Here's a series of pics of Deedle trying to cover the flash on my camera,
and then Demott got pissed and tried to hold him down so I could really piss
him off with the flash. All in good fun.... of course. Previous Updates for December 2002
Monday December 29, 2002:
Today's Update: "Man... Jersey is really depressing." - Deedle
Ahh... today was the fabled trip that we had been planning for a long while! We went off to New Jersey to visit Jay and Silent Bob's Secret Stash in Red Bank, NJ, owned by none other than Kevin Smith (writer/director of Clerks, Mallrats etc.). So we hit Jersey... and well if you've never been to Jersey it's not the happiest place in the world. Deedle just comes out with that quote and BAM! It made my day, that's for sure. For some odd reason, be it the air, or just for the simple fact that we were in Jersey, Deedle was funnier there than at home. I can't explain that, we should have just left him there. So finally, after about 2 hour we go to Red Bank, we got a little lost but we ending up finding the store. It's pretty much your basic comic store, but with a shitload of movie props from his movies (The Buddy Christ, Golden Mooby statue, cigarette machine from Chasing Amy etc.) and all this Kevin Smith merchandise, of which I bought a miniature Buddy Christ and he will be going on my car dashboard right next to Mr. Met! So anyway we finished shopping, and we were all hungry and we decided to get something to eat, there was like NO fast food restaurants anywhere, it was odd, but they did have this place called Chuck-U Chicken (actually, it was called Cluck-U Chicken, but I just like saying Chuck-U). So we decided just to eat at the rest stop on the turnpike. We got there and the food prices were ABNORMALLY high. 9 bucks at Nathans for a 2 hot dog meal. What a fuckin rip. So we said fuck this and left. Then as we were trying to get back on this road to get back to NY we went the wrong way... and then we got lost in Jersey. We got really damn lost and well... we ended up in some bumfuck town in Jersey. Finally, after like an hour, we found our way back, and then as we got into the city, we missed the exit we needed, and then ended up getting lost, and going through some place in the city where there are like a MILLION JEWS, I'd never seen so many in my life. I was shocked. Finally, we got back around 730. I had originally planned on getting back around 3... whoops. Missed the Jets game, but they still won! Hell yeah AFC EAST CHAMPS ALL YOU FUCKIN PATS FANS WHO READ THIS. WHERE'S YOUR FUCKING SUPER BOWL CHAMPS NOW? OH YEAH, THEY GOT CRUSHED BY THE J-E-T-S! It was a fluke! But whatever...
No pictures this update... my mom and brother took the camera with them to Connecticut. Oh well.
Top 5 Albums of the year (The FINAL List, IN NO ORDER)
1) Audioslave - Audioslave. Awesome shit from Chris Cornell and the ex-Rage guys. Definitely a must get.
2) Queens of the Stone Age - Songs for the Deaf. These guys rock, plain and simple.
3) Ok Go - Ok Go. I don't know what it is with these guys, but this album is so mellow and catchy that I just really like it. It's great for like early morning or late nite listenings.
4) Sugarcult - Start Static. Great punk shit in a year when... well punk was kinda off.
5) Eminem - The Eminem Show. Have to put this one it. Eminem has done it again.
Random Thoughts:
- Ever looked at a sign that said "NO U Turn" and just said it differently? It would kinda sound like... NO, U TURN! Great shit (Dan contributed greatly to this one).
- Jersey sucks.
- Really bad.
- At least the gas was cheap though.
- Man... I'm tired.
Until the next update! (Updates will probably be every other day as I slowly work back into a schedule)
Friday December 27, 2002:
Ahh! Another update in the life of Marc. Since my life is boring enough, I' decided to start taking lots of pictures to make my page look more exciting then it really is... but anyway... just a couple of little details.
