Wednesday, June 4, 2003 1:45am
This is the first day of my newly beautiful webpage -bows- lol, anyways, lets see...
My day was pretty simple. First I woke up around 11:30am ate some toast..
cleaned a little and played online a little, talked to my babe,
but he was depressed, wish I could be there with him sooner then later
but i cant do anything about it right now.
It was a sour, rainy day blah..
went to the library got me 2 books,
James Patterson - When the wind blows and Cat & Mouse.
He's like my favorite Author right now,
ive read several novels of his, hes brilliant.
You should really check him out.
I watched 3 movies with my little sisters, Aladdin and the King of thieves,
Beauty n the Beast An Enchanted Christmas
and Snow dogs..they were great.
I enjoy spending time with my sisters, and my family.
My 11 year old sister is sick, wish it were me instead of her,
she went to the doc today, they gave her some meds
so hopefully she'll be better soon.
Now im about to play in a gammon tourney so Imma write more later..
bbye for now..Love you hobby.!!!!
Thursday, June 5, 2003 1:49am
sup?, today was a pretty simple day, I laid around all day
reading, sleeping etc. Im a lazy bitch at times.
Yanno I had a revelation.! Im so sick of people using me.
For example, Comming to me when someone else isnt on
~used!~ Or telling me this and telling me that, blah blah
Right now Im having a convo in msn with my friend bout giving head teehee
Mood - Oughta know - Alanis / Bitch - Merredith Brooks
Til' later, FUCK YOU ALL and have a great night.
Much luv, -Mandie-
6:11:03/ 4:36pm
Well, today is wednesday,
My brother and his wife Amy came over, they just had a newborn
and they're having some marrital problems, postpartem stuff
my moms over there being the middle man and talking to them
I havent written in a while because i've been staying over there
so Amys not alone, and has someone to keep her company,
and plus the babys so cute!!!
Rob and I talked about babies and being married a little lastnight :)
That excites me, ! I can't wait to be with him and have a family, I'd do anything
in my power to make him happy, because he makes
me happier then i've been in a long time.
I love him, and i know he loves me, i love him unconditionally
And no one i've met could compare to how he makes me feel.
I'm planning to visit him in Canada, its strange I use to hate canadians,
I guess it was racist of me not against any certain race just canadians
but i dont know why lol ..anyways I love you baby!!!!!!!
Me and vivi are starting a paintshop/av kinda place. we are so alike
we have alot of common interests
shes my best friend, besides Amy and Mary those are rl friends
but viv and I are somewhat closer, we argue sometimes, but we get through it
Im gonna have to swing by cali and hang with her after me and rob get our
life together., im also gonna find he a decent guy to be with so the
4 of us can hang and do couple things etc.
Well today, i have nothing planned, Spending time with my baby.
Im wearing a 2piece bathingsuit with some cutoff bluejean shorts
its pretty hot here.my hairs kinda short so i dont have it put up
And now thats all I have to say , Im gonna leave you with this..
Alanis Morrisette - Still / Dogma soundtrack-
I am the harm which you inflict
I am your brilliance and frustration
I am the nuclear bombs if they're to hit
I am your immaturity and your indignance
I am your misfits and your praised
I am doubt and your conviction
I am your charity and your rape
I am your grasping an expectation
I see you averting your glances
I see you cheering on war
I see you ignoring your children
And I love you still
And I love you still
I am your joy and your regret
I am your fury and your elation
I am your yearning and your sweat
I am your faithless and your religion
I see you altering history
I see you abusing the land
I see you and your selective amnesia
and I love you still
and I love you still
I see you adverting your glances I see you cheering on war
I see you ignoring your children And I love you still
And I love you still, I see you altering history
I see you abusing the land I see you and your selective amnesia
And I love you still and I love you still
I am your tragedy and your fortune
I am your crisis and delight
I am your prophets and your profits
I am your art I am your bytes
I am your death and your decisions
I am your passion and your plights
I am your sickness and convalescence
I am your weapons and your light
I see you holding your grudges
I see you gunning them down
I see you silencing your sisters
And I love you still
And I love you still
I see you lie to your country
I see you forcing them out
I see you blaming each other
And I love you still
And I love you still
-love mandie-
6:12:03/ 3:52pm
Hello hellooooooo, i'm in an excellent mood right now
I love you babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
hes so sweet, and hes all mine, id never share em.
moms gone into town, we live so far out so thats what you have
to call the shit, 'into town', I hate that, sounds so hick, ok im not a hick
and if u call me one id smash ur face in, ok maybe not. lol
Im so happy and excited and wanting to jump up n down like a mad man
Ok im calm now. Imma go take a shower in a few minutes,
I feel bad, my brother wanted me to come over yesterday because
My mom volunteered me, but i dont want to because i missed my baby
and they dont have a computer over there and id miss him again
and I get bored easily, but i feel bad because they wanted me to come
Is that bad of me to not wanna go ?
Oh well..I might go this weekend. for now imma end this.
write more later.
-Love mandie - loveeees my hobby
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