Information Desk

Name: Jane Nguyen

Age: 16 

DOB: 02/05/1987

Location: Tracy, CA

Siblings: Two sisters, ages 18, 14-ish

Adorations: puppies, babies, children, my sisters, working out (amazing huh?), clothes, Vogue and Harpers Bazaar Magazines, designing, sewing, and the style network hehe

Disgust at: control, abortions, beatings, marriage (yes I shunned at marriage), two faced

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Purification of a Tormented Soul

Date: 06/03/03

Time: 4:44 pm

Well I have restarted my blog once again.... when will I change it again I do not know haha. Well my day when pretty well. I am stopping my job hunt. Too many people needs jobs.... and there won't be a very very good chance that I'll get one. So yeah. I am going to or probably will start an online business. Yes I have a entrepreneur spirit........or as my friend said I should be called a furor..... something that means dictator haha. Hey what can I say...... I like things my way. haha. But yeah.... I'm going to sell clothes.... not make them.... sell them. haha. I like clothes I make to be with me, not sold. But yeah..... I need some stuff anyways. Like a overlock machine, I have my aunt's but she probably going to take it back. It all broken now because the needle broke and now I don't know how to fix it. Overlock machines are a lot different then sewing machines.... then need there own needles. Psh. haha. so yeah, I'm going to buy my own. I might ask my mommy to buy it for me...... but that a dead lock. haha. My grandma has one but it really weird. haha. ....... i'm soo bored! haha. Well i'm here looking at sports camps to go to. I have a water polo camp, maybe two or more (depends on my parents or me when I get my money), a volleyball camp down. haha. I need to be active in sports and stuff. haha. I want to do more though. But no car. haha. Eh, I'll do more in the summer. haha. Anyways, I g2g. Bye bye!

Date: 06/04/03

Time: 4:52 pm

Well once again, I'm pretty much bored out of my mind. There nothing to do. Oh yeah, I'm getting my hard drive fix! haha. It's 20 GB which is a lot. So once I get it fix I'm going to take out my 10 GB on this comp and replace it with the 20 GB. Yes yes..... I am a nerd. haha. Naw, I can do a lot of different things..... I just never say anything about it. I don't like to make myself look superior you know?  Not my style. haha. Plus the thought of someone knowing a lot of things about me creeps me out. haha. Anyways....  8 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!! haha.

Date: 06/08/03

Time: 9:11 pm

I hate this town..... haha. I swear after I get my degrees I'm out of here. I don't know, too many dramas are coming towards me and I don't want it no more. I swear I'm getting out of this state. I have too many family members here. haha. Yeah I don't like my family very much. Expect my grandma, aunt, and uncle on my dad's side, they helped my mom take care of me and my sisters when my dad was always at work. Hmmm..... we got finals. Then school ends this week and then this Saturday I got to go to my sister's graduation. haha. Then hide in my room while they have a party downstairs. I don't like the present of family here. Just don't. haha. Well, my weekend sucked ass. I would have been in an cheery mood, but too much happened. This happened and that happened, couldn't take it anymore so guess what I did? I cried. Wow. After all these years I still have the ability to cry. Sorry, I'm not much of a crying person. I let things eat me up inside, pretend nothing happened and go on. Nice huh? Hey I got past 11 years of my life doing this so it working for me. I don't like talking about my past or what I'm feeling much. It's been always used against me. So I keep quiet, unless you tick me off. Then I'll say something. And depending on who it is, it'll be more frequent. haha. Yeah, I don't always keep quiet. Well anyways, I got a shit load of notes to do. So yeah. Later.

