A Story >>
I can see the greed and envy in ya eyes
you besta believe it lady you aint wise
shut ya mouth and back up, trick back up
cause everyone thinks ur a wack slut
what he hell you say? i didn't hear that, what?
oh you so jealous of me now huh...
well ur ugly live with it now trick, duh
and if the speed limit was 30
id be going over, and doing 40
run ya over, and bash into a tree
now this chick is outta it, she cant see
shit, i ran the hell out with my keys
swung the door open and feel on my knees
got up and started running so fast
couldn't feel my legs, then i heard the car blast
running even faster so i aint accused
stop in pain looking at my keen cap, its all bruised
thinking what the hells going on here, ive been used
start runnin again even if im so confused
finally dropped it, and shit i was outta air
looking up at the sky, thinking damn this aint fair
how dare, they compare me with her
its unfair cuz her trouble was a blur
they don't see it, but i do
even though i don't agree, they say, who are you?
play the game, don't let the game play you
stay the same, don't let them blame you
i learnt the hard way, and it aint nice
even if i had to learn the hard way twice
i stop my thoughts and start screaming
then the clouds flow away, and now the suns beaming
now i know i gotta be dreaming
cuz the grass on the hill is gleaming
i run up to it and it stops
then i drop when i see the cops
they after me, when this chick brang it
i grabbed my air and split
heard sirens yelling though the air
looked back and everything just disappeared
then i turned back and started walking
i stopped for a bit cuz i thought i heard someone talking
i guess my minds just playing me here
i feel sick to my stomach, with so much fear
oh shit i gotza get outta here now
thinking of stopping this now , but how?
i turn back around and see some water
start running again, its getting so much hotter
finally i reach it, and it turns out to be a sea
now i really wonder what the hells wrong with me
look in the sky at the sun b4 i saw one, now i see 3?
i know i've been clean, but nigga what's wrong wit me
im hearing voices in my head
wondering why she said, what she said
tell me wussup now? before i pull ya eye out
i aint the only one hating on you, no doubt
cause i think everyone found out what ur about
and i found out the hard way that i could be without
backstabbers aint a damn thang...
startled outta my thoughts again my a big bang
where's this coming from, come near me
everything stops and i feel so dumb
cause i woke up from the nightmare of my life
i look by my bed and see a knife
now im wondering if its really a nightmare
man i swear imma tear this chick outta her hair
and these other chicks cant do nothing but stair
its already 3am and i haven't woken from this dream
i guess it wasn't, it was just a scheme
so i back up and forget it all
standing tall against the wall
forget it all, cause ill make that skank fall
now what she gonna do
man i duno, and i don't care anymore
she can do what she wants... only if they knew
how nasty she is inside and out
these tricks better remember what im about
so imma drop this mic now
watch me strike now
im out, with out a doubt

Forget Fate >>
dealing with hate, forget the fate
i tried but it don't work
cause this guy aint nothing but a cold headed jerk
he always thinking hes so slick and shit
hitting on every single chick
and its a damn trip
cause i already feel like im gonna slip
and bust a punch on the chick
she thinking her words are so thick
but ill shut her up so quick
other haterz close they eyes
and try to brainwash me in all they lies
then its a surprise to them when i revise
pay attention, cause i don't know if i mentioned
all this tension in the mind of a blind heart
back up or ill grind apart
there wont be nothing left of this
think of me and then swing bliss
im dealing with hate and i cant wait
to put her head in a trash can
know my smash plan
can you relate, to my debate
im living sucka free
so don't even think of envying me
i don't go to sleep
cause my thoughts get way too deep
while everyone's asleep
i stay up and creep
writing lyrics as prinza is my thang
i hang out alone looking at kids watch that gang
they don't know how to talk
instead of walking they always be stalking
but i watch them like a hawk
realizing what im made of
bringing up my all my past of betrayed love
the shade of black stays barried in my blood
walking leaving my tracks in the mud
let me release all the stress
killing static from the east to the west
im the best cuz ill be smashing
the first chick i see im cussing and bashing
eyes wide open tonight
even if the moons way too bright
ill make you all remember
how hot it can get in December
and i remember how you where in that september
so cold hearted
i thought by now wed be way over and parted
but moma told me never to stop believing
never to stop and drop and say im leaving
i live my life now knowing wussup tomorrow
everyday goes by so slow
just tryin to improve this mistress flow
even if some of these thangs happened long ago
a part of it stays with me and grows when i grow
now im getting older and older
this worlds getting so colder and colder
im lucky if i find someone like me
someone that can see,
problems at a second degree
don't you agree that i need to be me?

A Dark Puddle >>
My lifes a game but i cant blame myself for this dark flame
Nightmares R real not fake, my heart can break while im awake
Sadness fills my eyes, thoughts arise and i revise this prize
Tryin 2 find a better day Tryin 2 find a the right words to say
Insted'a Holdin on 2 my own decay.. i gotta find a better way
Backstabbers and Heartgrabbers makin me go crazy in the mind
I must be blind to think they behind me all the time
they dont care and they never will
i cant stay still with this pill inside of me
i cant be me, cause im scared of it
i cant quit the fit i get when i feel this way
feel like imm'a go astray in the brain
cause people betray me again and again
why do i feel this way inside when i got it all?
i feel like im gonna fall, cause i cant stand tall
the worlds not my friend, it just pretends to be
i defend myself against people that agree
diggin out the truth can be hard
i am my own gaurd
cant trust no one
cant tell no one
exept one...



