i feel so lonely in life.....
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: every time we touch
o_O omg i feel soooo weird....and kinda cunfusled....there's a kid in my grade that ive had a crush on for a while and everyone has been tellin me he likes me 2...we finally went to the movies but it wuz with our friend joey and he's kinda gettin the feelin the kid didnt mean for it to be much like a date and after all that he hasnt really talked to me a lot...and now certain people are tellin other people that we're goin out and now people are starting to ask me if its true and i dont kno wut to say because if i say yes and the kid finds out and doesnt like me that much everything will be ruined and i will feel like a total ass and will be the laughing-stock of the school...but if i dont say yes and he does like me he might feel rejected and HE may feel like an idiot...and now over the spring break i found out that he still has a baby-sitter who i happen to kno pretty well and i(since i didnt kno who those "certain people" from before were) made the mistake of tellin the main big mouth whom i wont name *cough* AMANDA CORWIN *cough* and she told him that i knew (and she didnt even get the story rite because apparently she said sumthin about me meetin her at a barbeque and her bein his ex or sumthin (totally not true bein that hes 13 and shes like 19...))and now i think hes mad at me and now im even more cunfusled by tryin to write this down and i feel like cryin or screamin or SUMTHIN!!

Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: diamond spider solitaire
time: 9:38... bein sick sux... it feels like i have a stuffy nose and a stuffy throat... sum1 pleeze help me....

Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: ....none of your business
haruka kanatathe scientist


i luv music!!

Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: moments- ayumi hamasaki
moments- ayumi hamasaki Name: Rebecca Layman Age: 12 Town: Hampton Bays AIM: iluvuiluvmi999 MSN/e-mail:hlofawmn@hotmail.com Number of Freinds: I have no friggin' clue Band Geek??: of course!! Boyfriend?: ....iono.... *wonders if audio clip worked* is the music playin? i hope so i need to party! even if the music is japanese oh well

am I a geek?? I hope not...
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: haruka kanata-asian kung-fu generation
name: becky layman
age:12
time:7:07 AM
town:hampton bays
aim:iluvuiluvmi999
email/msn:hlofawmn@hotmail.com
# of friends:...*thinks hard*...iono...
hobbies:band, watchin anime, drawing, listening to music, scrabble, chess, etc.
boyfriend:...i think so...-_-

am i truley a geek??
i have a lot of friends and we all do the same stuff which includes being band and chorus obsessed people, and going to scrabble club and chess club...we're pretty smart (sometimes) but we have a lot of other friends...or could it be that almost everyone at my school are geeks and geeks are taking over the world?!?! all i have to say is tgiaaag (thank god i am already a geek) :D
but anywho making us even geekier(sp?)is that we are obsessed with anime and are even learning japanese...without a tutor or teacher...and we r actually learning the language...does that make us even geekier?!?!

oh well... i need some more rest before my SCRABBLE TOURNAMENT at 11:30