I'm so tired, and I have 2 midterms tmw.

I'm going to die. I'm not even worried about the sociology course, I'll do whatever I do with all my other soc classes... it's stats I'm worried about, my professor is a wonderful lady but it's hard to understand her, and then my TA is a dumbass that doesn't know what she's talking about.

I think I'll have to skip a day at the gym tmw.

that's the update.

-Teresa =)

Isn't this puppy just the cutest? I want to keep it.

Anyways... the story goes... my roommate got off from her brunch shift on Sunday afternoon, and this puppy followed her all the way home from downtown... (she walked). We called the Humane society and they posted a listing of found dog, and the dog is staying with us for a little while.

This is the closest thing to me having a pet. I took her on walks (jogs), and I showed her the way home back to my house. I had her meet 2 of my really good friends. The problem is training it, Lynzi is doing most of the training right now because she knows how. Ha! Me? I have no clue how. My other near-pet experience was when my cousins went to Australia for 6 weeks and I had keeps to keep their pet, Benji, company, and Benji was already trained.

Anyways... gonna go clean the house a little.

I've realised that if he stopped treating me like an ex-girlfriend, and more like a friend, last week's incident would actually NOT happen. If it was anyone else, he would have waited, but because it was me, he just left and didn't care.

When we were going out, he always talked about how I took him for granted, now that we're not together, he turned it around, I care about him and all, I took care of him when he was sick, and stuff like that... he has done stuff for me... like do a certain assignment, but other than that, no greater thing has matched what I've done for him, and now he's blaming me for him not waiting for me. WHATEVER!

Here's the story:

I was working on a paper one night, I didn't get to sleep till about 3pm the next week after handing it in and going to class and stuff... my roommate wakes me up after about 2-3 hours of sleep... tries to get me out of bed... but I just couldn't... then finally, when my roommate is calling the cab to go out... i told my roommate that i will be coming and told him to wait, a minute later, i heard the cab honk and he was gone

now, I really wanted to go, considering it was for his birthday and all... i wanted to go too cuz I have no food at home, I had a tart and 2 buns and one two-bite brownie all day yesterday, i was so tired though, my whole body was so sore...

it just really upsets me cuz although i said i wasn't going, when he was calling the cab, i actually wanted to go, i just had to change, but whatever, i don't care anymore, i can't care about someone who doesn't bother to care about me.

2 more days of school and I'll be done with classes this semester. I had perfect attendance for 2 of my classes... that's 50%...

Anyways, I just need to get this review paper over with and I get to focus on exams, which shouldn't be that hard except for women's studies cuz I really don't like that course, but everything else should be fine.

Mike loves the gamecube I got him, but I mean, $500+ later, he better love it. I've been so addicted to it. Animal Crossing rules.

I've been arguing with everyone this whole week, first about the referendum, stupid university wants to charge us $30 more each year for sport facilities, which would improve our image for the next Maclean's review, fuck that, that's something the school should fork out to do, not the students who choose this school. With tuition increasing every year, that $30 really adds up, and they already recently renovated the gym, it's beautiful right now, and they're asking for $30 from about 20,000 students? That fuckin' excessive.

Then yesterday when I was at work, the boys I was working with started talking about gay/lesbian marriages, and how it shouldn't be and stuff, and I argued, I told them how I was pro-homosexual marriages and my reasons why. Stefan, then pulls out the "but the bibles says...." nonsense, I immediately said fuck the bible, I was so mad I could not care less who was around me at the time and whether the were religious or not. The omlette lady then lectures me about God and of Christianity, then continued to question my belief in God and I told her that I don't believe he exists and she said that I shouldn't say that because I will need to pray to h-- and everything I do is because of h--, I replied that I worked hard and for everything I have done, I did it by myself, I don't need to believe in anything but ME. (man... that's too much writing... i'll stop now)

Kath calls me tonite and told me that she was moving back home... she called me crying and I got so scared, she's never done that, she told me that her and Dan broke up, and I felt so bad, but I told her that Dan's not worth her tears and that there's someone out there that deserves her much much more, and I told her that I've been there, with even worst situation and that I'll be there. That's pretty much all you can offer a friend. I was about to cry when I mentioned to her about my situation that happened at around the same time 4 years ago, it was a really terrible time of my life and I wouldn't have got through it without Kath, and I'm definitely willing to do the same for her now as she has done for me 4 years ago.

omg... my paper is due in a few days, I still haven't started it yet, I'm delaying the reading...

I don't think I'm suited for school, cuz I don't like to read, and I always read slower than everyone else. Maybe that's a learning disability. I don't know, I take notes fine, so I definitely don't need a note taker, but the reading. I think I should get help.

I'm going out with Vicky soon, I think I've talked to her everyday since last Monday. It's kinda crazy, but I enjoy it, Vicky is a great friend. She's driving me to Old Navy to get my bag refunded, cuz she went yesterday and got me the same one that's not broken.

After that, I have to go to the Windsor Welcome Week focus group... I'm hoping I won't be the only one there, Justin (my TA for my labour studies class) said that he'll probably go, but he'd probably forget, he's a cute guy, I'd like to see him outside of class. heh heh.

Yesternight... Chantelle came over to pick up the money that I haven't rolled up yet, and she gave me a CF volunteer sweater, it's ginormous, but it's so beautiful, so after a few folding adjustments, I'll be fine.

I don't think I'll be able to go to the pub until like 2 weeks from today, I really should be working on my paper instead of heading out and partying and such.

Anyways... I'm gonna go and call Vicky now to let her know I'm up...

I'm still alive
I've been so busy... well... I mean... lazy... but whatever... they all mean the same thing.

