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Friday, 2 January 2004

Precious Precious Alcoholic Haze

Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Ma Femme Est Une Actrice - Charlotte Gainsbourg - phwoooaaaaarrrrr!

I really really really shouldn't have drunk that champagne yesterday. I felt like a hammer made out of an elephant's foot had hit me today. I didn't even wake up till seven pm, after throwing the pillow over my head to ignore so many calls the phone ran out of batteries. Still don't know who rang.
Hangovers are hell - they're just hell. Not having drunk for two months, I'd both forgotten, and lost any tolerance for head pounding eye throbbing tongue swelling personal horror. I have two huge sweaty zits on my face, and my hair is all greased upwards on one side, pancaked on the other. As my dad says, I'm getting good wear out of my pyjamas.
When I could face food, I dragged myself by virtue of strong caffeine alone into the damn kitchen, squinting so I wouldn't have to look at the bottle by the sink and worshipped some cold icy water. I haven't seen the sun for about two days. I'm suddenly really fucking glad that I don't drink. This feels like shit. It tastes like shit. And I was loud and embarrassing and self-absorbed and paranoid when I was drunk. Okay, so I wrote better than usual, but it's a tightrope between life and soul of the party and passed out old drunken whore, really.
We swearss, precious, not to ttouch you again, we sswears, masster, we swearsss.
Kudos to Martin who actually managed to make me feel guilty in the middle of it, by messaging me at three in the morning to congratulate me for not drinking on NYE.

Today I have a shit shit shit shit shit shit day that I want desperately to avoid coming up on me. I don't want to blog about it, in case I use up even more excuse to stay in bed and avoid it. I've already stayed up half the night watching video after dvd after video to avoid the issue. I'll blog it when I'm safely out the other side. Which hopefully will take place in Bluewater. Mmmm, consumerist manna awaits. We swearssssssssss.

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Updated: Friday, 2 January 2004 4:20 AM GMT
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Friday, 2 January 2004 - 5:17 AM GMT

Name: jatb
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I hope your @#%$! @#%$! @#%$! @#%$! @#%$! day isn't quite as @#%$! as it might be.

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 5:51 AM GMT

Name: Vanessa

Hopefully I can pretend I have no responsibilities, shirk all of them, and spend most of the day in bed without feeling like too much of a shiftless idle responsibility shirking @#%$!.
You do get up early, don't you?!

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 7:43 AM GMT

Name: lemonpillows
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Hope the day ain't too bad hon.. You know where I am if you need a whinge though!

And do you remember calling me at 3am???? lmao.. AND I have a copy of that drunken conversation....

he he he he he <<<<<<<<<

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 7:54 AM GMT

Name: yidaho
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Oh dear. Hope the @#%$! day isn't nearly as pooey as you're expecting it to be. :-/

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 9:49 AM GMT

Name: Cyn
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It appears your day must be over by now.
That's a good thing, right?
:awaiting next entry:

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 12:07 PM GMT

Name: billy
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...ah - the joys of a sh*t day :^)...all that blogging material...wish I had a sh*t day...hang on though, if you had a *good* day you could blog about that...I hope that your sh*t day turns unexpectedly into a wonderful day which will enable you to blog with a feeling of awe and wonder :^)..

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 3:29 PM GMT

Name: Jack
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So you think your day was crap?
Well, think of the flap
You?re out for a nightcap
Meet some bad chap
And sit on his lap
Come home with the clap
Now that my friend is crap

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 4:46 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa

Oh sh|t! I did, didn't I? Sorry!

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 4:46 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa

If only...

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 4:48 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa

Lol, feeling hard pushed for material, still? I say more nudey photos of Billy hits the spot!

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 4:50 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa

Yes, it's true that I'd feel a bit more blue, if a chance screw had led me to ... erm ... erm ... such grue?

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 4:50 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa

Me too. Actually worrying about it is probably worse than the day itself, really.

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 5:40 PM GMT

Name: yidaho
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*double checks*

Phew, it didn't say goo.

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 5:41 PM GMT

Name: yidaho
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Has the day not been shitted yet?

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 6:24 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa

I forgot that NY Day was on a Thursday, not a Friday, so I had an extra day of anxiety dreams, hurrah! No, the @#%$! day is Saturday morning, so I'm relying on you to shop it all out of my system on Saturday afternoon.....

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 6:27 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa

Ugh! The only rhyme I could think of for ages was 'you', but that seemed a little rude, really.

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 7:08 PM GMT

Name: Vicky
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Am I the only person on the planet who cannot stand champagne? I suspect so.

Anyway, Happy New Year

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 7:16 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa

I did use to prefer it to normal wine, but the hangovers were always worse (if you drank exclusively champagne, that is - hangovers like a shortened acid comedown). But I have to say that one experience with champagne has put me off all alcohol for some considerable time.
Happy New Year, Vicky, anyway. Here's to more frequent updates on the Highrise!

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 8:17 PM GMT

Name: tess
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Fingers crossed your shltty day isn't to crappily crap

Friday, 2 January 2004 - 11:10 PM GMT

Name: Vanessa


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