i'm in love with a guy that doesn't love me back. i'm worried. i'm so tired of feeling this pain, would someone help me? i'm seriously serious. i need help. no one helps me. >_<

I've been up to my ass for these days of comformatisim or whatever you must call it. i guess i'm tooo lazy to think about anything else. he's my life right now and i cannot help but think about it. i dont want to, i swear to gosh, but then it just happenes. and i hate it. i wish i never even started liking him or thinking he's cute. i guess it's all my fucking fault. my effing life sucks.

June 20, 2004

New Haircut

[Hopping with one foot]


[Love me not]


[On the phone.. jerk!]


[My solitary]

June 31, 2004

It's almost July. I'm probably not going to do anything on the fourth of July, but it's okay. Or maybe, I'm going to my uncle's house warming party/bbq. He moved, once again. =/

Well, whatever. I've been really lonely and shit! I hate feeling this way. I mean, I need a boyfriend. I've never had one before. I mean, A REAL ONE! Even Eldrine and Mariam has boyfriends. Even though Eldrine doesn't want to go out with him, at least he likes her! And Mariam, she.. her guy is an online thing. I believe that it sucks for her to be acting like this, but hey, it's her choice, correct? Yeah.

Damn. I pierced my ears! =)I'll put the pictures!

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