It all began when I was baptized as a little baby. That was the beginning of my life in God's hands. Later in life, I was slightly introduced to the church. ZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzzZzz....you get the point. The church we were attending just was not working. For a little bit we were searching for that perfect church that we knew we could get involved with. We know go to (MAKE INTO LINK)Crossroads Pres. Church in Mequon,Wisconson. We have been attending this wonderful church since about the summer of 3rd grade. So now it is almost 6 yrs.
As we went through the years going to (MAKE INTO LINK)Crossroads Pres., not only have I changed and devolped into a better chirsitian, but our church has had some major changes. For one thing, ever since I started an after school program at church called Youth Club. There we learned, worshiped, and made new friends. I've been doing this activity for years and still am doing it. Then I had the chance to go through Confirmation. Of course I chose to do it. And so did a lot of other kids. But I sometimes thought that almost half the kids were forced. I thought this because you could tell the way they always acted. Plus, thier non-ambishen to learn and praise and to get into everything really showed. As I went through this process, I learned a lot of self controle, learned more about the bible that I might have not of known, and got closer to friends that maybe I didnt know before.
April 1st was when I actually got confirmed....so it has almost been one month since I have gotten confirmed. But inside of me, I have felt that I have changed. And sometimes a change can be bad, but in this case...it has been a good change. Spritually, mentaly, and almost physically....
Now for a twist...and changing the subject on my testamony...On Augest 23, 2000, my dad died of a massive heart attack. Of course it was all very hard for everybody...but I think especially for my brother and my mom. But still for me. I think so because I sometimes felt that he was not always there for me...and also because the time he had to go was just the beginning really for my big events in my life. Confirmation....8th grade graduation....basicly my teen life...even though I am 14 and was 14...For a while...it felt like having this gut pain for a long time that would not go away...but now...after 8months...it feels like you still love that person and will always remember that person...but it's like you have to move on. You will still might have moments where you're in tears, but you feel like nothing has changed. I do not usualy like it when I say things to grab att. But I know this and so do others...What they know is that I have had a very hard life.
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