Saw Catch Me If You Can tonite... definitely an AWESOME movie. Go see it along with The Two Towers. Looking for a job... or a small business me and a few friends can start up? Any ideas? E-mail me if you get any (besides the traditional landscaper jobs). Other than that... well New Year's is coming up and I really don't have any plans, and my surgery is only about 2 weeks away, but hey, my life has been going pretty good while I've been home. Sure, my parents bug me and everything about cleaning my room and doing my work around the house and about getting a job, but they bugged me over the summer about stupid shit too, so I've kind of become immune to it. I hate it when they just hear me and they don't listen to me. Like I'm fuckin retarded or something. The keep saying, are you looking for a job, and I'm like, yea I'm looking for a job! I'm not just gonna get some shitty ass job for the hell of it, I'm looking for a semi-serious job that I can enjoy, mainly because previously jobs I had in the past sucked (CVS, Uncle's Law Office, Video Store [and don't say that job was good. In reality it sucked]). But I'm also trying to put hours in interning at the radio station and soon I'll be juggling that, school, rehab and a job... that's a helluva lot of shit for an 18 year old to be juggling. Yeah, I know I complained a lot last summer when I was working 4 jobs at once, but this time I'll have a tough time getting around... but word is that I'm getting temporary handicapped parking access which kicks ass, and hopefully people will respond to my handicap in a good way at my new school, because I don't want to be known as the moron with the fuckin thing on his leg for the whole semester. And hey... it helps that girls notice stuff like that and get all sympathetic and shit... but hey I'm just well-wishing here at this point. HAHAHA, man I sound so pathetic. But now I'm just dragging on... so let's move on to some pics and the top 5 for the nite.
Here's a series of pics of Deedle trying to cover the flash on my camera,
and then Demott got pissed and tried to hold him down so I could really piss
him off with the flash. All in good fun.... of course.
Um... I don't know. Personally, this picture kinda creeps me out.
Enlarge this one... it's Mr. Met! Sitting where he belongs... on the dash of
my car. YOU RULE MR. MET!
Yeah... Mr. Met is way better than Ficken's stupid dog!
I don't remember what the fuck was going on... but apparently it was funny.
The gang again (although Conroy wasn't in the car yet). Enlarge this one and
tell me if you think Demott (2nd from right) had Novocain today, sure as
hell looks like he did.
Who the fuck knows what Ficken is doing there? I sure as hell don't!
Ladies and gentlemen... Deedle's Mug shot.
Top 5 Fast Food Establishments
1) Taco Bell
2) Wendy's
3) McDonald's
4) Burger King
5) Roy Rogers! (YES! THERE IS ONE LEFT ON LONG ISLAND. FOR DETAILS CALL ME).
Countdown to Surgery: 2 weeks.
Until the next update! Soon!
Tuesday December 24, 2002:
I'm back! It's been a little over two weeks since I've updated this page.. I didn't update it for the last 6 days in Syracuse, and not until today did I get the internet working on my computer again (my port in our router was fried, what the fuck is up with that). It feels DAMN good to be back, and man do I have a HUGE update you all y'all. I've got pictures, and if my damn firewire card would work I would even have some video too, funny ass video too. But... an update on my life is coming up, right now!
I've been home about 10 days now... of which I've only stayed home twice at night, which is like a record for me. Usually it would be the total opposite, but there's nothing like just driving around with a bunch of your moron friends and cruising for hot chicks (who usually totally ignore us) and looking for stupid ass signs or other stuff that is fuckin funny. It's a damn good time. So now that I'm out of Syracuse... how do I feel? I feel damn good. I feel really good as a matter of fact. I haven't felt this good since... well with all the shit that happened to me who the fuck knows. But it's damn good to be home even if my dad is always on my fuckin case and my brother is really annoying. I deal with them. It's fucking worth it. Private bathroom. Private room. Total privacy, plus my bed is fuckin huge (a double compared to a shitty twin) and my room is bigger than the split doubles. Oh yeah, the food doesn't suck.
The knee situation? it needs surgery. My doctor down here recommended it too. He said if I don't it's pretty much a given that I will develop full-blown arthritis in my knee by the time I'm 40, because the bones are practically rubbing each other. So... we set a surgery date for the earlier time available... January 10th. Which means about 6 months of rehab and I'll be good to gone in.. June or July. Just in time for the summer. Good plan, so I think.
What else is new... I got an internship at this radio group here. It's basically this one group that owns like 4 radio stations and I intern there. I basically help around with whatever they need, it's pretty cool so far. All I really want to to is get my foot in the door, so I'm willing to do shit work for it.
Hmm...i've got pictures too, I think I'll include it with the update instead of on the photo album page, that way I can better explain em. (double click on the thumbnails to get full sized pictures... if you want them)
Ahh... the good ole' carpe diem sign. Nobody knows why the hell it's there
though. It's under this sign for a diner there called the peter pan diner.
