Rachel said, "and this is Suzanne." "Hello, I’m Jordan," Jordan answered. "We know," Suzanne and Rachel replied simultaneously. Jordan didn’t say anything except opened the door wider because Kevin had come up behind him. "Come in, girls, and meet the rest of the gang," Kevin said grabbing Suzanne’s hand and pulling her into the house leaving Jordan and Rachel standing there amused. Laughing, Jordan invited Rachel into the house. When they walked into the living room, Suzanne was already being introduced to Howie and AJ. Jordan then introduced Rachel to everyone. "Very nice to meet you all," Rachel said. "So, what are we gonna do," Suzanne asked. "Well, I figured that we could go grab some dinner and then come back here and chill out," Kevin said. Everyone agreed that it was good idea. "So where are we gonna eat?" Val asked. "PIZZA!!!" Nick and Brian shouted at the same time. Suzanne groaned. "What?" they said looking over at Suzanne. "Uh, Suzanne isn’t too keen on pizza," Rachel answered looking over at her and giggling. "Well, off with her head!" Nick shouted playfully while Brian ran after Suz trying to tackle her. "Don’t you DARE!" Suz said running and hiding behind Kevin. "Help me, PLEASE!" Suzanne said. Kevin laughed and said, "Honey, you are going to be seeing a lot of this, so get used to it! They act like morons most of the time!" "Yeah," Donnie added, "Twiddledumb and Twiddledumber!" Laughing, Kevin noticed that the tension in Suzanne’s body had disappeared since she walked in the door. For once, he was glad for Frick and Frack’s childish antics because it had made Suzanne loosen up. "How about Chinese?" Jordan asked. "Good idea," Howie replied. "When is Chinese NEVER a good idea with you, Sweet D?" AJ said rolling his eyes. "Yeah, I thought Nick ate a lot until I saw you with Chinese food," Val said snickering. "Finally, they have found another target to tease," Nick said triumphantly. "Well, guys and gals, it is almost 7:30pm, so lets go," Kevin said starting towards the door. "Who is riding with who?" Brian asked. "Well, each truck can fit 5 people, so, Suzanne, Nick, Jordan, and Brian can come with me," Kevin said, "and Donnie, Val, Rachel, and AJ can ride with Howie." Within five minutes, everyone was out the door and on their way. Kevin was driving and Jordan sat in front while Nick and Brian sat in the back with Suz between them. Practically the whole ride there, Nick and Brian constantly tortured each other. First, Nick pulled Brian’s ear and then Brian retaliated by wetting his finger and sticking it IN Nick’s ear! "Oh, god, guys! That is SO gross," Suzanne shrieked. This caused everyone in the truck to start laughing except Suzanne. Brian noticed this hurt look appear on Suzanne’s face. Gently nudging Nick, he pointed to Suzanne’s sides and made tickling motions. Nick knew what Brian wanted. Suddenly, at exactly the same time, Nick and Brian attacked Suz tickling her like crazy. "STOP, STOP!" she shouted while laughing. Everytime she pried Nick’s hands off her sides, Brian would attach her again and everytime she would pry Brian’s hands off, Nick would attack her! By the time they arrived at the restaurant (and a little late too because Kevin kept laughing while driving!), Suz was in hysterics with tears running down her face. "Guys, please stop! Or I am going to pee my pants!" she said. "Eww.." Brian said, "we don’t need that! We get enough of it with Nicky here" while nodding his head towards Nick. Nick attempted to smack Brian across the back of his head but missed. "Ah ha! You didn’t get me," Brian shouted sprinting out of car like a 3 year old at Disney Land. Kevin had parked by this time. Nick jumped out of the truck chasing after Brian. "Yo, bedwetter and moron, lets go eat!" Suzanne shouted. Nick and Brian turned to her with an evil grin. Everyone was watching them by this time especially Kevin with a slight hint of jealousy. Why can’t I be like that sometimes? He thought. "Oh, shit!" Suzanne said and took off running towards the restaurant door to get away from the two bozos. Unexpectedly, she tripped on the curb falling to her knees. Everyone watched in horror as Kevin shot Nick and Brian a look of warning while running over to Suzanne thinking she was hurt (or embarrassed). When Kevin reached her, he realized that her shoulders were shaking. Assuming she was crying, he said softly, "Don’t cry. I know. They can be so immature at times." Pulling her up by her hands slowly, he turned her around to face him and saw that she was actually laughing. "Why, you little" Kevin said with a twinkle in his eye, "you let me think you were crying." "Well, you were being so sweet and no one has ever cared like that that I thought I would go along with it. And thank you for earlier today and tonight," she said leaning over and kissing him on the cheek and giving him a hug. She could feel him tense up from her touch. Suzanne quickly pulled away from Kevin. She thought it was because he didn’t like her. Watching Kevin and Suz, Brian knew his cousin and saw how he tensed up when Suzanne hugged him. He took that as a cue that it was time to go inside. "Come on guys, It’ll be midnight by the time we get home," Brian said motioning towards the door of the restaurant. Once inside and seated, everyone was talking all at once about what they were going to get. "So, Suzanne," Howie said, "what is your favorite chinese food?" "General Tso’s Chicken! Spicy!" Suzanne replied. "Wow, that is Kevin’s favorite too," Nick said. "Oh, is it?" Suzanne said looking at Kevin. "Yep, I just love it. I hardly ever get anything else," Kevin replied. "Me either," Suz replied. Finally, everyone ordered and was sitting waiting for their food. "So, Suz," Jordan asked, "what brings you down here?" "Well, Rachel and I figured we needed a vacation from our jobs and life back in Pennsylvania," Suzanne answered. "Yeah, you can say that again," Rachel interjected. "I am so sick of that city!" Rachel said. "Why?" Kevin answered. "Well, I am so sick of the people and that there is nothing to do there! It is dirty and disgusting" Rachel said. "Geez, sounds like you hate it," AJ said. "Yeah, you could say that again," Suzanne said dryly, her voice dripping with hurt but only low enough that Kevin could hear her because he was sitting right beside her. I wonder what Suz meant by that? Kevin wondered. Determined to find out, he figured that he would ask her later on. Just then, Jordan’s beeper went off. Pulling out his cell phone in the middle of the restaurant, he proceeded to call whoever had paged him. Getting off the phone, Jordan said, "Trace is going to be here soon." "Cool," Val said, "we need more girls tonight!" "Who is Trace?" Rachel asked. "Oh, it is my girlfriend Tracy," Jordan said. Jordan called the waiter over to ordered what Tra would want. Within 10 minutes, Tracy walked through the door. Suzanne turned to look at her. Tracy approached the table stopping near Jordan, "Hi Everyone." "Hi Tracy." Everyone answered. Noticing Suzanne, Tracy turned towards her with a look of surprise. "SUZANNE?" Tracy shouted with a bewildered look. "YOU’RE JORDAN’S TRACY?" Suzanne said jumping up to hug her, "Oh, my god"I can’t believe it is you. I never thought I would see you again after all these years!" "Neither would I!" Tracy said crying by this time. Everyone was looking at the two girls like they were nuts!!!

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