Amy sat in her hotel room in London she was over there with her boyfriend and his group Nsync. She was sat on the bed reading a magazine and listening to her personal CD player. Her boyfriend JC was at a radio station doing an interview. Amy bobbed her head to the Ms Dynamite flicking through her magazine. A few hours later JC came through the door of the hotel followed by Randy. Amy had fallen asleep. He smiled when he saw her and kneeled next to her on the bed and kissed her gently on the forehead his hand on her stomach. She hadn’t even begun to show her pregnancy yet but JC wanted to reassure himself everything was all right. Amy’s eyes flickered open and she smiled as she saw Jc looking down at her. He kissed her lips. “Hello baby” Amy said as she stretched out on the bed. JC stood up and waited for Amy to get up. “We’re going home,” He told her Amy smiled. "Thank god i hate being stuck up here" Amy sighed. "I know i'm sorry" Jc gave her a kiss and Amy grabbed her bag and all her stuff. Amy and Randy started messing around so she jumped on his back and he gave her a piggy back down the stairs. "Be careful" JC shouted to them walking with Wes the other bodyguard with them. "He needs to chill man he worries to much" Amy whispered to Randy. Randy laughed and put Amy down when they got to the bus. Loads of fans were outside screaming for the guys as they all walked out with their girlfriends. They all got into the bus and started for the airport and the long flight home. Amy was laughing and joking with her 4 best friends Erin,Nikki,Wendi and Diane they were also girlfriends of the guys the 5 had been friends for ages. Amy was really happy, she had always been a happy, confident person that's kinda why she and Jc got together. JC was in a club with Chris and he caught Amy's eye they were flirting across the room for a while then Amy went up to him and they started talking. "I can't wait to get home and slepe in my own bed" Wendi said as they sat on the plane. "Me too hotels are nice and everything but i prefer home" Nikki said

~~The next day~~

They pulled up outside their houses and everyone said goodbye and went inside. They all lived in a huge compound in Orlando then and were all really really close. When Amy and JC got in the house Amy kissed JC goodnight and went to bed. About half an hour later JC came up and lay next to her. "I love you" he whispered to her Amy looked at him and smiled. "I love you too" She smiled and kissed him gently. Nikki and Lance sat on the sofa snuggled up in the middle watching the green mile Nikki's eyes were filling with tears and rolling down her hot cheeks as she watched further into the film. Lance was even filling up himself but tried to hold in the tears. "I hate this film" NIkki said "Why?" Lance asked "Coz it always makes me cry" She said taking a tissue from the box and wiping her eyes. Lance held her tightly. Wendi and Chris coudln't even make it to the bedroom ad fell asleep on the sofa the same with Diane and Justin. Erin and Joey..well they went to bed but didn't exactly sleep much.

~~A few months later~~

Amy had started to show now she loved being pregnant even though she had craving for chocolate which was kinda good in a way coz now she could eat as much as Erin could on a normal day.It was like JC was trying to wrap Amy in cotton wool an wouldn't let her do much of anything. Amy just laughed at JC and how cute he was when he was being over protected. Amy kept going for regular check up's and scans and everything seemed to be fine. Erin,Wendi,Diane and Nikki knocked on Amy's door they were having a board games night. Amy walked to the door laughing at the knock she knew it was Diane she always knocked in a weird way. Amy opened the door and the girls ran inside. "Heeeeeeeey" Wendi gave her a hug. They all walked into the living room and turned on some music and got the games out. "Soooo how are you and the baby?" Nikki asked grinning. "Fine, just really tired and kinda annoyed with JC trying to wrap me up" Amy laughed Nikki smiled. "Bless him he loves you so much" Wendi smiled. Amy nodded. "I love him too" Amy said and set out the game. The girls all started playing and didn't stop laughing all night. Diane was going crazy she was winning everything and Erin was going crazy because she wasn't winning anything. Wendi was crying with laughter as she watched Diane dance on the sofa and round the room.

A few days later Amy went for her 4th scan and had to be on her own for the first part. The doctor put the cold gel on Amy's stomach and started the scan Amy watched the doctors face turn from a smile to an agitated look. Amy didn't think anything of it until she called someone else in. "Everything ok?" Amy asked them The doctor turned to her. "We're just checking something out is your husband going to be here soon?" The doctor asked "Um. Yeah why?" Amy asked "We want to wait until he's here and then we'll explain everything we just hope he gets here real soon,” The doctor told her Amy got scared and tried to listen to what they were saying to each other she started to cry. "What's going on?" Amy asked again "Like we said we want to wait for your husband to get here,” The doctor said again Amy started to cry harder she didn't know what was going on. " please don't let anything happen to my baby please"Amy cried to herself.