That
would be Deedle (the one with the glasses) and Demott (the one with the hat)
in the Fickenmobile. We still don't know what the fuck was going on.
That's
little Demott (or as we call him sometimes... Dan) posing for the camera.
And well... it's Deedle again because he kept bitching about the flash so I
decided to piss him the fuck off and take a shitload of pictures of him.
AHHH! Conroy is one scary motherfucker. I think it was only because he had
to sit next to Deedle.
The
whole group! Excluding me, cuz well I kind of took the picture. You can see
my arm on the left! Here's everyone from the left to right: Conroy, Deedle,
(Jim/Big) Demott, (Dan/Little) Demott, and of course... the driver.. Ficken.
He just naturally looks stoned.
Well... it kinda was a staring contest, but I took pictures at bad times.
Deedle of course is getting pissed at the flash again.
Hey, it's John! And he's posing! I don't know what the fuck that's supposed
to be though...
Pissing people off with the damn flash again...
View
this one in full my friends.. that correct the sign really does say Observe
Eat Belt Laws... no editing has been done.
Apparently...
this Walgreen's is only open 2 hours a day. I still haven't found out which
2 though.
Yeah.. Demott was pretty drunk... lol.
So.. that's it for the pictures in this update! More to come, including the burning cross!
Countdown to XMAS: 1 DAY!
Top 5 Reasons Why My Car Sucks:
1) No A/C!
2) It used to stall... A LOT.
3) Radiator leaks = Overheating = smoke coming out from the engine... not good.
4) The shitty cupholders, there are barely any cups that fit it anymore.
5) NO A/C!!! YOU TRY DRIVING A CAR DURING THE SUMMER AND ITS FUCKIN HOT AS HELL AND YOU HAVE TO DRIVE WITH YOUR DAMN WINDOWS OPEN AND THAT DOES SHIT!
Random Thoughts:
- None...
Monday December 09, 2002:
So... where do I go from here? Which way is up, or down? What's right and what's wrong anymore? I don't know the answer to those questions. For 4 days I've had to do absolutely nothing, and I feel fried. My brain no longer wants to function. So what does all these free time on my hand leave me to do? Think. And right now... thinking is something I don't want to do. It just makes me more messed up. Hell... you know it's bad when you don't want to play video games, which I felt today. I was so out of it today, I don't really know what's wrong. I played with no emotion, and if you've ever seen me play anything competitively, then you would know that something was wrong. I get into everything. When I play, I play hard, but I didn't today. I just kind of gave up. I only give up when I'm hurt, and even then giving up is usually not my first priority. I know I've bored you of the story of when I sprained my knee and still finished out the quarter. But yeah, that just shows my intensity, and my proficiency not to give up. Yes, I sprained my knee, played the rest of the quarter, went to the hospital then next morning and still made it to school for 3 of my classes. Yes, I severely sprained my ankle, but I worked on it that night, went to the hospital the next day and even then went to work the day after that, even though I didn't have to. Yeah, I know the day after I injured my knee up here I did absolutely nothing, but if I had had the means to get around on my own choosing I probably would have gone to my classes. I don't like giving up. But tonight I did. I just stopped caring. Now, I know some of you out there may be thinking... so what? It's just a fuckin video game. Well, video games right now are my only source of competition right now, or else I'd be out there playing basketball once a week. I don't know if it's because I feel burnt out, or for some other various reason, but I've lost my intensity. That's something that's hard to get back.
Yeah... this officially has become a bitchy update. Officially. So, I get the opportunity to sleep as late as I want, and how much sleep do I get? 7 hours one night and 8 the next. Ahh...great amount of sleep, right? Wrong. I wake up feeling tired and like shit. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sometimes I can't take shit like that anymore. I feel as if I could sleep the rest of the day sometimes, but I lay down and just like barely nod off, before someone makes a loud noise or comes around and interrupts me. Sometimes I don't want to appear lazier than I really am, so I just stay up during the day. I think the lack of sleep is killing me. Do I have insomnia... according to WebMD.com, I don't. So what's wrong with me? It's probably all mental. For as long as I can remember I've been sleeping and waking up tired and never feeling really energized at all. Which is the cause of my laziness.
So enough bitching. On to the rest of the update.
