January 17-31, 2004

You'll be deadly sorry to know that I'll be busy for the next four-five weekends
~cries~ I hope you can put up with my Christmas layout a bit longer...I know
it's getting annoying and the graphics are icky, but for someone who has no
talent in coding layouts (aka me), I need atleast a day to work on it. I have the
layout all picked out though. It's going to be a Duo/Relena one. And I'm
sorry, I know lots of you hate that but it protrays Mamotte Ageru pretty well.

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
ORLANDO
BLOOM!

Heehee, he's 27 years old today. Great, huh? ^__^ My day started off good
with getting a compliment in a profession that I want to be in and winning a
somewhat contest and then...crap, crap, crap, and more crap. (I think Strong
Bad is starting to wear off on me ^-^;;) Gawds, what kind of life do I have? The
people who supposedly care for me? It's all bs. No one really does...not my
own family, not my "friends." The two "Questions of Life" I was wondering
about are "What do I live for?" and "Does God hate me?"

My question to "Does God hate me?" is answered...and surprisingly, it's no,
he doesn't. Cause he wouldn't have given me these two great
accomplishments...so to speak, if he did hate me. I guess it's just the people
around me. I'ma gonna move to the otherside of the world when I grow up -__-

Mood: <~~~Pissed, very.
Music: I Feel Pretyy~ Adam Sandler and Jack Nicholson
Current Obsession: Comtemplating the meaning of Life

Tsuki went on about her obsession at 20:51 on December
13, 2004.

Geez...what a crap-filled day...I mean...the first half was great. I finally spent
some time with my dad after what, two or three months? My interview at
Campbell Hall went better than my last two...which were my two top choice
schools...but you know...it's *only* a school that will determine my future. I
was being sarcastic, by the way. Something's Gotta Give is a great movie...
funny in a perverted way. Then...I came back home and it's like...realization
doomed upon me.

Homework...solar cars...ugh. I don't get this science shit. I don't like school
anymore. I only find fascination in Cooking. Gawds...three more days...

Have you ever heard of those two types of tears, joyful and sad tears? Turns
out, there's a third type too, and maybe it's leaning towards sad, but I define it
differently. Furious ones. Sometimes, you just gotta cry when you're angry. I
just realized now, most of the times I've cried (oh believe me...plenty of
times...) were out of spite and anger.

Mood: <~~~Close to furious tears
Music: You Set Me Free~ Michelle Branch
Current Obsession: I dunno...

Tsuki went on about her obsession at 19:37 on December
11, 2004.

Oh gawds...I knew today was going to be so *insert unappropriate word 'ing'
that begins with an f* bad...why, oh why do women always have these kinds
of intuitions?? The bad ones?? I knew science was going to be the worst even
though there was recycling, healthy & fit, and a quiz in everything else. I
knew Cooking was the only part I'd look forward too. Why...why oh why...

I thought I my social life was actually improving...turns out it was just as it
always was. I feel so left-out and hated...Yet, I got another offer...one that I'd
actually like to accept...but one out of the three don't want that to happen.
Does this make sense? Just know I'm *same inappropriate word* pissed.

Mood: WEREN'T YOU LISTENING WAS I SAID WAS PISSED??
GAWDS!
Music: Tamashii Kasanete~Yuuko Satou (Yoh Asakura)
Current Obsession: Tearing, ripping, and murdering inaninimate objects

Tsuki went on about her obsession at 15:33 on December
9, 2004.

Whew...I feel so relieved today...I just read Lord of the Rings, which I haven't
done for quite some time, posted in a group that I desperately needed to, and
I will be doing homework that's not due tomorrow (not all though xP). Feels
relieving to catch up on some old stuff ^-^;;

Ne...today in math class, the first half was so awesome! We talked about Lord
of the Rings: The Return of the King for 35 minutes ^-^ Hehe, many funny
parts added to this day too...it wasn't *such* a bad day after all.

Mood: <~~~Relieved of burden
Music: Damnit~Blink182
Current Obsession: "My wheelchair is faster than your's!" xD

Tsuki went on about her obsession at 21:01 on December
6, 2004.

I haven't posted for...~counts and gasps~ Three days! See how busy I was?
xP Usually, I'm lazy and slack off to post but nooo...see? See? xD I feel so
lucky...my first art trade ;_; Sankyuu so much, Fayl! Love ya lots! ~can't wait
to see the wonderful art~ Not much to say...take a look at my cool avvie that I
made for Heavens Gate.



Soo pretty...;_; Savvy? xD ~in love with Jack Sparrow and Will Turner~

Mood: <~~~Wants to draw something for Fayl
Music: What's my Age Again?~Blink182
Current Obsession: My cool Kikyou avvie ^.~

Tsuki went on about her obsession at 22:07 on December
5, 2004.

Sorry minna. Unless I miraculously finish my homework ~laughs at how
ridiculous that would be~ by tomorrow...afternoon (will NEVER happen), I
won't be able to put the new layout up this week ;_; Let's face it, I haven't
even chosen one yet (though I do have three in mind). Anyways, Huck Finn
and science definitions have gotten me all tied up. I was too busy watching
7th Heaven most of the day to do a lot x3 I'll spend probably most of
tomorrow working on the ~insert unappropriate word here~ character/event
chart for Huck Finn...luckily it won't be as hard as I assumed it to be ^.~

Hey...it's 2004 now! I can start cussing again! Woohoo! Um...I was always
cussing before than anyways ^.^;; Lol, so yeah. Check back two weeks from
now; I swear I'll get the new layout by February...I have a good reason, ok? I
have an interview next week, then I'm going to see my dad who has no
Internet access. Then the following week, I ahve another high school
interviews. Check my calender in the About section ^.^ Heh, most of the
events are birthdays, but I will work on that layout the next free slot I've got.

Mood: <~~~Frustrated with Huck Finn Character/event chart
Music: Thoia Thoing~R. Kelly
Current Obsession: My spiffy rhyme for Huck Finn...starts with a F and then
Huck ^.^ Spiffy rhyme, ne?

Tsuki went on about her obsession at 20:54 on January 2,
2004.

I swear I will get the new layout up <<;; I've been *extremely* lazy...I haven't
done homework yet either ;_; Poor me...anyways, I found something that will
make my homeworking days easier so I plan to do homework all day tomorrow
and the day after that, I'll get the new layout up ^.^

Mood: <~~~Not Orli this time...Kyou Sohma ^.^
Music: More to Life~Stacie Orrico
Current Obsession: Kyou Sohma <3 Always has to be *some* guy xD

Tsuki went on about her obsession at 00:16 on January 2,
2003.

Whoo...not January 1, 2004 just quote yet...got about three hours to go ^-^;;
But I will be puttin' up a new layout in celebration of it ^-^ I new *good*
layout heh. It'll actually fit the name of this website for the second time ever
lol. Mamotte Ageru, for those of you who don't read teh about section, means
"I'll protect you." And I've picked three layouts to choose in between for my
new layout that fits that phrase. Good night to all, and have a great New
Year's eve and eventually, New Year's! I'ma off to seek Orli to kiss when it
strikes 12:00 PM ^-^

Mood: <~~~Determined to find Orli
Music: The Boys of the Summer~The Ataris
Current Obsession: Finding Orli (sounds like Finding Nemo XD)

Tsuki went on about her obsession at (three hours
before) 24:25 on January 1, 2004.