Monday, June 22
hey, only 2 days school and then i will go swimming. *puts all her friends into a bag and drives to a lake* i love swimming, it feels a little bit like flying. but first i have to buy a new bikini or tankini because my old one is really ugly and too wide. so i have to go shopping at wednesday or friday. i bought the new "neon genesis evangelion 7" !!! and today i visiting my boyfriend and ...learn maths *augenverdeh * ausserdem hab ich riesigen hunger, also lasst uns jetzt endlich frühstücken!!!!

Monday, June 16
i went dancing yesterday. Never noticed how much i missed it.will have my next lessons on saturday and i'm really looking forward. holidays finished so i had to go to school today. it was ok and i couldn't stopped grinning evil, when i saw the girl hate the most, growing very fat (i know, i'm bad, but....hehehehehe). last days of holidays weren't so cool. this had nothing to do with the people, but with me. i fell a little depressive, can't enjoy, can't relax, i always have the strange feeling that i'm not alowed to have fun. i don't like seeing myself in this mood. hell, whats going on with me?

Saturday,June 14
yesterday it was friday 13th. And there was a full moon.....so i was really happy and jumped around. i love all fridays13th because i always write good tests and stuff like this .and when the moon is fulll i turn into.....a very active girl *g* !!! i also watched this cute little werewolfmovie at my boyfriends house. but i had to leave at eleven and so i couldn't see the end. It was named "Ginger Snaps". Anybody know it? well´, i'm not afraid of ghosts and vampires and stuff like that.thats cool. But I'm afraid of crazy people breaking into my house and kill my whole family and me.So, when this happens the you can say:"She knew it. But she couldnt leave the house because of this person ,who gave her a layout to motivate her and who also insulted her one day after,that she hadn't blogged." Yes,YOU!I'm talking at you, you little controll freak! ahm.....thank you for the layout.

today i will go to arashi and she will show me how to do layouts with adobe photoshop 7. hope she is good mooded today.

So, jetzt hab ich gebloggt, sogar richtig viel,jetzt hast du keinen Grund mehr ,dich zu beschweren!!!!!.

Thursday, June 12
I am soooooooo sorry for not blogging in such a long time O_o But he, I'm back again ^_^ And I decided to blog veeeeeeery often now, umm lets say every 2nd or 3rd day, hmkay?!
Anyway, have you noticed this awesome, cute, new layout?! Ze amazing Arashi made it for me! She is such a great, kind, wonderful person, I wish I were like her!

Buwahahahaha! Yes! It's Arashi who's writing all this stuff instead of the damn lazy girl owning this blog XD I'm controlling her! I took over everything she has! Mauahahahaha! I'm almighty!
*lol* I'm so pathetic to write all this crap about me.... neways: hey girl! You got your new layout *waves* Move your lazy ass to the computer and get bloggin'!
Ah well, bye now ^_^;

Tuesday, Mai 6
HI everybody, I'm back again.....didn't blogged for such a long time. but i had holidays and had so many things to do: lying in the sun, eating, drinking, partying, dancing, singing, kissing, running, jumping, laughing....... so much to do. today the theatergroup meets.i missed it so much. but the new members will come next week so i can spend a little time with my "old" members. I'm feeling pretty happy at the moment. i love my life....*sings and dances*. ok, if something exciting hapens, i gonna tell you.

Tuesday, April 15
HOLIDAYS!!!! YIHAAAAAA!!! and it's so sunny! i love sunshine. it gives me this warm feeling ( mwahahaha.....ha?). put today my mum will take me to one of this big furniture stores to look after a bed or something else.oh and faye has got a new cute Layout. oh my blogging is so confusing today.bur my little brother is nerving me the whole time long: " i want to play computer! you played 2 minutes too long!" ah, my life. always the same.nerving brothers and no time on in frnt of the computer because of this little brothers ;)ahm...bye

Tuesday, April 8
hi everybody! wrote an englishtest today! Fuck! "explain the difference between report and feature story....blah,blah". just wrote shit. don't matter. life is more then school.just three days and then....HOLIDAYS!!!YIHAAAA! too much school in the last time.
today at school we saw a video a few boys of our class made. it was about our trip to worms.mwahaha..... they showed how a few guys went into a shop and they tried girls clothes.0.0 really hot...they also interviewed afew people and they wanted to give some coathangers (don't know where they found or stole it) to people they don't know. they said the coathangers would be a symbol for peace.*laughs* really strange guys....

Saturday, April 5
hi und hallo! Ich hab mir eben n paar seiten angeschaut und hatte plötzlich tierische lust auf deutsch zu bloggen.das mit englisch is immer so anstrengend und man muss so viel denken ;).Heute werd ich mich mal dazu aufraffen, bk zu machen.ich muss ein INDIANISCHS mandala malenerklären und eine fumage machen, was soviel heißt wie: wellpappe anbrennen.*seufz*aber irgendwer muss es ja machen.
heute abend geh ich auf den abschlussball vom jacob. das wird bestimmt voll lustig, weil der total nervös sein wird und ich werd in dann noch ordentlich verunsichern *sadistischesgrinsen*. na dann, ich werd mal jetzt ein bisschen zündeln .....