JC walked in and saw Amy crying on the bed. He ran to her. "JC they wouldn't tell me...something’s wrong" Amy said JC turned to the doctor who was walking to her chair next to the bed. "Mr and Mrs Chasez, um.... this is really hard for me to tell you..." The doctor started. Amy knew what was coming she started to cry harder she held JC's hand really tightly. "It's dead isn't it?" JC asked tears forming in his eyes. The doctor nodded. "There was an infection and it affected the child,” The doctor told them. Amy cried to hard she couldn't breath JC held her tightly. The doctor left the room and let them be alone. Amy didn't know what to do she couldn't help but cry she certainly couldn't talk. JC tried to be strong for her and just held her tightly. The others were all at their homes sitting around doing nothing. Erin had a funny feeling. "Something's not right" Erin told Joey. "With what?" "I don't know, just something isn't right I don't feel right there's something going on" "Erin don't worry baby everything’s fine" Erin sighed "Yeah your probably right"

A little while later the doctor came back in the room and stood at the end of the bed. Amy couldn't look at her she had her head buried into JC's chest. "I'm sorry to do this now but we have to take you to theatre" The doctor said JC looked angry. "Why? Why now? Can't it wait?" He asked angrily standing up. "I'm sorry but it could affect your wife if we don't operate now" she said Amy was too tired and upset to argue with anything he didn't talk she just gestured to the doctor that it was ok to operate. After all it was dead now why should she hold on to it, it wasn't her baby any longer. The doctor prepared Amy for theatre; Jc kissed her and watched as they wheeled her through the doors and out of sight. He was distraught he didn't know what to do with himself. He tried pinching himself hoping he would wake up from this horrible dream and Amy would be fine but it didn't work, it wasn't a dream. He paced up and down the room he was in praying ad hoping everything would be ok. Loads of things were going through his mind, what would he tell the others? What would he tell his parents, Karen and Roy and Amy's parents, Karen and Pete? They were so excited to be having a grandchild. How would Amy take everything? He didn't even think about his own feelings and what he would do. Hours past and finally Amy came out of theatre she was in recovery she hadn't come around yet. Jc sat by her bed side and waited when Amy's eyes flickered open he cast his mind back to London and hoped she would smile like she did then but she didn't there was no smile just an empty expression like the life had been drained from her body. Amy looked at him for a few moments then the tears fell again she couldn't see JC through the mistiness of her eyes. "I love you" Jc whispered to her. He waited for her to say it back again but she didn’t speak a word, she just cried silently. "Maybe you should go home and get some rest Amy won't be out until tomorrow morning,” The doctor told him JC looked over at Amy with sad, lonely eyes. "She'll be fine i'll tell her where you've gone,” the doctor said walking him out of the door. "Don’t' worry about her not speaking it's common she's just lost a child and she's probably really tired" The doctor said JC nodded and managed to let out a very slight smile his eyes puffy and clothes a mess. He walked out, got in his car and started to drive home. Joey was waiting outside his house when JC pulled up outside. He got out of the car and walked up to the house. "Yo Cee where's A...." Joey started. Jc walked straight past him as though he wasn't there and walked in the house locking the door behind him.

In the hospital the nurses were trying to get Amy to eat something but she didn’t even acknowledge that they were even there she just lay there her eyes fixated on the door humming God must have spent to herself. The doctor said that this was normal but what she didn't know is that this would go on for a lot longer.

Joey stood looking at the house for a few moments he had seen JC's eyes and wanted to know what was going on. He decided not to go inside he just kept looking at it then he walked to his own house and sat next to erin on the sofa. "There's something wrong" he said Erin looked at him "With who?" "JC he's back home on his own and he's been crying" Erin looked at him. "Where the hell is Amy? She was supposed to be comming here like 3 hours ago and she hasn't got her cell on" Diane said to Wendi. Wendi shrugged. "Maybe she's just stuck somewhere"Wendi told her. Diane sighed. Chris ran in and started rambling on about something. "Slow down" Wendi said and held him. "Somethings going on JC is in his house really upset and Amy's not with him and JC won't talk to me and i don't know what's going on" Chris said slowing down a little bit. Wendi and Diane looked at eachother. "Where did you say JC is?" Diane asked "At home" Chris said Diane got up and started running across the compound to JC's house. She started banging on the door. "JC! JC! It's D let me in" She shouted After about 10 minutes JC came to the door his eyes all red and puffy he just stood there and looked at Diane. She put her arm around him and led him into the house closing the door behind herself. She sat him down and was trying to talk to him. He looked up at her his eyes glistening from the tears and Diane nearly started to cry herself. "What's happened?" Diane asked "Why could it happen to me? Amy?" JC asked her. Diane looked at the hurt in his eyes and pulled him close to her. "I don't know all i know is you don't deserve it" Diane told him. "I would have made a great dad" Jc said to her " Yes you would" Diane said JC just started crying again and Diane held him without saying anything. ~~The next day~~ Amy woke up in the hospital early, she realised that she didn't want to be there she got up and packed up her clothes and started to walk out. Some of the nurses tried to stop her but Amy ignored them and carried on walking. The doctor ran after her. "Amy don't go your not in a fit stae to leave right now" She called after her. Amy turned and looked at her. "I'll go where i want" She said and walked off into a cab. As Amy arrived home JC was just walking out the house the see her at the hospital they bumped into eachother. Amy grabbed her stomach she was still in a lot of pain. "What are you doing? How come they let you out? Why didn't you call me to pick you up?" JC asked Amy didn't answer she just walked into the house and up the stairs into the room not bedroom but the room she hung out in all the time. She locked the door. JC stood looking up the stairs and burst into tears. So did Amy she loved JC and didn't want to upset him but what could she say? She was hurting so much nothing like this had ever happened to her before and she didn't know what to do say or how to act. She knew she wouldn't be able to talk to her friends even though they would be worried. She started to run herself a bath and filled it with bubbles. She got in and felt the hot water slightly burn her skin, eventually she got used to it an lay there crying to herself. JC sat down stairs his head in his hands he looked terrible he had huge rings under his eyes, he had,had no sleep at all and his hair was a mess.

