From My First Breath Until..., a visual
By Alia Jayde

I opened my door slowly, to find my best friend standing on the doorstep.

"Joshua!"

A smiled covered his face, as from behind his back, he produced a half gallon tub of mint chocolate chip ice cream. He reached into his pocket and pulled out two spoons.

"You want to talk?"

Fifteen minutes later, Joshua and I were seated on my small loveseat, struggling for cushion control.

"Move your butt, Scoot!" I pushed him gently with my foot, in an attempt at domination which was quickly rebutted.

"Nuh-uh! Move your leg, Leslie!"

We shifted positions, leaning against opposite arms of the sofa, our legs wrapped around one another. I placed the container of ice cream on my stomach, from which we ate as we spoke.

"You have the worst taste in men, Leslie. You gonna tell me what happened with this one? What was his name again? ...Eric?"

I rolled my eyes as I began to explain the fight I'd had with my boyfriend. "He wanted to control everything I do. Where I go. Who I talk to. The clothes I wear....I can't deal with that, Joshua. You know how I am. We started fighting and he hit me."

A look of concern settled on his handsome face.

"Are you okay? Did he hurt you?"

I shook my head. "I can take him."

Joshua smiled, settling back deeper into the arm of the sofa. "I bet you can. I taught you almost everything I know."

"What you know, got me in trouble all the time! I got blamed for everything YOU did! No matter what happened, it was always Scoot and Lisi."

Joshua laughed at the memories before falling in silence along side me. I stirred the ice cream thoughtfully.

"What are you thinking about, Lisi?" Joshua rubbed my leg soothingly as he awaited my answer.

I shrugged. "I was thinking of you actually. You always seem to be here when I need you."

"You're my best friend. I'll always be here when you need me."

I thought for several moments, choosing my words carefully. "You know what I want?"

"No, tell me."

"I want a man like you."

I studied his face for a change in expression.

Joshua smiled. "No you don't. You'd grow tired of me, just like you do every other man."

"I haven't yet...You're exactly what I want in a man! You're sweet..funny...intelligent...sensitive..."

Joshua raised his eyebrow. "You better not forget to say sexy."

I laughed. "VERY sexy, Joshua."

Joshua shook his head. "No.... You'd get bored with me, Leslie. You do this all the time. Every time that you break up with someone, you fall in love with me for like, 3 days. I'm gonna have serious self confidence issues by the time I'm 30 if you keep this up."

I put the ice cream on the coffee table and got off the couch, my annoyance apparant.

Joshua watched me pace around the room. "Are you serious, Lisi?"

I turned to face him. "YES, Joshua, I'm very serious. And it's not fair of you to make fun of me!"

Joshua pulled himself from the couch and walked toward me. "I'm not making fun, really. I just don't know what to say."

He stood only a few feet away from me, staring intently into my eyes.

"Have you ever considered me as more than a friend, Scoot? Could you ever see me as more?"

Joshua walked back and forth before me, rubbing the back of his neck in thought. "I've always thought you were the personification of my ideal woman...I always knew I wanted a woman like you...I just never thought it could actually BE you..."

He turned to face me before continuing. "But I like the possibility."

Joshua reached out and clasped his hand behind my back, pulling me close. The touch of his hand sent chills down my spine. He caressed my cheek with the back of his hand.

"You're trembling...."

"I...I know."

I felt a tingling in my thighs as his left hand slid slowly across my shoulder and down my arm. I leaned forward and brushed my lips against his before pulling back to gaze into his eyes.

"You taste so sweet, Joshua...."

Our lips met and parted, allowing our tongues to touch for the first time.

Our kisses continued, Joshua's tongue caressing mine forcefully. I lost my breath as Joshua pulled away.

"Why...Why'd you stop?"

I watched as he walked away from me. "Joshua?! What's wrong?"

Joshua's chest heaved as he struggled to control the urges which overwhelmed him. "I had to stop. I want you so bad right now, Lisi, and I don't want to go too far, too fast."

"I want you too, Joshua."

"I don't want you to regret this...."

"Do you want me?" My voice faded to a whisper.

Joshua turned to face me. I brought my hands to the first button of my blouse. His voice caught in his throat.

