I heard from one that life goes on even through the darkest storm that comes swirling your way. Many have said that Life is just a dream, one that brings forth new moments, new hopes and new memories for us to keep in the afterlife, what they call the real life. I prefer to think that no one have ever experienced it and its all bull crap. Yeah it is. I'm starting to believe im into satanic believings, im growing more and more outta what im supposed to grow into. This sucks. I seem to turn more to blogging than actually facing life. Suck suck suck.

As a whole, today seems like a whole new sucky day. I don't know why, I got new stuff to look forward, sure, but thats a everyday thingy. Yeah, i climbed outta bed, walked into the toilet, washed my face, brushed my teeth, dragged myself to school to take the damned books, for the damn holidays the damn sars (some lung disease, pretty lethal). I was supposed to meet her there. I guess i tagged along with her friends to this mall in the wee hours. Sure, i did cracked my usual jokes. Lame. They visited my house anyways, and i met this bastard below my house that started laying his fucking hands on me. what the fuck. He thinks hes some badass or somefink. Ways, he backed off. Gotta give credit to my neighbour for that. The bus came and the adventure pretty ended after that. I slacked at home, and went out a while after that, went to this place with my friends and wasted some money on these new game machines. I think i am addicted, yes i am, nanana. Went home ard 7 in the night and took my dinner and the messages came, pretty moody. That's probably my adventure today. Life sucks. Hey Ivan, u should be seeing this, you aint alone.