When Amy got out of the bath she heard JC crying and shouting. "Why? Why to the person i love? She didn't deserve this i didn't deserve this" He shouted. Amy started to cry more when she heard this. She needed Jc to hold and tell her everything was going to be alright. She wrapped herself tightly in a towel and walked down stairs. JC didn't notice she had come down his head was in his hands again. She sat next to him she went to speak but her voice was all fuzzy because she hadn't spoken for a while. She tried again. "JC.." She said softly. Jc pulled his head form his hands and looked at her. When she saw the hurt in his eyes she felt even worse. "I love you too" She whispered. He looked at her and tears fell down his cheeks. Amy pulled him to her and held him tightly. "This wasn't supposed to happen i'm sorry" Jc said to her. Amy pulled his head away from her and looked into his eyes. "It wasn't your fault at all you did nothing wrong I should have known if i was ill it was an infection inside of me not you baby" Amy said and kissed his wet salty lips. JC wiped his face. "We'll get through this" he said to her. Amy nodded. "I'm really tired i wanna got to bed! Can you come and sit with me?" She asked him. "Of course" He smiled. Amy tried to walk but she was so tired she couldnt anymore. JC picked her up and carried her carefully up stairs and into their bedroom. He set her down softly on the bed and pulled the covers ontop of her shivering body. She ws still in the towel. JC got into the bed his side and lay next to her. he watched her fall asleep and feel asleep himself.

When Amy woke up she felt refreshed, then it hit her again what had happened she felt empty still but then she looked down at JC who was sleeping and felt a little light of happinesss. She loved him so much and nothing could ever change that she didn't know what she would do with out him. JC's eyes opened slightly and looked up at her. "Morning baby" She smiled. They had slept all the way through to the next morning. JC sat up and kissed her. "You have work get up" Amy smiled. "I'm not leaving you" Jc replyed. Amy laughed and hit him playfully. "I'll be fine you go and do what you do there are fans waiting for that interview" Amy smiled. Jc sighed and nodded. "I'll be back as soon as i can" he said Amy nodded. JC got dressed kissed hergoodbye and walked outt he door to meet the other guys and leave for the interview.

Amy sat in her room and didn't know what to do she couldn't face talking to anyone right now. A few hours past and she felt a bit worried JC was supposed to be back ages ago and he hadn't turned up yet. A few minutes later there was a knock at the door Amy buily up the courage to answer it and stood in front of her was a police man. "Are you Mrs Chasez?" he asked Amy nodded. "Do you mind if we come in?" he asked Amy opened the door wider and let them in. They all sat down and Amy knew it wans't good. "I'm sorry Mrs chasez but your husband was in a crash a couple of hours ago and he did't make it. He died on the way to hospital" The police man told her. Amy felt her heart sink to the pit of her stomach. She turned hysterical. "NO! HE CAN'T BE DEAD I CAN'T LOSE TWO PEOPLE I LOVE IN THE SPACE OF TWO DAYS! GET OUT! GET OUT" She screamed throwing a vase at the wall. it smashed into millions of pieces. Nikki ran in hearing the screaming. "Amy what's going on?" Nikki ran to her and held her tightly to calm her down. Amy broke down and slid to the floor. Nikki kneeled beside her. "They're gone both of them" Amy screamed. Nikki held her. "You mean...." She started. "Jc's dead" Amy said Nikki lookedat the policemen and they bowed their heads in sadness. Nikki's eyes filled with tears. "Why? Why? Why?" Amy choked out. The police men walked out. "That man had such an unfair ending" The one said to the other and they drove off.