COUNTDOWN TO GOING HOME:6 DAYS!
COUNTDOWN TO LORD OF THE RINGS: THE TWO TOWERS: 9 DAYS!!
Top 5 Movies of 2002 SO FAR (in no particular order, and had to have been released in theatres THIS YEAR)
1) Minority Report - Excellent sci-fi from Spielberg and Cruise
2) Road to Perdition - EVERY SHOT WAS PERFECT (only my Farmingdale friends would get that one)
3) The Rules Of Attraction - Awesome fuckin movie. Simple as that.
4) Spider-Man - For the sheer amazement that it was finally fuckin released
5) Die Another Day - James Bond... you are one bad fucker.
Soon to join that list... possibly LOTR: The Two Towers, Adaptation, Gangs of New York, Catch me if You Can. A BUSY December for movies.
Random Thoughts:
- None. Brain not processing well. Me no think.
Until tomorrow! (or the next day, whatever)
Saturday December 07, 2002:
Ahh, such a lovely Saturday. You know... since classes are done and since I basically have no work to do and no job to go to, I haven't done shit. Absolutely nothing! For two days I've done nothing but fuck with my computer, play video games and watch movies. Hmm...I could get tired of it. Honestly, it may sounds all fun and shit, but sometimes I feel the need to just get out and go for a nice long drive... but I can't do that here. Basically, I can't go anywhere here without either waiting for a bus or paying for a taxi, which totally sucks. Not that there's anywhere to go other than the mall, but even I have to get out once in a while. I'm not that lazy. But other than that, I really have no other updates in my life. Nothing exciting has happened... at all. Really. People look at my life and say "Wow, he's doing absolutely nothing". I sure am. I don't know whether to be proud or ashamed of it, but so far it's working out alright. I can feel boredom starting to kick in in the next day or two... mainly from repetition.
COUNTDOWN TO GOING HOME: 8 DAYS!!
COUNTDOWN TO LORD OF THE RINGS: THE TWO TOWERS: 10 DAYS!
So... what else can I write about in this update. Well... as I write this, it's 322 AM, and I'm not really sleepy, and there's nobody online to talk to, and this is keeping me busy for the time being. Hmm... so what can I write about? Who the fuck knows anymore. I haven't been really depressed or down lately, mainly because I've been watching so many movies and playing so many damn video games that my mind hasn't had time to focus on all the shit in my life. But then I lay down and try to go to bed... and it doesn't always work out like I plan. Sometimes I just lay there and think. You ever get that? Nights when I'm really not tired but I still have to go to bed. I just lay there and think about all the shit that's going on in my life. What if I had done this, what if I had done that... you know, stupid shit like that. I wish there was just some way to turn it off. I feel like sometimes I just project such a false image of myself to all the people around me. I seem like a really easygoing, laidback kind of guy, but lately I don't know if that's who I really am. And I've always preached that true happiness is found when you discover who you really are. I still think I have yet to discover that person.
Where is he... this mysterious "Happy" Marc?
Who the fuck knows. But he's not here now for sure.
Now that I've bored you with that rant... here's the rest of the update:
Top 5 Kevin Smith Movies (I know there's only 5, but the order IS important)
1) Clerks - easily the best. It was totally my job at the video store
2) Chasing Amy - His best FILM. Well acted and directed.
3) Dogma - I like this one better than Mallrats, don't ask why
4) Mallrats - Kinda weak, gets better with multiple viewings... really
5) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back - Kinda just thrown together just to end the Jay and Silent Bob Storyline. Easily the weakest.
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
- I hate the fact that if I wake up and it's past 1230, I can't go back to sleep. No matter what time I went to bed that night, I still can't fall back asleep.
- Late night showers at 3 AM are awesome. Don't ask me why.
- JETS! They better fucking win.
- DVD Burners are awesome.
Until tomorrow! (or the next day)
Thursday December 05, 2002:
Well, today was the last motherfuckin day of classes! HELLZ YEAH! Finally... now I only have to wait for a fucking week before I take my one and only final, next Friday, and then it's off for home on that Sunday! Only 10 Days... it's gonna be great. GREAT I SAYS!
