Today is the first of the New Year. I am starting my New Year wright. My ?girlfriend? has effectively broken up with me. Now if you have been reading my blog you would know that, I'm also married.

I feel confident that she wanted to break it off several weeks ago. She just did not have the gumption to do it. What is it with women thinking they are going to put a guy over the edge because she no longer wants to be with him? I do love her but I am old enough and experienced enough to know that if someone does not want to be with you there is nothing you can do about it. If in the future this changes great. For now though I just have more free time.

Moving on. I sent a snail mail letter to an ex girlfriend the other day. She happens to be the one person that I have ever truly loved. Now I saw her about a year ago and I should have had the guts to ask her for her phone number. I am not sure what I want from her. For now I just want to catch up with her and find out whats been going on for the last ten years. God I'm nervous how is she going to react to my letter. She may even have a boy friend. We will see.

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