Christmas day and I cannot get over how complacent I am about the holiday. To me its just another day off. I actually went into work for an hour today. Ya what ever.
I'm getting along a lot better with my ?girlfriend? has a matter of fact we will probably go out tonight. My wife took off to go to her family's get together. She did not even ask if I wanted to go. Not that I would want to go I certainly would not. That just goes to show you how screwed up our relationship is.
I cannot wait to go out tonight. I'm getting laid! Ya like I said, I'm just going along for the ride. To hell with all the emotional crap. If everything works out in the future great, if not well at least I had some fun. To be serious, I have to believe that she probably is thinking the same way.
By the way she did get back to me about my poem. She liked it, but I don't think she was in love with it. I also think she thought it was more humerus then heart felt.
Me!
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