Date: 06/11/03

Time: 3:09 pm

hm...... Well it finals week. The first two days are easy classes, tomorrow going to be a pain in the ass. Math and Science. Wow. haha. My two hardest class for tomorrow. So yeah, I got to get cracking on the books. haha. Maybe later though. haha. My mommy's did my nails for my sister's graduation. She graduating High School and I'm still here. ..............that jacked. haha. Anyways, I went to go get my jacket (lettermen) fix. Nothing wrong with it. I went to go get the Community Service W sewn onto it. Nothing big. I'm still deciding to get the back done or not. If I do it 250 bucks extra........ and yeah since I have no job I can't afford that kinda thing. haha. Well maybe next time.........or I'll just get money from my account. I should be looking for a job, but um I don't' know. Maybe when Summer school starts me and my friend John will probably going to go to downtown and look around. Oh yeah.......... I HAVE A NEW  GYM BUDDY!!!! hahaha. Yay! I don't get to work out by myself!! hahaha. And depends on when he gets his damn membership, the sooner we can go. haha. Next week, .........we have to get rid of the puppies..........Do you know how sad that makes me feel?! haha. Why can't I just get rid of my little sister and use her bed as a doggie pin??? hhah. Naw, I love my lil sis........... even though she gets on my damn nerves.....I still like the idea to get rid of her though.... haha. Anyways....... hpmh. I don't know what else to think of. Oh well you know what that means......... Bye bye! haha

Date: 06/16/03

Time: 7:41 pm

It is the 2nd day of summer break. haha. I wanted to blog in yesterday but yeah couldn't...... damn computer. haha. Well, I went to Sacramento today. My sister had a assessment testing today at CRC. She going there in August and I have to drive up there too pick her up every Friday. Meaning I have to go straight after school to pick her up, drop her home, then go straight to Water Polo practice. Hopefully they will be a team next year. The athletic director said so. Anyways, next year I'm going to be into every Junior activities there is. Same with senior year. haha, I'm going to a community college after graduation so yeah, I'm going to do my best in school, but then it high school. My grades here wouldn't count at a JC. University would look at the JC grades and there is no way i'm screwing those up. haha. Yesterday I went to the mall and applied at almost all the stores. Yes I really want a job. haha. I think I'm going to drive around with my dad asking people for jobs openings. I need to do something for the summer. haha. hm.... I got some applications for my friend so that all good. After that I went shopping.... I bought:

+ Ralph Lauren Polo Shoes

+ Tommy Hilfiger Purse

+ 3 containers for my stuff

All in total of..... 51.00 dollars. That pretty good for the name brands and the containers are cheap. I love Ross down here. In the bay...... Macy's the way to go. haha. And some other stores but blah. haha. Yeah I'm in love with name brands. I need to look good for buyers non? Plus, after years and years of studying what people are wearing and 500 + hours of the Style Channel, I have concluded that fashion is different.........and changing every two minutes. haha. Oh we have to sell our dogs! Wahhhhh! :'( I'm going to miss my doggies!!! Good thing I took a picture of them. haha. They're soo cute...........we better keep two of them next time! haha. Well, anyways, I need to go. later!!

Date: 06/19/03

Time: 11:21 am

Blah. haha. Well it the 3rd....wait 4th day of summer break!......and things are boring as hell. haha. I sold all my puppies :'( it sooo sad. I still have the mom and the dad though.... but I miss the puppies! Anyways, I went to Wal-Mart and bought fabric and stuff for my next creations. It'll probably be a fuzzy dress but eh. I don't know. I need to draw it down. haha. I went to Victoria's Secret for their Semi Annual sale also. They really getting rid f almost everything at their store. But waiting for new stock I guess. My mother has just informed me that she will not take any of my money out of my back because she wants me to fail and lose that kind of money. What an encouraging mom huh? Anyways, she said for me to use ebay as an outlet so I can experience first hand about selling.........psh. I already know this kind of stuff! I sold on ebay before......well actually yahoo, but what the hell! So yeah, I am going to save up money, not put any in the bank, and start it up without the money that I put in my account. I got 280 already..... I just need 420 more. haha. I can get that kind of money... maybe not. haha. humph, this is really gay. Or maybe I can just start it with 300. Nothing too fancy just normal. hmmm.... Well figure it out later. haha. Sooo, yeah. I'm gonna go to finish my friend thing. later.

