Journal entry 1492
Today was a so-so day. Nothing great happened. Chase and I went over to Ravens' house. Her twins are a little older than him, so it's a little funny to watch them play. Chase is a good baby. Ouch! My head has been killing me all day. I tried to take something for it, but nothing is working. I guess I will have to make a doctors appointment because it has become an everyday thing. I talked to Nick today. I think it was literally under five minutes. Enough time for him to ask how Chase and I are doing and then say that he has to go. He said that the tour only has a month and a half left.
This is the first time that we are going to spend more than one night together consecutively for a year. The month that we got married we spent together. Then there was that one month last year in between touring and studio time. I guess I get one month a year. Not that I am complaining too much. I know that he loves his choice of career and I would never get in the way of that. I like that he isn't constantly home, well, because I hate having someone around me all the time. But, there is sometimes where I would like to see him for more than a few hours once every two weeks. It kind of gets lonely, especially in this big house, in which we did not need. I hate living like a celebrity. I would rather have a quaint little home than this big, empty house. My head keeps pounding. I am just going to go lay down and try to get rid of my headache.