:: Journal Entry 041404:21.41
At home.. bein' bored.. missing Tarryn.. listening to Untouchables.. I'm running out of money and I don't know if I can still keep it all the way until Tarryn's b-day LoL. Oh well.. I'll find a way. Made new friends today.. YAY! One, OJ.. my ex Steph's ex.. yea LoL. He was threatening to kill me before but now it's cool. And second Hilary.. we were friends before but we're closer now. Yea.. Hilary, you're fucking cool and we have a shitload in common LoL. Good luck with the Mikey thing.. and if you fail, remember your backup o.O. Yea anyway.. new inside jokes with ACiD.. I'm too lazy to update the page though.. but this is it:
Me: sounds legit..
ACiD: u a ***** now?
ACiD: lmao
Me: legit isn't a ***** word u dumbass
Me: lmao
ACiD: but alot of *****s say it..
ACiD: lmao
Me: ....sounds legit
:: repeat convo over and over again::
LMAO, yeah, it's stupid, but it's funny to us. LoL. Tawyn and I got a new inside joke too! hehehe... I don't know if I can say it though.. but it's gotta do with Skittles.. =). I'm doin' homework right now.. it's been sittin' here for an hour.. untouched. LoL. I'll do it later.. eventually. Actually I'll do it right now.. so I'll be goin'. (I updated shoutouts a little.. andI'll be adding some GIFs to ACiDjokes tomorrow)
Things In Mind: Tarryn;
Current Song(s): Limp Bizkit - Eat You Alive; Stacie Orrico - Security; Busdriver - Imaginary Places;
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Bored
:: Journal Entry 041204:16.23
I just woke up like an hour ago(3:15).. gah! I slept at like 4 last night 'cuz I couldn't sleep.. couldn't stop thinking about Tarryn LoL. I haven't talked to her in so long.. I really miss her. School starts again tomorrow.. I really wanna do good this last 6 weeks. It sucks 'cuz Tarryn and I can't kiss at school anymore.. can't even fuckin' hug LoL. Ok that's all I gotta say..
Things In Mind: Tarryn;
Current Song(s): Slipknot - Pulse Of The Maggots; Slipknot - My Plague;
Feeling/Mood: In Love;
:: Journal Entry 040804:21.32
*sigh* I'm bored. On the phone with Tarryn right now.. we're not even talking, she's just dealing with skylar LoL. Doesn't matter, I just love hearing her voice. Spring break's been aight.. went out with Tarryn some days (ooohhhh yeeeaaa LoL). Went to Pat's house and um.. played bass.. then he elbowed my crotch. Went to Cherry Creek Mall twice and "watched" movies. Saw Steph there.. reminded me of alot of.. stuff. My fam's trying to get involved with my love life and it's really annoying, but it's all good. I'm really serious bout this relationship.. if it were someone else I would've dumped her already 'cuz my fam was gettin involved. Yea, I really love Tarryn.. hope we're together forever. Anyways, I'm bored as fuck. Check this out:
A few seconds engaged with an aggressive driver could change your life, or the lives of the loved ones riding with you, forever.
-Colorado Driver Handbook
AWWWW, ain't that sweet? So much loving and care from the Colorado Driver's Handbook, haha. Got my $ today.. gave some to my mom for my bank thingy, and bought din din for the fam LoL. and I'm stuck with 160.. FUCK I'm broke again LoL. Yea I don't know what else to put so sowy. Peace out..
Things In Mind: Tarryn;
Current Song(s): Slipknot - Metabolic; Black Eyed Peas - The Apl Song; Xzibit - Paparazzi; A Perfect Circle - Judith;
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Bored;
:: Journal Entry 020504:21.30
I'm at skool, the only place I ever have time or the mood to update this thing. I've updated the ACiDjokes, and I've added the Shoutoutz. I'll be updating that later today. Life's been great, 'cuz I have Tarryn. It's our 3 month anniversary today, it's fucking cool. I really love her and we're never gonna break up, unless she dumps me LoL. I'm doing my survey thing about my looks, so far I'm cute LoL. Yea I gotta go now, 'cuz the bell rang. Fuck I'm gonna be late for class LoL.
Things In Mind: Tarryn;
Current Song(s): Ill Nino - Unframed; Marilyn Manson - The New Shit;
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Bored
:: Journal Entry 022304:9.33
I'm at school right now.. I'm tired and sleepy in the library. It's quiet and calm with the calm sunlight in and I'm listening to 40 Below Summer. This is the shit. I'm thinking of what I should add to this blog. I'm gonna change the links on the side because you can barely see the text. The ACiDjokes is cool so you should check it out. I'm gonna put a Tagboard too, and I'm just gona sign up for Tag-Board.com and steal the JS so I have more control of it. If you have anything ya wanna see on this blog then you should email me(
d3fi4nt.lyRix) to let me know. That's it.. peace.
Things In Mind: Tarryn; School is cool;
Current Song(s): Korn - Twist/Chi; 40 Below Summer - Fuck Everyone;
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Calm and Relaxed;
:: Journal Entry 022204:4.15
I just updated the info page with alot of stuff.. make sure you check it out.