So.. I know I didn't update last night, but that mainly because I was tired as fuck and I really had nothing to say. Other than the days when something really shitty happens to me (which happens way too much than the days when something good actually happens to me) there really isn't much I have to say. I could always just spurt out my opinions on life, and certain matters, but then why would you read this webpage. Hell... why do you read this webpage anyway? is it because you're up at 4 in the morning and you have nothing better to do? Or because you are genuinely interested in what I have to say? Or do you just go because you know I'll pester you about it. Let me know... email me. I never get any emails that are worth reading.
There will be NO radio show this week, because of the stupid fucking reading days I don't get to do my show which really pisses me off cuz that was the one thing I could look forward to doing here in Syracuse. Oh well, hopefully soon enough I can get a show at Post, and it's definitely official. I didn't walk all around the fuckin campus yesterday for no reason. I got all the forms I needed to officially withdraw from this place, and it went through and everything. Good bye Syracuse, sorry to all my friends up here. But... shit happens. Then you die.
Random Quotes I've Enjoyed in the Past Day:
"Smell My Meat" - Norm... referring to... his steak at dinner. It was supposedly pretty bad.
"This girl and guy I knew once got totally baked and started playing GTA III together. Then she put down the controller and started giving him head. He said it was the most surreal experience he ever had" - Dan
"JEWsus is a god to people of many faiths" - Rich, the RA
"Here Barry, just hold it" - Me... during a Halo battle.
Countdown to Going Home: 10 DAYS!!!
Countdown to Lord Of the Rings: The Two Towers: 13 Days!!
Top 5 Reasons Why Quiet Hours Will Never Work
1) Halo
2) Halo
3) Norm, Charlie, Matt, Andy, Sam
4) It's not the same unless someone is blaring the Baywatch theme at 1 in the morning.
5) Halo
Random Thoughts:
- None... oh well.
Until tomorrow!
Tuesday December 03, 2002:
Well, another Tuesday another shitty writing class. Eh, at
least it was cut short. So where do I stand on life today? Who the fuck
knows anymore. My whole Guidelines for Living Life the Marc Way totally
isn't working out for me right now, and my mind is in 400 different places
at once. It's really hard to concentrate during the day. If I was really
open with this webpage, I'd list what was on my mind (no it's no suicide)
but there are some things I'd prefer left to myself. Yes, even though I
mostly spurt out everything on this webpage, I have to have some aspect of
privacy. What's going on in my mind right now is just really fucked up. You
really don't want to know what I'm thinking about most of the time. It's
also why I've been watching more movies and playing more video games (yes
that's possible) lately, because doing that numbs my mind to everything else
that's going on.
Also.. one thing I'm getting kinda tired of is that whenever I talk to
someone, 95% of the time I initiated the conversation. Does everyone like
NOT want to talk to me for some reason that I don't know of? Generally, my
conversations are well received, and I try to push myself to say something
because otherwise I'm just sitting here all bored at my computer, and that's
just another fuckin waste of time, just like mostly everything else I do.
So what did I do today... let's go over. Went to writing, ate breakfast, hit the library, went to my understanding music class, came back, ate lunch, watched batman, napped, ate dinner, watched the islanders, played Halo, and I spent some time on the computer in between all that. Exciting life I live, isn't it! Man... I could sure use some weed right now. At least then everything is a lot funnier.
COUNTDOWN TO GOING HOME: 12 DAYS!!!
COUNTDOWN TO LORD OF THE RINGS: THE TWO TOWERS: 15 DAYS!
Top 5 Reasons Why Syracuse Sucks (in no particular order)
1) Brockway (aka dorm food) - OHH BROCKWAY. HOW MUCH DO I LOVE THEE? Let me count the number of times I use the bathroom after I eat from you... oh yeah, that would be everytime.
2) Those damn stairs and that damn hill. But lucky for me since I hurt my knee I haven't had to travail either. :-P (By the way, the exact number of stairs is 140)
3) The fact that if you don't drink... the options for your weekend are severely limited (unless you like going to the mall every week, which I don't)
4) The elevators. Besides the one of the dorm, every single elevator in this place is one of the slowest elevators in the world. Has to be. Hell, the ones in the library open up before they even stop moving? Is that safe?
5) ?? I guess I can't come up with a fifth. Maybe the fact that I'm not in Newhouse, even though my grades really should have gotten me in there, but now my grades suck.
