Perfect oh so perfect
Such determination twistedly
In retrospect, realization says
How perfect can you really be
With such disregard to the obvious
The want, the need to feel a way
Which out of all things that should be
You want the one thing you cannot attain
It's black and white with no greys to sheild
To protect from what you try not to see
Because all your energy is sacrificed
On something you will never be
Yet so long ago was idenity relinquished
Forever all you were and all you knew
Now possessing only drive and surrealist passion
Blurred judgement and marred vision