Things In Mind: Tarryn;
Current Song(s): Korn - Twist/Chi
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Bored; Sleepy
:: Journal Entry 021704:20.52
I'm cold, I'm ugly / I'm always confused bout everything / I can stare into a thousand eyes / But every smile holds a bold faced lie / GOD what the fuck is wrong? / You act like you knew it all along / Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing / All I ever wanted out of you is something you could never be / Now take a real good look at what you've fucking done to me / What the hell did I do to deserve all of this?-Slipknot
Yea shit, I like the song ok? LoL, haven't really updated in awhile but ok. The whole FLING(cutest freshmen couple) is going quite well.. I still love Tarryn... always have, always will. I lost my popcorn from Veronica tho.. damn. LoL. I've been into nbtstat NetBIOS based exploiting(hacking) for awhile.. I've hacked Iraq.org and skyiinet.net so far.. it's pretty simple. I need a brute force cracker like wwwhack but that's been down for awhile now lol. Anyways my mom's still bitching at me.. non-stop since the day I was born.. my aunt bitched at me for browsing the net on their comp.. i dont know why but theyre paranoid of cookie pests. I miss Tarryn... it's our 2 months anniversary tomorrow so congratulate us! now! Today was boring.. I just stayed home and did chores, installed things.. browsed through the net.. cracked.. hacked.. HTML.. JS.. computer stuff. basically ive been on my ass all day. pat and I made 3 inside jokes today.. like always. I think we have about a hundred now..
Me: Dude, look at this hedgehog, it's got a moehawk!
Pat: WHERE!?!
Me: NO you dumbass, on the V-day card!
Pat: Oh.. ::laughs all demonic::
Me: ::laughs at patrick's stupid demonic laugh::
Josh: Who cares? I HATE YOU BEAR!!!
Pat: ::Farts:: Did you hear that frog??
YEAHH............. syk lol. if you're not patrick or micheal then it wasn't funny to you. I'm getting into techno! AAHH SHIT! ...prodigy is dope tho, from the hackers movie, so shutup. LoL.
Things In Mind: I miss POPCORN; Tarryn; NetBIOS based WinExploit
Current Song(s): Prodigy - One Love; Trapt - Echo; Trapt - The Game
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Bored
:: Journal Entry 020504:21.30
Okay Veronica.. I'm writing my entry 'cuz you told me to.. happy now? LoL. Got tha Twista CD [Kamikaze] yesterday, it's pretty dope.. go out and buy it.. NOW BITCH! That pact shit I had with Pat is goin' great.. 5 As and 2 Bs.. my grades are cool, 'cuz I stay in skool. yeeeahhh.. anyways I'm excited for the dance on Sat., even though I was really supposed to go to the dance at TJ with Steph.. but it's all good. I hate my bro for fuckin' up his life, fuckin' up my life, fuckin' up everyone else's life. I'm broke like a joke and I don't have anyone to turn to anymore, since he got fired. Bitch. All in all, I had a pretty bad day. I went from 34 dollars to 7 dollars, and I got anally raped in basketball, and I had to apologize for it. I waited for the bus for about an hour today, 55 minutes to be exact, outside, freezing my ass off, and when the bus came, it was totally full.. like there were people hanging on the sides 'cuz it was so full, so I just fuckin' walked. I ended up riding the bus that came after that and I saw Sara *oh god* and we hung out for awhile. Um... yeah I don't have anything else to say about my boring fucking life. Go away and come back tomorrow if ya wanna read more, I know you do. [dude, probably nobody else is reading this but you veronica lol]
Things In Mind: I wanna get some popcorn *wink wink*; We live, we die, so what's the point?; Tarryn; Jess; Veronica...YES YOU.
Current Song(s): Twista - Slo Jamz
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Bored
:: Journal Entry 020104:14.32
awwww shiet my new and ORIGINAL layout for my weblog.. props to cj fo the idea and "letting" me jack this background image.. which by the way i hav to giv credit to whoever made it.. lol i kinda tweaked it a lil aight? got a problem? lol..
Things In Mind: I look good in a suit LoL; Tarryn
Current Song(s): Parokya Ni Edgar - Harana
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Paranoid; Insomnia!!!; Boredom; Creativity through HTML
:: Journal Entry 011004:1.43
Days have been cool.. I realize that I really love Tarryn.. I'm trying to create a code to take all these ads off.. if ya know it, please tell me. I figure I could put (noembeded)(xml) around the body to make it just text.. and put (!--- on it as well so it doesn't show, but the problem is the body codes don't work, so I have to find a CSS to put in a background image.. Anyways I'm sittin here feelin' sad and happy at the same time.. my mom hates the fuck outta me, Pat's friends probably do as well.. actually Jess is trying to apologize to me as I'm writing this entry.. I'm not responding though, I just might fuck it up anyways. I just keep fuckin' up on [accident] and I just don't know what the fuck to do.. On the good side.. I'm lovin' how the serotonin and dopamine are being released in my brain 'cuz I'm in love.. lol. My mom took my CDs and my internet privilages so I'm not even supposed to be on the comp, but I am anyways. I miss Stone Sour dammit! lol. My brother bought Max Payne 2 for PS2, I haven't tried it but it looks cool.. I FINALLY got Tarryn's number but I forgot the last digit.. I think its either 2 or 5 lol. I'm adding a new "feature" thing to this weblog and it's the [expression] shit, basically it's just lyrics off of a song or something that would best describe my day.. and today it's... By Myself by Linkin Park (there's 3 versions of the song and they all have the same lyrix, but just for the record I'm listening to the Marilyn Manson Remix).
Current Song: Stone Sour - Monolith
Feeling/Mood: In Love; Hated
Things In Mind: Tarryn; [sheep fucker?? wtf is that]