Random Thoughts:
- You know it's bad when you can't concentrate enough to take notes from a computer program (don't ask, it's how one of my classes is set up) and you have to keep going back because you missed everything the first time around. No wonder I can never get any work done.
- Sleep! SLEEP! YES! I love ditching out on 2 classes... all in the name of sleep.
- Tomorrow I'm officially withdrawing from the University for the spring semester and forever. It's been a great 4 months guys, no offense to the SU people, but this isn't working out for me. I'll definitely hit this place up for a weekend though. Good Friday is looking like a good time, especially if my knee is healing.
- I love it when people put up away messages, and they make me worry. I hate that. It leaves me in suspense, and that's something I don't need on my mind as well.
- Only 2 more days of classes... officially.. only 3 more classes left. I sooooo can't wait.
- Wanna hear a bad pun? "I've haven't caught a fish yet today" He said without debate. So that out loud... it's really bad.
- I love this Playboy hat. People have made a lot of comments about it. =)
- Man... that's a lot of random thoughts.
Monday December 02, 2002:
Well... I know I had promised I would try and update over the Thanksgiving vacation, but that totally didn't work out like I had planned it to. But oh well, here I am about a week later with a new fresh update on my life (like it's so interesting anyway, this page is mainly here to vent my anger at the world... and by judging some of my entries, I'm a very angry person). So I got to go home a day earlier than planned, so that totally kicked ass, and I had a great time with all of my friends and I really enjoyed being home... but other shit came up. When I came home from my flight on Tuesday there was a message from my orthopedist to call them back because they had my MRI results. So I call them back and the news I get? Torn ACL (Anterior Crucial Ligament), which basically means surgery for Marc! WHOOP DE DOO! That also means I won't be returning to Syracuse semester, because along with the knee, there's a shitload of other reasons why I'm returning... I'll list them eventually, but they're pretty prevalent to me, at least. So... I didn't really care about that because I was home and it was pretty much numbing me to everything else. So everything was going pretty well until the night of my birthday was a huge bomb was dropped on my pretty little world.
Let me say before I start anything, that above all things I admire honesty the most. Don't lie about your feelings, emotions, thoughts, because it ends up hurting more in the end rather than in the beginning. And yeah, I'm pretty upset, but there's nothing I can do about it. I don't believe in changing other people's minds. I merely state what I see from my perspective. Without being too open, let me just say that I am now officially single. While the relationship I had going was a bit rocky, I'll admit it that it wasn't a "true" relationship, because we were so far apart and that we could barely see each other. So when she told me that it didn't feel the same as when it had started, well I felt a bit heartbroken. Who wouldn't? It's not like we were fighting or anything, and I wasn't angry at her for telling me that. That's not like me. It just fucked with me mentally. Truth be told, this was my first attempt at a serious relationship, and it didn't work out very well, and well, when you've been as depressed as I have been lately, things like this tend to fuck you up even more. So where do we go from here, I asked... and we still remain friends, which is great because all the time I spent talking to her is no longer wasted. And trust me, I've spent a lot of time talking to her, and she knows who she is. So what do I do when this is dropped on me? Do I convince her to change her mind? Do I say give me a chance to work it out? I actually thought about saying that, but that wouldn't work out. As I said earlier in this paragraph I admire honestly over everything else. So yes, I admire her for having enough guts to spill this out, albeit over AIM, but that doesn't matter to me. Sometimes its hard to get your true feelings out to someone you care for and trust, because it may hurt them. But realizing that you have to do it, and then going through it is one of the hardest thing that some people may have to do. So yes, I'm hurt, but I'm still alive, aren't I? I'll move on... eventually, but sometimes it seems that I get nowhere with my relationships. It's like I'm driving around in a circle and there's no way to get off. So, do I fall deeper into depression here? I sure do. Am I afraid to tell everyone else? Obviously not, or this webpage wouldn't exist.
So now ladies.. I'm single. Yes. It's true. Man, I sound really pathetic there. Remind me never to do that again.
Who likes Black Friday? I DO! It's the biggest holiday shopping day of the year, and it's worth getting up at 530 in the morning to go to. I got new memory for my computer, CD-Rs, and a DVD burner! Hell yeah! DVD Piracy here I come! That was also my birthday which was alright, I did score some cash and a couple of presents, but that's about it. I did get a new hat courtesy of some spiteful bitch (no, no, I'm just kidding, trust me. Ha ha! Funny funny! Anything to make me laugh.) No I really do enjoy the hat. And no, you really aren't a spiteful bitch.
