I don't think I'll ever understand you
Or not have feelings for you
And sense has got me moved past it all
Still there are words left unsaid
That will never be said..
I wonder why you said goodbye
Your reason was bullshit
Don't give me a lie
I wonder if you ever wonder what I'm up to
Well I can probably say if there's ever that day
I'm probably doing the same as you
But the difference will be what always was
You put that barrier up
You know why you made me cry
You can explain this emptiness I feel inside
God, I'm just not equipped
To be caught in your grip
Maybe once in awhile you think of me
But I doubt it
I need closure, but I'm so sure
If I asked, I wouldn't recieve it
The secret you hold, it's so clear to you
Everything's simple when you know the truth
And yet every day it plagues me
How I was just your baby
I need reason, come and save me
What we shared was uncomprehendable
What you did was unmendable
God I never asked anything of you but truth
But you couldn't handle that
To hell with you
Why should I even care
You're a little boy, you run when you're scared
You're the type that'll always be alone
Love's something you can't postpone
For a time when you're better equipped
and strong enough to deal with it