"Yes."

Slowly, I released the buttons and slid my blouse over my shoulders, allowing it to fall to the floor. Joshua's eyes drank in my body slowly, revealed to him for the first time.

"Lisi...we...can't..."

Each word was forced. A test of his willpower.

Wearing only black lace panties, I walked across the room and stretched out on the sofa. Joshua's eyes followed my every movement as I settled on the plush cushions. I slowly slid two fingers into my mouth and trailed them down my belly.

Joshua shook his head as I slid my hand inside my panties, slipping my fingers into my pulsating wetness.

I moaned as I moved my hand back and forth, rotating my hips against the motion. Joshua licked his lips, unable to look away, his erection growing with each passing second.

Unable to contain himself, he quickly shed his clothing and came to me.

"Come on."

Pulling me to my bedroom, his lips captured mine passionately.

"I want to feel you inside me, Joshua. Please...now."

My mouth moved over his chest, taking his nipple inside and sucking hungrily. Joshua closed his eyes and moaned as I caught his tender flesh between my teeth and bit down gently.

I ran my hands down his back and over his firm ass as I kissed down his rippled abdomen. I took his shaft into my mouth and allowed him to slip down my throat inch by inch. I slowly moved my mouth up and down his length, my nails digging into his thighs, pulling him closer.

Joshua moaned and gripped my hair in his hands as he thrust his hips against me, the pace quickening as he neared his climax.

"Oh god...I'm gonna cum...oh Lisi..."

Joshua came against the back of my throat, the hot salty liquid slipping down.

Gently, he lay me down on the bed, covering my breasts with kisses. My fingers combed through his dark hair, his body rubbing against mine provocatively. Joshua grazed his tongue across my lips.

"Does every part of you taste like this, Lisi?"

Joshua lowered his face between my thighs and positioned my legs over his shoulders. He slid his thick tongue deep inside of me, massaging my clit intently as I writhed on the bed, the pleasure more than I could withstand.

"Stop! Oh Joshua...please stop...I can't take it."

Joshua pinned my hips to the bed, not ceasing until my orgasm subsided.

He quickly brought his lips back to mine, staring down into my eyes. "Are you sure about this, Lisi? I don't want you to regret this tomorrow...."

I kissed him slowly, raising my hips to invite him further.

"I want you Joshua. Please. I need this..."

Joshua rested his body on mine, settling his slim hips between my thighs. His hand reached between us, and I felt him fill me slowly. I whimpered in pain, biting down on my lip.

"Are you okay?"

Joshua didn't move, staring into my eyes, searching for the reassurance to continue.

"I'm ok, baby. Don't stop..."

Joshua began to move against me gently, covering my body with kisses. As passion overtook us, pain turned to pleasure. Our glistening bodies slapped together as he thrust his shaft deep inside me.

"Oh Lisi..."

I responded to his every motion, our bodies molded to one another in complete unity.

Joshua rolled over and I stared down into his eyes, reposing myself atop his thighs as he rotated his hips against me. I moaned as he filled my intermost crevices, intent on bringing us both to uncontrollable ecstacy.

I began moving up and down, desperate for the friction he created inside of me. Joshua clutched my ass and pulled me against him harsly, his head falling back against the pillow.

"Harder, Leslie...Faster..."

Joshua raised his head to capture my breasts in his mouth as I cried out his name over and again. He fell back against the pillows as his orgasm shook his being. His body tensed in a violent shudder as his release came inside of me.

Leaning forward, I rested my chest on his, as we attempted to calm our erratic breathing. I rubbed my cheek against his shoulder, kissing his neck gently.

Joshua's arms encircled me and he rolled atop me once more, gazing down into my eyes. Joshua smoothed the damp curls from my face, an amused smile on his face.

"What's so funny, Joshua?"

"Do you realized how we wasted our teen years, Lisi?"

I cupped Joshua's face in my hands and kissed him gently.

"I've loved you forever, Joshua. I've dreamed of this all my life."

"I'm going to do my best to never disappoint you, Lisi."

"Just promise to love me, Joshua."

Joshua stared down into my eyes, his fingertips running down my cheek, across my lips.

"From my first breath until my last."

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