Thursday, April 3
hi,hi,hi! NeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEW LAYOUT!!!!!! look at this! isn't it cool? isn't it different? Arashi gave it to me. the picture is from deviantART. i like this one very much. it's so mysterious!i like it, i like it... *jumps around*

my class went to a trip to worms to see the nibelungs museum (nibelungs-saga.... all this stuff with siegfried and the dragon*blah*). the first part was really cool. it was a very modern m,useum with audio/video-stuff. after this we went to mc donalds, where our boys tried to be kicked out. but they didn't suceed*g*.when we went home by bus we talked about all the stupid things we did in primary school.like all the gans.... and the stupid games. very nice tooo remember.
those were the days , my friend..........!!
i gonna take a shower and wash my hair

Tuesday, March 25
hi, I'm back again. i was ill(until yesterday)and this was my first day at school.nothing changed.

but one thing i want to say: this war is shit!
theres no reason for it and bush just does this to do like his daddy (and maybe to get oil), but never to free the people of the irak.he don't frees them, he bombs them!!! how stupid kann this§5%&$${#=&%§8#*# be? I'm sure everybody watched oscar and this guy from "bowling for columbine" went there, took his oscar and screamed :" we are all against this war. shame on you, mister bush, shame on you......". while he was talking, they took away his mikrophone and they started the music, but everybody had heard him. this was great. all the others just told how much they love their country and....blah. but the guy who got the oscar for best actor told to pray for a peaceful solution. but now its too late. this stupid #§´27%& who callls himself a president *laughs*. why couldn't they pay somebody to shot saddam, if they wanted to see him dead. the american government was also able to fake the voting, to shot his own president (kennedy- great man!) so why not saddam?
ok ok, i don't know enough of this things but i know, but i don't think that such things like war should happen, if they are avoidable. it was avoidable. it was.....!!

Sunday, March 16
hi, hi and hi!the day before yesterday the whole acting group went to see "Romeo and Juliet", played by canadian students. it was great. they spoke this old shakespeare-english and i didn't understand that much, but i understood enough. after this we went to the mathaisemarkt and it was fun. we danced and sang the whole time. it was really cool. Yesterday i had dancing lessons and one of the guys nerved me all the time. he is funny and i like him but he is so.....he's going on my nerves. *attackshim*.
i have to go to my grandmother's birthdayparty o_O.she is ok, but she always wants me to play with my little cousins.they are ok, too. but i can't play all the time. everything is shit!!

Thursday, March 13
school sucks.i got a bad grade and i'm soooo depressed....ok, not "sooo", but a little bit i am. should have learned more. Lazy thing *punchsherself*.fuck, that hurts;). got nothing to do today.look at this:

[a] - age:: 16
[b] - best friends:: Alex, Caro, Corinna...
[c] - choice of meat:: meat? ok
[e] - exciting adventure:: my whole life is an exciting adventure...o_O
[f] - favorite food:: ice cream
[g] - greatest accomplishment:: still trying
[h] - happiest day of your life:: first been kissed...maybe
[i] - interests:: dancing, reading, music, friends...etc
[k] - kool-aid:: ???

[l] - love:: all you need is love *singing*
[m] - most valued:: all the people i love
[n] - name:: my name? -marina
[o] - outfit you love:: long jeans skirt and black top
[p] - pizza toppings:: cheese, basilico, oregano, "thunfisch"(i don't know in english), no mushrooms
[q] - question asked to you the most:: tss, don't know. Maybe "how old are you?"
[r] - radio station:: swr3
[s] - sport:: biathlon or dancing
[t] - television show:: the osbournes, sex and the city, jackass, friends, simpsons....
[u] - your favourite song:: today: die ärzte - wie es geht
[v] - video: A Knight's Tale
[w] - winter: don't like it
[x] - xylophone: no, no, no
[y] - year born: 1986
[z] - zodiac sign: Taurus

your favorite myth:: my own ;p
your favorite god:: seth
your favorite body part:: face
your favorite author:: Matt Ruff, Noah Gordon
your favorite obsession:: demon
your favorite number:: 13, 42
your favorite excuse:: "I slept."
your favorite emotion:: happiness, in love
your favorite drug: Alcohol
your favorite drink:: Sex on the beach
your favorite place:: my boyfriend's bed *ggg*
your favorite unattainable object:: talent
your favorite regret:: loosing my friends, loosing my boyfriend
your favorite thing to hate:: my shyness
your favorite paranoia:: "nobody likes me."
your favorite way to die:: jump off one of this great rocks in meteora
your favorite insecurity:: there are too much
your new favorite favorite:: ???
your favorite frustration: Can't do anything right.

huh, hope that helps you to know be better*g*.

Wednesday, March 12th
hi, i'm back again from school. we played volleyball. first, it was very boring(all those "how- to-hold-a-volleyball"-stuff). but then we had a little match and it was fun!I'm not that good at vollleyball, but it's nice. today I'm visiting Corinna and she 'll help me to put more and more confusing and senseless stuff on this homepage.JUHU!!!*cheers*.

Monday,March 10th
this is my new homepage! hope you like it. i got this layout from arashi. so i gonna write a little bit about myself and phone arashi all the time, to ask stupid newbie questions.but i also have to learn for the french test tomorrow.......ARRGH!!!!

i'm back again!!! i learned for this f***ing frenchtest and worked a little bit at my homepage. so i'm trying(with a little help of arashi *g*) to get a commenting system at my homepage.
uhh, i'm so ill. i will go to bed very early.ok, bye