Here's the story:

I was working on a paper one night, I didn't get to sleep till about 3pm the next week after handing it in and going to class and stuff... my roommate wakes me up after about 2-3 hours of sleep... tries to get me out of bed... but I just couldn't... then finally, when my roommate is calling the cab to go out... i told my roommate that i will be coming and told him to wait, a minute later, i heard the cab honk and he was gone

now, I really wanted to go, considering it was for his birthday and all... i wanted to go too cuz I have no food at home, I had a tart and 2 buns and one two-bite brownie all day yesterday, i was so tired though, my whole body was so sore...

it just really upsets me cuz although i said i wasn't going, when he was calling the cab, i actually wanted to go, i just had to change, but whatever, i don't care anymore, i can't care about someone who doesn't bother to care about me.