Anne III
Anne,
my faerie queen,
what call had you to flee upon you donkey?
I reach up to the moon,
my body painted violet and black
midnight blue and purple
white and yellow.
You chewed off your own head to escape the snare
and ended up no better off.
I am curled up,
shivering in the wood,
scared of any and every beam of silver light
shed by the stars,
singing
La De Dah
over and over to puncture
the rubber sheet of silence that mummifies me.
I hate you
for leaving me but
I love you
for leaving me not alone,
but with your fluidity
poured out into my patiently cupped hands.
This liquid I use
to satiate my parched throat,
to cleanse my soiled sheets,
to bathe my despondent body.
Cuddle with me and rub my back,
for as sick as it sounds,
I have found a sort of life
in your sort of death.