Jade's babble spot
Well...what can I say? How can I sum up my life in one small area? I have so many aspirations and dreams,with an equal amount of fears. Where should I start? Maybe with the basics:
My name is Jade.
Being born on March 10,1984, I am a Pisces(the daydreamer)!
I've grown up living with only my mother. The last time my father saw me was on my first birthday! The last contact I had with him was just after I turned 18. I have four half sisters, but I've only met two (but I think the world of them). I guess the situation hurts a bit. I try to be strong, but I'm only fooling myself. In reality it hurts like crazy at times.
I went to boarding school in Bathurst and both loved and hated it. I never realised how much I would miss it and my friends there. I finished in 2001, and since then I've spent six weeks at uni, and then I've been working in a bakery/factory and a video store. But pretty soon I'm packing it in and starting a course in make-up artistry, something I've wanted on and off for years!!
To look at I'm very average,with mousy brown hair, bluey-green eyes, and freckles.
I can often be such a loud mouth, always saying things at the most inappropriate times. I'm emotional, super-sensitive and I always find something to cry about! I loathe myself and my life sometimes, and other times I wouldn't change a bit of myself, my life, or my past..after all they have made me who I am and who I'll become.
Many people don't understand me, but I don't think I expect them to any more. If people can't accept me (all of me) and care about me for who I am, then they're really not worth it, and it's only know I'm realising it! I know that sometimes when people look at me they're fooled, there is so much they don't see. Some people take the time to find out who I really am and others don't. These days I don't care. I'm Jade,like it or not!!
I always dream of a perfect existence,of being one hundred per cent happy. Maybe it doesn't exist, but I'm sure going to give it my best shot!!
Jade's to-do list
- Trust
- Be honest
- Get over it!
A place you should never go to...
Never let yourself get sucked into this chatroom....
