i'm so sick of this. i dont care anymore. if i'm sick i'm sick. everythings just falling apart. im a emtional wreck. i want my antidepressants updosed but no i'm "too thin" && it'll intoxicate me if he updoses it. my boyfriend hasnt called me since the night i almost passed out. i went out to dinner last night felt so much better but woke up this morning a fat fuck. 99 pounds what the fuck. i dont wanna be this heavy. i betcha its cause i didnt really take my regular dose of diet pills and stuff yeserday. today im taking more i dont care. im going to the doctor. i just wanna crawl up & go back to sleep. im not in a good mood ):
Mandi |
