I talked to shiva, about a week ago, and we sorted things out. She listened and agreed and apologized. So Amir (one of my guy friends) called and invited us to a beach party at spanish banks. So I called her and let her know. And she said she'll come. I got back home from work around 10, and then I called her and she wasnt home. Tell you the truth. I had a feeling she wouldnt call, plus she's been doing this ignorant thing for so long, I really wasnt surprised.
Anyway, Amir called again and asked me to come, and I really wanted to get out of this house. So I said OK, and drove up there. I got there around 11 and I was waiting there with a bunch of other girls, waiting for amir to come and take them to the spot everyone else was. Then I saw this girl.. I remembered her from Amir's party, exteremly hot body. Calm attractive face. Very classy. I rmemebered her name and we started talking. 5 minutes later amir and Arash ( his friend who i'm really attracted to ) came and took us to the spot. There was fire, house music and about 20 ppl. Me and her ( say her name is nicky) started talking. She's going to sfu and she's a good friend of amir. I think she liked amir too; although i was alittle bit jelouse, I didnt mind it. Despite the obious hit ons and his efforts to hook up, I am not physically attracted to him. But then again, he's got an awesome personality. Still I would never see me and him going out . I've thought alot about it, cause he's been trying so hard and he's from a good family etc. I just cant do it. anyways.. i was off subject for a second there...
me and her talked to Amir, then amir left to pick up his other friends. So we got some time to talk. That was a girl , I really wanted to be friends with. She was very mature and open minded. Not like the other persian stock ups. totally my type. We were hanging out the whole night.
Everyone was high that night. I didnt smoke up tho. Didnt feel like it. But at around 2am, this guy passed a joint around and i had a couple puffs. AND THERE WE GO...... it was so good. For the first time, I was not paranoid in that crowd. I just laid my head back and enjoyed the music. Then the guy who passed the joint around ( he was asking me if i want to smoke up the whole night and i said " maybe, ill let you know. But he wouldnt let go) came and sat beside me. trying to hit on me and get to know me. I was so high , I wasnt even into talking to anyone.. just wanted to enjoy myself. I opened my eyes and saw Amir and Nicky talking on the other side. i think they were talking about 20 minutes and she wouldnt let go , and I really wanted to get rid of the guy who was hitting on me. So i told amir and nicky to come sit beside me. Amir came, but nicky went to talk to another guy. as soon as amir came , the guy left. I guess he knew Amir liked me. We just talked for a little bit, I dont remember what we said. But i laid my head back again and listened to the music, going deeper deeper into my soul. Then he woke me and told me not to sleep. He told me to put my head on his shoulder ( and i did so, cause when i'm high I do whatever the person tells me , I cant make decisions), and he put his head on my too. I didnt feel comfortable but I was so gone, I couldnt do anything about it.
around 4, nicky came and said she's hungry and wants some thing to eat. so everyone got up and we left. We drove to wendy's but it had already closed at 4am. Amir was in my car, so he got out and wanted to say goodbye. He saw nicky in the car right beside me. So he coldly said 'bye' and didnt even give me a hug! I really didnt mind it that much. Cause he's a guy, and damn! even I was attracted to Nicky. What's a poor guy to do in this situation? hehe.
I'm really not the jelouse type. Sometimes I wonder why...
Anyways... me and nicky drove to west van ( found out she was living in west van too ) so when we got there. I just rolled the window down to say goodbye. She was on the phone with someone! at 5am! wonder who it was :) . She said she's get my number from Amir and would give me a call.
Well i'm sure she wont. Cause it's wierd. I wouldnt get her nubmer from amir, why would she? plus we just met that night and we could have exchanged numbers if we wanted to. I'm sure i'll get it next time I meet her.
She would be such a goodfriend. specially in this time, when i've totally left shiva and have no interest takling to her . and I'm lacking girlfriends.
so we'll see :)