Date: 06/20/03

Time: 10:18 pm

Well, I drove to Modesto today. It was ok I guess. Oh oh, and I got some tacos!! haha. Yes tacos and nachos are the best things Mexicans created. And I bought myself a new serger!! It's tiny and all but still. Click here to see it. It's only 5 pounds so I can take it anywhere with me. haha. hmmmm..... I still have to work on my designs. I'll probably just get a pattern going on first then draw it up. Does anyone know how to use a serger on a knit? It kinda hard. I heard you have to crochet it...... and I don't know how to do something like that. ........I'll just get someone to do it for me. haha. Awwwww! I found out that one of my friends only have summer school for 3 weeks while I have it for 6.........that sucks ass! So yeah, the last 3 weeks of summer school i'm alone....well I have other friends but still. haha. anyways, I'm gonna go. Later

Date: 06/22/03

Time: 6:02 pm

Well, came back from San Jose again. This time was to drop off my sisters at my aunt's house, so my older sister can learn to drive there. ..............So now i'm all alone. *tear* It's soooo quiet without them. I had to stay because *dum dum dum* I got summer school. I'm taking Art so I can take leadership senior year. I haven't been in any of the school functions so I might as well start now. haha. I've decided not to do that online store thing. My mom and I agreed that if I do the whole going to San Fran very other week for my thing I cannot do the site because I'll be spending the money on gas, fabric, and sewing equipment. So yeah, I'm disappointed but oh well. I can own a store later on in the future. haha. Anyway, ..........when is my serger going to come??!! haha. I really want to start sewing but I can't. I have to wait for my serger. Damn it. I'm gonna go find something meaningful to do. Later.

Date: 06/25/03

Time: 8:33 pm

I started summer school today........art class wasn't that bad. It's interesting actually. The art teacher made it look hard to pass her class........but everything is going pretty smoothly. haha we (Danny and I) sat across two shroomers......hahah. druggies too. They're pretty cool. hmm I went driving around the town for the past couple of days.......just to relieve some tension and stress. And I've been going to the gym A LOT lately...... I don't know. It's summer and yet I feel incomplete in this whole thing. I'm kinda happy though. I don't get to see a lot of people so I don't have to deal with they're crap.... and stress myself out even more. I have to look at airline tickets for Chicago...... my sisters and I are going there in August for a week. To explore there I guess. I have family there so there's no biggie. You know..... my mood is becoming numb. Like everything thing I've been drawing is black and white. Literally. There no color in anything I did. All my designs........my drawings..... It's black and white..... hmmmm. I'm getting more and more tired too. Anyway.... I have to go and eat. Later

Date: 07/04/03

Time: 12:17 pm

Well I haven't blog in a long time.........so i'm starting to now. hahaha. hmmmm.... things are good as usual. It's been ..... a week or two since I blogged. There isn't much to blog about. hmmm.... I'm going out with someone... and I got my serger already.... that about it. haha. Oh yeah... the guy name's is john. I think i've talk about him before. He's a really nice guy..... and sweet too. And my serger is soooooo cool... and tiny! hahaha. I think i'm going to change my jobs starts for only the weekends so I can work year around. I applied at most of the store in the mall..... so now I'm gonna look at fast food and department stores. Or even grogery. hahaha. Hey a job is a job. oh yeah..... HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!! hahaha. I like fireworks. I think i'm going to drive to Fairfield and look for my mommy's testing site. She going to take her test for her manicurist license. Then drive to Sunnyvale to see my grandmother. I love her soo much! hahaha. It's been a while since I saw her too. hmmmm.... I work at the hospital 3 days a week this month..... it sucks ass! And I have water polo basics camp next week and the week after that.... and I might do a volleyball camp after that.... then after that it's CHICAGO for a week.... then Sacramento after taht for another week.....then Water Polo Camp.... My is my time going to be busy! hahaha. I gotta make some room for other things too....I don't want to kill myself with junk. haha. Anyways I got to go.... I'll blog in later........speaking of that......I need to update my portfolio. hehe BYE!!!