Guess what tomorrow is....
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Rainy days never stays (album mix) - the brilliant green
Everyone knows what tomorrow is. At least for those in the SFUSD. Man... I'm so not looking forward to this. It took me an hour to figure out my schedule! Come on. This is a sign that my sophomore year is going to be complete and utter hell.

As nice as the self-scheduling system is, it's a damn pain in the ass. It's almost a freaking contradiction in some points. They let us self-schedule to give us some freedom, but what's the point of that freedom if we can't schedule ourselves without a lunch?

Pah. I need painkillers. A cigarette would be good, too. Only problem is that I don't smoke. Fuck.

So sue me.
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Natsu no hi, Zanzou - Asian Kung-Fu Generation (<---coolest band name EVER)
"Critics say Bolton, who has been accused of mistreating subordinates and has been openly skeptical about the United Nations, would be ill-suited to the sensitive diplomatic task at the world body. The White House says the former undersecretary of state for arms control, who has long been one of Bush’s most conservative foreign policy advisers, is exactly the man to whip the United Nations into shape."
Bush plans to sidestep Senate on Bolton

What the fuck? "... whip the United Nations into Shape"? So is the U.N. working for the United States now? Is the U.N. going to push for Republican values throughout the globe?

Culture Differences
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: snow angel - KOTOKO
I don't udnerstand. Why are American people so closed minded? Any cultures that are even mildly different from American culture are denounced. Come on. They claim to so open minded to advancements in science, but can't they be open to cultures?

Heads will roll...
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Beautiful Alone - Weiss
If today is not a good day to behead a couple of people, then there are no good days ever to take off some heads.

To know that the wishy-washy bitch got a higher grade than me annoys me like hell. She had better be glad that she didn't rub it in my face, or else her head would have been thrown out the window. But noooooooooooooooooo. That brat just had to ruin whatever hope of me having a slightly good day by shoving me out of the way to get to the door. I don't care if I liked her before or not. I want her dead. She acts like a fucken five year old on speed. She has no self-restraint and even if it is so very close to the end of the school year, I would do anything to switch out of that damned class that I have with her. God. I don't know why everybody thinks it's so cute of her to act like it. She's fifteen years old, come on. In three years, we'll be in college and if she expects to be babied, I hope someone gives her a good slap in the face.

"It is, but it isn't, but it is."
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Velvet Underworld - Weiss
That is the theme of Shakespeare's A Midsummer's Night Dream.

I had my World Lit. final today, which was to write an essay about A Midsummer's Night Dream. I had an outline, and I was hoping that I would do well. But I barely started my fourth paragraph when I had to turn it in.

What made it worse was that, supposing that if I continued working on it, Canepa would have let me continue writing it, even though she would have pressured me to turn it in. Then after I turned it in, I realized all the flaws in my essay. Every flipping flaw. And to top the cake, I got a B on my math test. I know I procrastinate on my homework and all that crap, but I knew the stuff on that test. It came easily to me. But I missed the easiest stuff. The goddamned easiest stuff.

I'm going to drown myself in my illusions and pretend nothing is wrong in my life and I don't have scars on my arms.

X.x Modern World gives me headaches.
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Glass Planet - X/1999 Original Soundtrack
X.x I hate Modern World. It gives me headaches. Seriously huge headaches. And I have Math homework to do, too.....

Save me!

"If you were a mermaid..."
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Play Ball - Utada Hikaru
"If you were a mermaid, you said, If you were a mermaid, I was the sea." Wasteland - Francesca Lia Block

I was reading Wasteland in the Lowell Library during my lunch and I cried. It's such a sad and forbidden love. And it's completely different from Romeo and Juliet. It's even better. But when you realize what's happening, it'll break your heart.