Juliet

This was written in response to a poem some one else I know wrote:

 

I wish I were your Juliet
The person that you wanted to hold close
To be with you every day
And love you no matter what happened
I wish I were the one recieving your flowers
Reciving your kisses
The one whose hand you held
The girl you told everyone about
I wish I had met you before I met him
Had you to love instead
being able to tlel you I had felt the same
I want to be with you instead of being alone
I wish I was the one you wrote peoms about
The person ALWAYS on your mind
costantly thinking about me when we're apart
And even more when we're together
I wish I was the one you loved now
Staying up late to talk on the phone
Sneaking out jsut to see me
And doing whatever it took to be with me
And I wish you knew how I feel
How I felt since we first met
Wanting to always be with you
And being jealous of all the other girls you're with

'Cause if you're the modern day Romeo
I want to be your Juliet

Give and Take
I gave you my love
I gave you my life
I gave you my heart
I gave you the knife

You shattered my love
You ruined my life
You ripped out my heart
And
I died by that knife

Everything Wasted
All this paper
All my breath
All my thoughts
All my drams
All my hope
All my trust
All my days
All my wants
All my heart
All this,
And more

I wasted on you

And I've got nothing in return

I can't stop thinking of you
You haunt me day and night
Normaly by now I would be over it
But I'm nowhere near
I don't know why
And I wish I could just move on
It would be a lot easier

Can't Stop Thinking of You
The day that we met
I fell, and fell hard
I wanted to be with you
I knew we'd go far
That smile of yours
The way you looked at me
Made me want you to see
That together, we would fit perfectly
And when I got home I kept thinking to myself...

I can't seem to get you out of my head
I try to think of something else
I think of you instead
And no matter how hard I try
I can't find a place for me to hide
Cause all my thoughts keep racing back to you
I guess that just proves that my feelings are true
I just can't stop thinking,
Thinking of you

Then I found out
You felt the same way too
Everything I had wished for
Was coming true
I was so happy
For us to be together
I hoped it'd end never
Cause loving you would last forever
And every night
I kept thinking to myself...

I can't seem to get you out of my head
I try to think of something else
I think of you instead
And no matter how hard I try
I can't find a place for me to hide
Cause all my thoughts keep racing back to you
I guess that just proves that my feelings are true
I just can't stop thinking,
Thinking of you

Suddenly one day
You seemed to stop caring
You never wanted to talk
And my heart you kept on tearing
But I still loved you
Though you were avoiding me
And it became easy to see
You love was gone, we could no longer be
And when you weren't around
I kept thinking to myself....

I can't seem to get you out of my head
I try to think of something else
I think of you instead
And no matter how hard I try
I can't find a place for me to hide
Cause all my thoughts keep racing back to you
I guess that just proves that my feelings are true
I just can't stop thinking,
Thinking of you

I knew this couldn't last
And the day finally came
You told me it was over
You just threw us away
You were done with me
So you said your goodbye
And left me all alone to cry
I just let all the tears fall from my eyes
And that whole lonely day
I kept thinking to myself...

I can't seem to get you out of my head
I try to think of something else
I think of you instead
And no matter how hard I try
I can't find a place for me to hide
Cause all my thoughts keep racing back to you
I guess that just proves that my feelings are true
I just can't stop thinking,
Thinking of you

It's been months since I've talked to you
It's been a while since we've been through
But I'm still not over you
I know that it's ended long ago
And I still can't seem to let you go
Because even though I try so hard not to
I keep thinking to myself...

I can't seem to get you out of my head
I try to think of something else
I think of you instead
And no matter how hard I try
I can't find a place for me to hide
Cause all my thoughts keep racing back to you
I guess that just proves that my feelings are true
I just can't stop thinking,
Thinking of you...

I just can't stop thinking of you...

When I close my eyes, I dream of you
That's when my lie becomes complete
'Cause it feels like you still love me too
Being together with you make me very sure
I will always be able to smile
I'm so happy when your hand is in mine
Wishing to stay this way for ahile
When I am with you I will always shine
But Sadly things will not stay this way
At some point I'll have to open my eyes
And I'll watch as you fade far away
Because I have lost you so long ago
And I know I'll never get you back
I kow it is time to just let you go
But without your love, my heart will lack
I can only remember how it was
And wish that we had never lost our love

Sonnet to my Lost Love
You and me,together,were once in love
That's when you became my entire life.
You held me close and you called me your dove.
But even still, you caused me so much strife.
Only of you did I ever have dreams
And only of you do I ever think,
But the bond we had is forgone it seems.
Now all we have left is a broken link.
I had thought we would last till forever,
And you said that is what I could believe.
With my trust in you, I would have never
Thought that you would ever just get up and leave.
But now I am left alone here to cry,
I guess this is what people call goodbye.

Seeing You Again
I walk by
I see your face
My heart stops for a second

I take a breath
I walk in
And pretend you're not there

I see you across from me
I want to talk to you
But it's like you're not truely there

I feel invisible to you
I don't think I ever mattered
Though noe of this matters now

I don't htink any of this will be the same
I hope I'm wrong
But I don't thing so

I question why I came here
I knew you were here too
Maybe that's why

I have a need to see you
I can't deny it
But it only gives me more needs

Which cannot be fufilled

Waiting
I love you
And I want to stay with you
But you make it so hard for me
With everything you do

All these "Little Things" tear me apart
Each time they happen
I let them blow by
And hope things change with time

People ask what I see in you
And truefully, I'm not quite sure
Other than the fact that when I'm around you
I can smile with true happiness

From the day I met you
I knew there was something there
From teh day I  met you
I've never been happier

The first week I knew you
I couldn't stop smiling
People told me I seemed to glow
In a way I never have before

But now that glow fades
You are the one who made it shine
And you are the one who is making it fade
And only you can bring it back

Unlike with every other guy I have known
I look for a reason to stay with you
'Cause with every other guy
I looked for a reason to lose them

But it's not easy
When I can't talk to you
Let alone see you
Don't you know I need you?

Or when you backout
Of the promises you make to me
And I have no idea
If I am expected to spend any time with you

The only way I stay same
Is by thinking about how I feel around you
Knowing you're the only guy I felt worth this pain
And hoping it will all be worth it in the end

I know it will be
If you love me too

Fight for Love

Oops, this was supposed to be before 34 days...

 I love you
And I want to stay with you
But you make it so hard for me
With everything you do

All these "Little Things" tear me apart
Each time they happen
I let them blow by
And hope things change with time

People ask what I see in you
And truefully, I'm not quite sure
Other than the fact that when I'm around you
I can smile with true happiness

From the day I met you
I knew there was something there
From teh day I  met you
I've never been happier

The first week I knew you
I couldn't stop smiling
People told me I seemed to glow
In a way I never have before

But now that glow fades
You are the one who made it shine
And you are the one who is making it fade
And only you can bring it back

Unlike with every other guy I have known
I look for a reason to stay with you
'Cause with every other guy
I looked for a reason to lose them

But it's not easy
When I can't talk to you
Let alone see you
Don't you know I need you?

Or when you backout
Of the promises you make to me
And I have no idea
If I am expected to spend any time with you

The only way I stay same
Is by thinking about how I feel around you
Knowing you're the only guy I felt worth this pain
And hoping it will all be worth it in the end

I know it will be
If you love me too