man i just saw something.im glad you are here. i got to start thinking.and seeing things so clear.-*The Rocket Summer*- New Page 1

 

Email- o0nerdyness0o@hotmail.com

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Name- Heather Renee Ryan

Location- Iberia, Missouri

Age- 15

Birthday- August 28th 1987

Height- 5'7"

Weight- 115 LBS

Hair Color- Blonde. with other BRIGHT colors

Eye Color- blue or green

Dating Status- taken.forever.

Best Feature- I speak my mind. wich isnt always for the best =\

.:Loves:.

billy <3 his voice <3 grilled chicken <3 the color green <3 much music USA <3 uranium <3 CSI!!! <3 august <3 <3 Alicia <3 NERDS <3 ties <3 spongebob glasses <3 spikey bracelets <3 shell necklaces <3 eye liner <3 lip gloss <3 punk kids <3 Emo kids <3 veggie tales <3 bob the builder <3 adam sandlers <3 hot topic <3 ventage <3 <3 vans <3 converse <3 bondage pants <3 lip rings <3 sharpies <3 skateboarding <3 computer <3 phone <3 my dog saide <3 i love lucy <3 tummy rubs <3 music <3 AAR <3 rufio <3 ataris <3 something corporate <3 the used <3 raves <3 stars <3 being in a car <3 mornings

.:Dis-Likes:.

your mom. people that judge me before they know me. blah. boo. =\. broken hearts. my teachers. school. bananas. snakes. preps. posers. gangsters. AVRIL LAVINGE! sleep. drinking. cheaters. whores. family. missouri. distance. sadness. the word 'okay.' pants that look painted on. mac n cheese. pork. beef. spam. beans. corn. chinese food. mexican food. internet dramas. people getting in other peoples bizz-nass.

.:Nerdyness Weird Stuff:.

i dont tie my shoes.ever. i can never find my shoes. i waddle when i walk. if i dont my pants will fall down. all my pants go waaaay over my foot. i dont wear high waters. i am not preparing for a flood. i smack my gum. i talk too fast. i talk to slow. i sing in the shower. i sing in my sleep. i skip school every friday. i have elf ears. weird nose. skinny fingers. i say donut weird. i dance in front of my mirror. i dont sleep with clothes on =0. i trip a lot.i HAVE to watch CSI every thursday. jello freaks me out. midgitts also scare me. naked bodys arent attractive. the word "okay" intimidates me. some times i use long words. they sound intellectual and give me somewhat of a complex.

.:Cant Live Without:.

Billy. Music.

.:Destinations:.

finish a game of monopoly. get married. and live happily ever after.

 
 

 

 

Look! its me! I'll change the pic when i want to. thankYOU! do NOT ask me to cam for you. or take nude pics. i do NOT do either of those! that is degrading and gross. =\

 		 

 

sat.July.19.03

o0o looky. new picture. why? cause the rocket summer rocks! thats why. so yuh =P um i really dont have anything to write. besides. im hungry. theres no food. and im going to grandmas in a little bit. annnd. I LOVE YOU!!! ..ooh. waiiit. this is too some dumb chick. ..I may be fat. but guess what. i can lose weight. buuuut. your ugly. and theres nothing you can do about THAT! mkthnx.

heather was feeling a little emotional @ 2:07 PM

Fri.July.18.03

i yi yi. i have an overwelming feeling of love today. =) i dont know why. but it feels gooood. w00p. sooo..i woke up at 6 today. cause i stayed the night with my grandparents. then i had to come home and watch chelsie and kaleb. blah. then i slept for a while. thennn i got to talk to billy. yay! that made me happy. oh look. licia just signed on. that also makes me happy. lol. anyways. and i cleaned the house today. rawr rawr. of course. if i dont do it. then it wont get done. omg. there was this HUGE brown grasshopper thing with a biggg stinger. and so i was tryin to kill it. and it was hoping around. and im all screaming and stuff. you could olny imagine how dumb i looked. but yea. i killed the lil sucker. muwhahaha. i really should be calling debby. to get my scedual. buuuttt. i dont know which restaurant shes at =\ ..but i'll be working at both of them. w00p for me. anyways. ..eeek. why do lesbians insist on messaging me? huh huh! IM NOT LESBIAN. IM NOT BI!!! I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!! thankYOU! i yi yi. see. look. goddessamy: OH MY GODDESS. You are SO incredibly beautiful. Your face is just perfect can we talk? I'm goddessamy90210 on Yahoo. grrrrr. =\