I recently got laid off from DQ... what a load of crap... but people at Vanier is very supportive and offers me more hours and such... talking about Vanier... this prep chef guy, George, asked me out.. i turned him down nicely, telling him that I have so much work to do... which I do, but I put it off for some God forsaken reason... anyways... I've been talking to Gail and she said he's a nice guy and I should give him a chance or something to that degree... and I might consider it when I'm done all the assignment stuff.. just not right now.

Last night was the most intimidated night I've felt since high school... enuff sorority girls were at my house... and I don't like girls... a few is ok... but when they all dress skimpy and all girly-girly stuff... and together... it scary... and it wasn't enjoyable... i just kept myself in my room when i got home from work, I even delayed going home by staying with Sarah at the mini-mart for an hour...

gonna go for now... i'm gonna try to update more soon...

What the FUCK?
I just got home from work, my roommate tells me that she's been using my phone... fine... I'm fine with that as long as it wasn't long distance or anything... I finally get downstairs, started to head to my room... the fucking door to my room is open with the lights on... we've been having fly problems for days... I keep my fucking door closed for a fucking reason... and then she left it fucking open... and let the fucking flies crawl over my shit and stay in my room or whatever shit it decides to do. If you're gonna fucking use my room for anything... at least put it back in its original state... in my case... lights off and door shut... FUCK?????

It's been a while!!
oh gully, where do I begin?

I had a week long (and then some) vacation at home, it was pretty good... had a lot of sushi... oh how i love sushi, and tempura, oh japanese food...

Started working again the day after I came back to Windsor, and I'm on my second day off right now... celebrated my birthday on Friday, had a BBQ, I had fun...

Good news: they demoted Olivia

Then I had to work at 10 a.m. the day after my birthday party, needless to say I didn't get very much sleep, and I had to work an hour and a half later than scheduled (5 p.m.) because they ran out of buns and I was the only one there that knew how to bake them, and I wasn't told to bake until 3 or 3:30 p.m and I had to bake 15 trays... anyways, I got home by about 7 p.m., which was the right time when Chantelle from Shinerama told me to call her and give her directions so she can pick me up for the fundraiser for the night, "Suck for a buck", a dollar for suckers, $2 for candy necklaces or glowsticks... glowsticks did really well.. candy necklaces too... I saw Clem and Mike on the street, Pete at Howl, and also Caroline there too, our last stop was Pepper's, and we were so tired that we just sat outside, where we harassed some guys to buy some suckers, then they inturn harassed us back, because Chantelle brought her friend Vanessa along and she's hot, she was wearing this nice see-through lacey shirt with a strap-less bra and low rise jeans, all the guys were checking her out, one guy bought us drinks too... oh... and when the bar was closing, we harassed a group of guys that stopped on the sidewalk to talk to the guys that were already harassing us, i told this one guy about the candy necklaces and suckers and such... he then said that if he bought a candy necklaces he wants to eat it off my neck, the fearless me said sure, he gave us $5 for the candy necklaces, i put it on my neck and he did not eat it... he was licking my neck, i'm like whatever... nothing's gonna happen... then all of a sudden, this other guy come from my right (the other guy on my left) and started trying to rip the necklace off my neck... and eventually it broke and that was the end of that...

I sure rest up on Sunday, I didn't even do dishes until today, Kath took me out for lunch, and then we went to the bank and I had her take me to shopper's across the street to get bus tickets, because I was a lazy ass and used my last one to take the bus to my house to her house... anyways, when we got out of shopper's, I saw Bryce, (I've been wondering about him ever since I saw Pete on Saturday), he was driving a red car (I blanked out for like a minute when I saw him, so I don't remember what he was driving), he was smoking, and looking like Bryce.... Kath, not knowing who it was, thought he was hot, then I told her that it was Bryce and she gave me this wink thing or whatever it is called that she does with her eyebrows...

oh, yeah... so you're probably wondering who Bryce is? He was my first... he actually liked me, but didn't do anything about it other than sleeping with me, and I think it was cuz I was being looked out for by some friends of his, he once told Kristin (my psycho ex-roommate) that he'd probably hurt me... I don't think that would have been true, it probably just wouldn't work out, that's all, he once told me that he cheated on a gf and got caught, and then continued to say that after that, he'll only do it if he was for sure that he wouldn't get caught, I'd probably dump his ass for being a retard anyways... lol...

anywho... that's all for now, i'm hella tired AGAIN... I need to get back to work mode...

I miss Vicky, she needs to come back soon...

*sigh*
It doesn't seem like anyone has visited my blog, there's like no comments, but then again, there's nothing really to comment about is there?

I'm really tired, so if there's any typos, please ignore it, like you have a choice. Anyways, it's been pretty hectic the past week, let me tell you, based on personal experiences, working almost full-time, going to school, and volunteering is very hard to work all together, I lack sleep beyond repair. Work has been fun as usual, same peoeple I can't stand, who I'm about to smack across the face with a slapstick. I started adding people to my MSN and ICQ, I've only had chances to chat with a few though.

I did Project Welcome tonight, it was fun, it reminded me of the first year I did Head Start, I saw pretty much the same people everyday for 3 weeks, and it had got to be the most fulfilling 3 weeks of my life. Tonight, when Project Welcome was finished and we were cleaning up, I announced that I miss Steve Rozic, and I do, I miss him so, then I find out that he's in Switzerland doing an exchange program, but at least I know he's going to come back soon. I also miss Kelly and Jenie Fligg(Newton) and Ryan Bode... aww... those were the days. Project Welcome also reminded me how fun volunteering was.

I skipped a year of Head Start and I miss it.

I left out the funniest thing that happened last nite... someone asked Michele whether they were allowed to burn incents in residences because candles were not allowed, Michele didn't know and wanted to ask me, she said "Teresa, can you burn residence?"... then later on, she said "you can play your tuition at...." I think she just had a long day. She's great, she drove me home last night.