LOOKING IN
you look at me and see da girl ..
who lives inside da golden world ..
butt don't believe ..
datz all there is to see ..
you'll never knoe da real me ..
she smiles thru a thousand tearz ..
and harborz adolescent fearz ..
she dreamz of all dat she can never be ..
she wadez in insecurity ..
and hidez herself inside of me ..
don't say she takez it all for granted ..
im well aware of all i have ..
dun't think that im disenchanted ..
please understand ..
it seemz as though i've alwaiez been ..
somebody outside looking in ..
well here i am for all of them to bleed ..
butt they can't take my heart from me ..
and they can't bring me to my knees ..
they'll never knoe da real me ..
MY ANGEL'S LUV
not long ago from way up above ..
God sent me an angel juss foe me to luv ..
my angel changed my life foe me ..
opened my eyes .. so i could see ..
i am no longer sad everyday ..
my angel has takin' most of my pain away ..
she replaced it wit trust and luv ..
a luv so true .. it could onlee come from above ..
my angel i shall alwaiez defend ..
i'll stand by his side until the end ..
believe in him i alwaiez will ..
da whole in my heart he did fill ..
dreams and wishes are again part of me ..
my angel got them back you see ..
no one has ever shared or cared so much ..
i dream and wish to feel his touch ..
foe nothing can change the way I feel for him ..
his love runs thru me so deep within ..
to my angel i give all my heart and all my soul ..
for his precious love has made me whole ..
now all i dream is to feel his arms holding me ..
please God .. make it come true .. we were meant to be ..
so until da time my dream comes true ..
my dear angel never doubt how much i luv u ..
THE END
i turn da corner .. and there you are ..
While we both pretend not to see the other ..
we keep walking .. our eyes straight ahead ..
and im grateful .. as we pass one another ..
we were best friends for one year ..
a year of laughter .. a year of tears ..
in the short time of bliss ..
we had promised to be friends for years ..
butt those "yearz" have now been altered ..
and the friendship has lasted just one ..
i knoe dat it is da end ..
this is a frendship that will not be won ..
you dun't understand why it ended ..
or that i didn't want it to ..
butt sumthymes in life ..
you have to do what you have to do ..
this was one of those cases ..
i could no longer call you my frend ..
i now knoe it can never go back ..
and i have to realize .. this is the end ..
FURST URS .. NOW MINE
there is juss one saying ..
dat could describe wat happened ..
when the cat's away ..
da mice will play ..
well .. you were the cat ..
and we were the mice ..
you left us alone ..
now you pay the price ..
you knew that i luved him ..
and i'd do anythang i could do ..
juss to take him away wit me ..
and far away from you ..
i made the mistake of luving him ..
butt i do wit all my heart ..
i've luved him longer than you've had him ..