Starting Time:2.24am
hmmm.. oso dunno why i'm still not sleeping at this hour.. hi all, it's actually 2.24am when i'm writing this blog.. juz can't sleep tonite, maybe becos of wat happen yest.. dun wan to mention wat happen yest, it's over and everything's okay oredi..
Actually had alot of thoughts again for everythings tat are happening ard me.. Change of job, School ending, tat "issue" yest etc etc..
Juz tis thought tat came to my mind, does anyone really care abt how am i goin on and how i feel? Of Coz i knw all my frens care and concern for me, tat's for sure but i'm talkin abt concern when i'm not the one sayin or tellin them.. as much as i can, when i meet up or call them, i will sincerely ask abt hw they are and willing to be a listenin ear for them when they need me.. sometimes an sms i will send to encourage ppl i knw goin thru things in life.. but juz felt tat when nw i need encouragement, i found none givin me, maybe no one knw tat or they dun tink i may feel down cos i'm always happy.. anyway, i'm human afterall..
of coz it's enough to have God as my encouragement but God has said tat we gonna share each other burden, tink i have being sharing ppl's burden, neglecting tat i need ppl to share my burden as well.. of coz everythin wif me is ok and alrite but juz felt tat everyone needs ppl's encouragement and i do too..
remembering e last encouragement ppl gimme was from someone who is not very close to me.. juz a normal fren..
Genuine frens will always tink of his/her frens comfort, concern more than his/her own.. "Be there".. tat's wat Jesus did, He's there being cruxified to be redeemer for mankind, He's there being tempted by Satan to show us tat we can do tat and be like Him as well.. He's there asking Peter whether do Peter love Him to show tat we are to forgive others and be like HIm as well..
haha.. tink maybe i'm askin too much from frenship or am i?.. ..
Anyway, i knw God has brought me thru so much and i knw He will bring me thru even more.. knwin e Word is good but living e Word is more impt..
Gonna be a man tat's living thru e Word..
Ending Time:3.28am