heather was feeling a little emotional @ 4:37 PM

thur.July.17.03

hey kids. do you know what today is? THURSDAY! do you know what that means? CSI!!!! yay! well lets see. i wanted to wake up around 9 today. in hopes of talking to billy. but chaaa riiight. that didnt happen. i woke up at 11 =\ . i wanna sleep in as much as possible before i start working, lol. so yuh. i supose today will be rather boring and non-eventful. like any other day. tomorrow becky is comming home for the weekend. so maybe will do something. i hope. ive been so bored. pretty lonely stuff. noone to talk to. -sniff.- oh well. life goes on. unfortunately. blah. i need a hug. so everyone. when you read this. give me a hug. you will be much loved for many days and such. lol. oooh. theres 2 bands you have to check out. The movie house arcade. and slowdance revival. i like them both. you can find them at www.mp3.com ...or just type them in a search enguine. mk.

heather was feeling a little emotional @ 2:13 PM

wed.July.16.03

the smile on your face, lets me know that you need me. theres a look in your eye. saying youll never leave me. the touch of your hand. says youll catch me. whenever i fall. you say your best. when you say nothing at all.

i yi yi. phone rings at 7:00..sooo i wake up to get it. and it was chelsies friend. so i was like "RAWR!"..if it woulda been for me. i woulda been happy. lol. cause i like morning calls =) or any calls that are random. lets me know your thinkin of me. w00p! so anyways. i was gonna get online and wait for billy...but i didnt know when hed be on..so i went back to bed. thennn my mom calls at 9. telling me to call debby..(my soon to be boss)..and have her put me on the scedual. but i didnt wanna call lol. what am i supose to say.. "um hi debby..you need to put me on the scedual because i am a loser and soon i will be cleaning off other peoples gross funky stuff off of your diner tables." um no thanks. lol. i rather talk to her in personnn. so yea. i was like. hmm..i should get up and get online. but i decided to sleep more. thenn i woke up at 10 something. got on. just to hear "yea billy was on at 9:30." rawr. i knewww i shoulda got on. lol. so anyways that saddened me. anyways i had pizza today =) yay. it was good. and i stepped in water in the kitchen. that is so gross. wet socks. BIG TURN OFF! ick. i hate wet socks. mk. i have to go clean the kitchen, as we speak. so later.

heather was feeling a little emotional @ 2:09 PM

tue.July.15.03

YAY!! im happy now. mkthnx. yuh so stuff is normal again. yee ha partner! <3 <3 <3. anyways other than that. i feel sick. cause my sugars been low. yessaa and it suckss. it wont go back up. ive ate like everything i could find. bah lah. so basically i can barely type this out. cause well when it gets low. i get weak and shakey. and its just a bad feeling. sooo. oh well. um um. what to type. i dont really have much to say yo. im all dressed up. with nowhere to go. wich i cant go anywhere anyway cause i have to babysit. suckay. i'll be glad when i start workinnggg in a few weeks. w00p! moneeyyy. im gonna buy a cell phone so i can have free minutes. like alicias mommy. so i can call licia. and billy. and and. i dunno who else. i dont wanna talk to anyone else. lol. mk im shutting upppp. i love you! waaaaiiit. HOLD UP! Gabe!!! I dont look like kris frikkin roe!! my eyes are a lot prettier than his! anddd..his hair is longer than mine! lmao. mmmk bye.

