Just so everyone knows I'm having an affair. I have been cheating on my wife for the last year with someone I care very deeply for. Prior to this relationship I have had a few one night stands and one steady ?casual relationship? with someone whom I do not care for except has a friend.
Here is the scoop. I don't feel has though my wife loves or truly cares for me. She just goes through life hoping that nothing changes. She seems to be happy that someone is taking care of her and she does not have to worry about supporting herself. I don't think she truly loves me. As a mater of fact I also don't think she likes me very much either. Who could blame her.
She is very understanding and always lets me do has I please. Whether this means going out or buying something expensive and unnecessary. She does not argue with me about much if anything. Like I said she is just happy that the pressure of running the household finances falls on me and not her.
I am kind of a home body I don't drink or smoke so there is no reason for me to go out carousing. I go out to be with my girlfriend/mistress. If I was not in another relationship I would spend every night at home. Most of my time would be spent reading or writing. How can she not know that something is going on?