I see her on her bed crying,
The way i have wanted to all year.
One more person has been lost,
One more reason for all the tears.
This life is just a little too much for us all ,
How it just make us want to fall to the ground.
It just is a whirlwind of confusion,
The world spinning all around.
Just because I wasn't close to him,
dosen't mean i don't care.
Just because i don't cry,
Doesn't mean I don't feel the tear.
Nor does it mean that I don't have this hollowness,
In the middle of my heart.
But all year this is how I have felt,
All year, from the very start.
I'm numb now,
I can't react to any pain.
This type of thing seems to keep happining,
Again,and again.
I'm sorry that no tears,
Fall from my eyes.
I'm sorry that I'm the only one,
Who hasn't cried.
But I do care,
And I do miss you.
If I could feel anything anymore,
I would be crying too.
We all miss you,
But you will live on.
In our memories of you,
And your smile, shining of the sun.
You never really die,
Not in our hearts.
If you look at it this way,
You have a brand new start.