Hard Times>>
what do i do when this sorrow and pain is trapped in my head
making me stay up on my bed, my hearts dead from the red
i don’t think ahead, im confused from what she said
she’s my mother she’s not suposto be like that
shed be better with another instead of this brat
it try to do what’s right for me and it all crashes
lights to bright for me cause my eyes are made outta ashes
i get so many back flashes about the pain i caused
i feel as if my mind doesn’t work and my body’s paused
i wont rest in peace or bliss, release this, cause it does exist
i take it 3 at a time, my tears shine with crime
what can i do to make it right, cant fight, cant bite, just write
my eyes are trying to find a better day, its wetter today
cause all my clouds are grey with pain and rain
my brain try’s to drain this stain out constantly
but nothing works for me, nothings heavenly
i cant shake it, just take it, wont make it or break it
i fake it... fake the joy...
cause ill just destroy this not enjoy this
everything’s spinning, i feel like im beginning to loose it
im never winning, just quitting, i cant use it
guilty of pain and fire, i try to fly higher
but get stuck in my thoughts of desire...



My Love For You >>
my love for you is so intense
its like im living in a dream with so much suspense
i need you so i never stop breathing
you make my body tremble and my heart sing
i know your the one for me, i see it in your eyes
i never thought you'd be this wise, its a suprise
my love for you flows like water through a river
i love you so much that i makes my hands shiver
no body nows you like i do, cause they dont understand
that i grow stronger in your hands, now take my hand
i cant wait tell you wrap your hands around my waist
then you'll see all the happieness on my face
my love for you is so hard to explain
it grows each day,and takes over my brain
thinking of you makes me miss you more
ignore the world cause you know im the one you adore
put your hand in mine, and now lets explore
i never thought love could be this good to me
you locked yourself in my heart and threw away the key
i hope you know how much i want you
were ment to be forever, and its to true
if we went this would break a long time ago
but instead each day i watch your love grow
i know its been hard, we been through it all
you hold me in place and never let me fall
its like ive lost control, cause i miss you so much
i wanna see you and feel your touch
my love for you is everlasting
my heart feels so warm, you make it sting
dont ever think of leaving me
cause i dont know where id ever be
with out you by my side
without me as your bride
i'd die without letting no one know
you make the water in my body flow
my love for you is never gonna end
cause your more then a friend
your my best friend...
you'd never abondon me
and i feel so free knowing your mine to keep
i dream of you when im asleep
tell my you love me and dont ever stop
my love for you is more then a drop
stay with me, and ill stay with you
our love will always and forever stay true

What Am I? >>
i got so much living to do
but sh-t, hell is what im livin' through
i thought you knew? my outside aint true
locked down in this town... it aint easy being brown
a chick on top'a that, my mind's a combat
fightin with myself day and night
look at myself, pray and write with my pen
wussup with these men? breakin my heart again n again
niggas like that aint got no class, always on my back
shiaat... kiss my a-.. i dont put up with tricks
and chicks that cause conflicts
im slowly changin' into somthing i've never seen
i wasnt what i was at eighteen, now im mean
my moma said imma special person, turnin into a woman
slowly i can face my plan... wonderin if i'll ever call suzanne
she helped me though alot, but i forgot about her
just cause i was goin through alot...
i cant even write like i used to,
but my flows gettin better
its like my inner mind grew
into this wack love letter
i got a soul mate but fustration fills my mind
i left my heart behind in the shadows of rain
wantin' mary jane to ease my pain,
this life i cant explain...



My Ring >>
This ring on me
Has changed my life
Now I feel protected
And will never be alone again.
When I look at the ring
I'll always dream of your caring heart
Wanting to see you each day
We'll never be apart.
People might think im to young
No ones too young for love like this
My heart within
Will always be his.



my secret misery >>
after eveyones asleep, i lay on the washroom floor
my headphones over my ears
i hear all my secret fears
laying there staring at the ceiling, wondering why i miss you so
thinking about my past
makes me afraid to ask
i need you hands to heal my wounds, wash away my hard stares
with your heavenly eyes
cure all my cries
im nothing without you, staring at the air with the lights off
now im laying on my bed
remembering what you said
makes me breathe slow motion, i wonder if you think of me
come back into my secret puddle
im addicted to you cuddle
its so messed up now, everythings washed away in front of my eyes
i cant lay down to sleep
knowing you are not mine to keep
my hearts bleeding nonstop, slowly this will all end
look at me
what do you see?
m y s e c r e t m i s e r y .

Ibrahim >>
Your like a little star
up in the sky
Your bright as the moon
up so high
i miss you already
and just saw you yesterday
i wish you were my teddy
so i could hold you all day
just if you could understand
how much i care
but your to little to see
cheeks soft as cotton
youd never be forgotten
when your near
all i do is smile
when your here
i wish youd stay for awhile
(I wrote this for my baby cuson)

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