So then I hit the movies on Saturday night, saw 8 Crazy Nights, and flew back to Syracuse Sunday. I hated coming back, but since I found out that one of my finals became optional, that gave me an option of leaving way earlier, which kicks much ass. From Thursday Night (12/5) until Friday Morning (12/13) I have NOTHING school related to worry about! WHOO! But I do have to be quiet... Oh well.
I've decided to ditch the sleep chart, for reasons other than the fact that when I look back at the chart, I wonder where my life has gone... I'm up for the majority of the day, and I spend it doing nothing! How much fun is that!? Who does that? I know I'm not the only one. So... on to my Top 5:
Top 5 Songs That When You Listen to the Lyrics Make Absolutely No Sense:
1) Green Day - Hitchin A Ride (Cold turkey's getting stale, tonight I'm eating crow. Fermented salmonella poison oak no.) What the fuck does that mean?
2) Harvey Danger - Sad Sweetheart of the Rodeo
not another existential
cowboy,
and no more california champagne,
not another saddle tramp, sick, sore, lonely and out of place ,
crying in his coffee ice cream, c'mon,
edith cannot fix another engine,
nor paint another face on a rubber can clown,
she takes another temp job,
but in her secret heart she rides,
sad, sweet heart of the rodeo,
awooooo-ooooo,
not an urban legend now, sad, sweet heart of the rodeo,
awoooo-ooooo-oooo-ooo-ooo
give it a rest, give it a rest, give it a day,
norman says that you can take a valium,
or maybe something stronger,
'cause he doesn't understand,
well, how do you get so excited watching the lusty man?
the marlboro man died of cancer,
and he wasn't a rocket scientist when he was healthy, ha ha ha,
she took one last gulp of soft city condensention,
and blasted off from his little launch pad for parts west
sad, sweet heart of the rodeo,
awooooo-ooooo,
Not an urban legend now,
sad, sweet heart of the rodeo,
Listen, Cowboy Bill, where are ya? (awooo-ooo-ooo)
(*long guitar solo*)
What? Dear god that means absolutely nothing.
3) Any Nirvana Song.
4) Any Presidents of the United States of America Song (especially Peaches, Millions of Peaches... peaches for me. Great shit, but doesn't make any sense. None of their songs do, maybe that's why they are so great.)
5) Red Hot Chili Peppers - This is the Place (
This is the place where all
the junkies go
where time gets fast
but everything gets slow
Can I get some vaseline
step into a modern scene
take a chance on what
which seems to be
the making of a dream
I don't want to do it
Like my daddy did
I don't want to give it
to my baby's kid
This is my calling
This is the place
where all the devils plead
their case to take from you
what they need
Can I solate your gene
Can I kiss your dopamine
In a way I wonder
if she's living in a magazine
I don't want to say it
if it isn't so
I don't want to weigh it
But I've got to know
This is my calling
I saw you out there yesterday
What did you want to say
a master piece of DNA
caught in a flashing ray
I caught you aout there in the fray
what did you want to say
a masterpiece of DNA
caught in a flashing ray
Can I smell your gasoline
Can i pet your wolverine
on the day my best friend died
I could not get my copper clean
I don't want to take it up
with a little joe
I don't want to fake it
so I've got to go
This is my calling
I am a misfit
I'm born with all of it
The fucking ultimate
of love inside the atom split
I'm in a flash ray
a mash of DNA
another popping jay
who thinks he's got
something to say
I'm so lost...
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
- Rich... you were a quoting machine tonight. I forgot one of them, but here's the most memorable one. Referring to quiet hours and if you have a girl in your bed "Do whatever it takes to shut her up. Duct tape, donkey punch, just make sure she is quiet." Rich... you are a wonder. You also had a good Halo quote that i forgot, and I'm sure it will come back to me soon.
- So that it's for this update, maybe I'll turn it into a part 7 of my story. Whatever. Or not. Check the photo album for a picture of me with my new hat!
COUNTDOWN TO GOING HOME : 13 DAYS!!
COUNTDOWN TO LORD OF THE RINGS: THE TWO TOWERS: 16 DAYS!!
Until Tomorrow!