What's the matter?
Don't you see I showed myself?
I opened up my soul and said help
Look at me for once
If this is what you wanted,
You wanted me to open up
Why am I still laying here in my head
Crazy with what's left unsaid
See I knew that I should have kept it all inside
Cuz then all that hurt me was my pride
But the deeper you let them in
The deeper they tend to drill
And the more wounds left to heal

See the thing is that I've never been good enough
And I don't know why I try to act so tough
Maybe because there must be soemthign wrong with me
Something deep that I can't see
Don't you just wanna let me breathe?
God I wish that they could see
What the little things have done to me

It started out as everything else
And ended up to where I can't tell
Where I started
When you reach the point where no one cares
You cannot trust, and you just can't bare
To try again
Cuz you never seem to win
And what's in front of you is what you need
Still you can't seem to do the right thing
And you hurt yourself again
Chasing affection that you couldn't give
And it seems to hard
Maybe just to live