heather was feeling a little emotional @ 1:11 PM

mon.July.14.03

this wait for destiny wont do. be with me please. i beseech you. simple things. that make you run away. catch you if i can.... mmk! 10:15 10:15 10:15!!! haasss to come fast. Rawr! i yi yi. what to do when hopelessly in love and waiting. *twiddles thumbs* i feel like a puppy waiting to be pet. or fed. or something. im dumb =(

oh right. i dont even know why im blogging again. passing time. lol. my friend mike called me earlier. he inturpted my grilled chicken eating ceramony. lol. heather lovesss grilled chicken <3 . we talked bout warped tour ...and i dont remember what else. CUCUMBERSSS! he says their gross. but i say theyre..goooood. so basically ive talked to everyone on the phone this week. except the one person whoo i reeeaaaalllllyyyyyy wanna talk to. rawr and a bucket of blah. hmph. well im shutting up. laterrr friend.

waiting day to day it goes through. my lips are sealed for YOU. my tounge is tied to a dream of being with you. to settle for less is not what i prefer.

heather was feeling a little emotional @ 7:02 PM

mon.July.14.03

shes lost her will. time is standing still. .... im finaly home. oh brother. a lot but nothing has happened. doesnt make sense. nothing ever does though. i miss him sooo much. i wont settle for less than billy. no way. i was never mad. just sad. and plus i had the wrong story. and basically i had no clue what was going on. now i know. and im better. lonely n stuff. i wanna talk. ..blah. i been talkin to ethan again. its ok. we're both a lot different now. but yea we're friends. so i guess its cool. though he made me feel real bad bout something. and i cried on the phone. something i never do. but i deserved to feel that way. i did some dumb stuff to myself a few days ago. i was sooo down and confused, you wouldnt begin to understand. i yi yi. anyways. im sleepy so im gonna go.

heather was feeling a little emotional @ 2:48 PM
 

 

4 today (7.19.03)

wearing- orange basball T. faded jeans. vans.

hearing- death cab for cutie-photobooth

feeling- accomplished.

4 today (7.18.03)

wearing- pink n gray sugarcult tube top. trip NY jeans. pink flip flops with cherrys on them.

hearing- motioncity-the future freaks me out.

feeling- loved. happy. check it out. im rockin steady. to the beat in my head. it goes. Oh. Oh. Oh.

4 today (7.17.03)

wearing- grey quarter shirt, under white X factor skater shirt. wide leg caffiene jeans. silver stripped adidas shoes.

hearing- slowdance revival- just forget.

feeling- tired. calm. if i had one wish. this is what it would be. id ask you to spend all your time with me. that wed be together forever. -ataris

4 today (7.15.03)

wearing- black skirt w/ slit. black n white stripped collar shirt. black tie. black n gray volatile jogger shoes.

hearing- lucky 7- be the one

feeling- relieved.happy. youll be the one i sing this song to.cause all i wanna do is spend my life with you.

4 today (7.14.03)

wearing- green n white lucky shirt. black and green star bondage pants. black n white converses.

hearing- AAR-happy endings

feeling- anxious. stop pretending. that what you mean. isnt what you say.

4 today (7.10.03)

wearing- white 3/4 shirt under, pink,white,blue,stripped collar shirt. cool wear jeans,white n silver adidas shoes.

hearing- no use for a name- dumb reminders.

feeling- alone. this town is full of dumb reminders. of how far from you i am in miles. ..miss you. i hope your doin well. 4 today (7.10.03)

wearing-chevelle T.jeans.socks.

hearing- AAR-your star

feeling- calm. i picked out your star. turned night to day 4 today (7.06.03)

wearing-yellow spongebob shirt, mr.potatoe head pj bottoms.

hearing-student rick-a childs cry

feeling-held responsible. where are you going.where have you been.ive waited all night for you again.

 
 

 

   
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