(micro)economics. what am i studying? what does this all mean, and do i really care?
and so i concentrate on coffee and because of caffeine:
coffee. grounds. dry, they smell better than coffee actually tastes... and i love the taste of coffee. milk, no sugar. unless i crave sweetness, which i do out of boredom in times like these. but the smell of vanille et noisette freshly ground coffee beans.... is heaven in the morning and late at night struggling to stay awake.
its not yet late, but i'm tired and bored of this. text and words that mean nothing. this isn't literature, its the world written into money terms, markets and action and money. i hate these aspects of the world.